Thursday, October 30, 2003

Here I am trying to get some decent vacation in my Aunt’s house here in Pardo. I have been thinking of things to amuse me and so far, I am still amused. Hehehe… Anyway, my cousins are pretty busy preparing for the party tomorrow. I’m still not ready to sing in front of a crowd whose faces are so not familiar to me.

Manny, sorry coz I wasn’t able to get you a sched suitable for you coz every schedule available for Engl 23 conflicts with your other sched and Dr. Maja won’t let me change your subject because I don’t have an authorization letter from you. Maybe you could change it to another available subject next week…Leslie was able to get Sosci 6. Sorry gyud manny…

Well, if anybody's interested to join there's this contest at bigfoot for a movie spoof...Its supposed to be animated using flash... Does anybody of you know flash???the prizes are amazing...hehehe

Till then...

I miss my HT and of course the chix and all my classmates....

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

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HI Im back. I'm currently at my cousin's house. Just hanging out catching up on things coz we haven't seen each other for like a month now. Anyway, I have finally gotten my printout. Leslie and I went to school yesterday coz she's supposed to go to Daan Bantayan today and her white form is with me. NOthing much is going on and I have to say that I really am looking forward for classes to once again make me busy...

Friday, October 24, 2003

Yeah as if these results are true.....Les, is this possible?

He Is So Into You!


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To those who are gonna take english 23 and petitioned for it...bad news...wla pay room... I think muad2 napud ko sa school tomorrow. Just came from SM with my cousin and her boyfriend...The third party again...Anyway, I'm home alone right now and I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep...

TO KLAVE: Why dont you want me to know you??? If my friends know you then there's a big chance that I also know you....So meaning, you want to be a mystery???

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

have to make this real quick coz you know I'm supposed to be in school by 9:30. Thank God I passed my ECE 312 and there's only one subject more to go, ES 20. Anyway, I feel so sorry for all my batchmates who didn't pass Walton's class and also Sir Dacs class.. Its really unfortunate and believe me I really felt bad...

Kim, its me Vanessa. Sorry coz I use plum all the time if I tag in any tagboard....hehehe....

Mommy les, called you up last night but your phone was really busy. And then Maia called and we talked for quite sometime coz she wouldn't believe me that she passed ECE 312.... Anyway, am I the only one who's gonna go with you to Daan Bantayan???

Deanne, I miss u na...

Hi to Bill... Your birthday is fast approaching...

Pay, can you please give me a copy of the pictures you took yesterday??? And by the way, helpl me with my template coz the pictures are not appearing...

What else.... Can you give me suggestions of what to sing this Holloween coz if ever I won't be able to go with Leslie to Daan Bantayan, I'll be attending this Holloween Party and my other mommy, Mommy JD wants me to sing....

Gosh can't believe I'm like so perked up and excited...I wonder if I passed the java exam...It was just applets but you can never be too sure...

Till later...God bless...

















Saturday, October 18, 2003

Hi guys...woke up early again but now I'm feeling sore all over my body...My mom told me maybe I did way too much exercise yesterday... Finally I was able to place some pictures in my other link and well I still need that photoshop installer to edit some pics coz its way too large for villagephotos to upload... Anyway, what does "CRYPTIC MUSING" really mean? FYI: Crypitc is another word for mysterious, secret.... Musing, well it means lost in thought or meditative...There you go John...Does it sound like some kind of witchcraft?Well it does sound a bit scary if you don't know what it means... What else... I wonder where Maia is...She hasn't updated her posts yet... Uy mingaw ko niya... well see you guys on Monday.... Hope we could already enrol that is if Sir Robin decides to show up... Have to go coz my stomach is rumbling... During class days my mom lets us eat breakfast thats why I'm kinda used to having breakfast in the morning.... Have a happy weekend...God bless...

Friday, October 17, 2003

I woke up very early coz feona,deanne, freedom, jam, filden and I went to Abellana to jog...Too bad mommy Leslie didn't make it... I really had fun and eventhough I felt tired it really perked me up... I have lots of things to do today... have to do the laundry and clean the house.clean my room and well watch Legally Blonde 2... How bout you guys what would you be doing on a beautiful day such as this? Anyway good luck to all those who are gonna take removal exams for walton's class this afternoon. I really hope and pray you'll pass coz I don't want our batch to break apart... Deanne I hope that we can push through with the chicken coz you know who will tag along...hehehe...Kim don't tell anyone about what I told you ha...Secret natin yun....Friends raba mo...bwahaha....why can't I seem to download templates anymore... Is something wrong with my frontpage???or my html codes??? I figured I'm not the only one who can't seem to keep my hands of the pc... While we were talking yesterday, Paul also is practicing making games with the game maker....hehehe and you know what's funny he practically made a comment about my shoulders how it was big and his was small and well it made me think maybe I should restructure my body...bwahaha and then what go on a diet...not in million years.. I love eating...Its one of the things I do best, can't get it out of my system...By the way took another test... Gosh my result is quite shocking...

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Anyway, the other day, something got me thinking... I often tell my cousin that she should not let her boyfriend hurt her emotionally I mean. I mean she does have a choice you know...Why would you let anyone hurt you if you don't want to? its really a tough question to ask...maybe its easy for me to say but then again... I don't know... Anyway I brought this up coz somehow I feel being manipulated by my HT unconsciously.. I can't seem to stop myself from thinking of him. And it would really hurt not being able to talk to him or even catch a glimpse of him...This is crazy, absolutely crazy... Anyway...That's all for now coz I know I'm getting kinda boring...

I miss all my TC friends most especially my batchmates... If only we could like live in one subdivision, it'd be very fun...hehehe Take care and God bless you all...

Thursday, October 16, 2003

My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!


The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


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Wednesday, October 15, 2003

Hi mommy les...nicall d i c tonette while we were talking on the phone..hehehe busy daw au...anyway, gets na nako... gisend nako balik ni sir... Wla lang, have nothing to do... I think I'll go take a walk or something just to excercise my bones...bwahaha...

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Finally got myself registered for the 2004 elections... It was quite tiring...hehehe...

Still thinking of my HT... Hope I could see him soon...:D
Woke up to the sound of my cellphone’s alarm. I’ve decided to wake up early to catch up on the internet coz you know, its free during these times. I woke up realizing that once again I dreamt of my HT. It’s the second time I had this feeling of excitement in the morning. I don’t actually understand what it means. Maybe I’m just plainly thinking of him 24/7. Its already our sem break here and well at first I thought I had nothing to do but when I started my list there’s a whole bunch of stuff to be done here at home that I don’t even know where to start. What else… Deanne and their group in ECE went to the beach last Sunday. I bet they had lots of fun coz “PAPA RONNIE” and “PAPA JAM” were there…

Just finished reading maia’s blog and you know what I can’t stop laughing coz you know its really true… I mean the part where before your crush doesn’t seem to exist but you just haven’t noticed that you felt something for him until you’ve gotten to know him better. I mean mai, you know naman that well I knew him ever since but just haven’t felt this way up until now… Crazy in love… Well can’t say the love thingy coz I practically am still confused about the whole crush thingy. Whether this feeling is just temporary or not… I wish to find out this sem break coz according to madam maia’s predictions, the feeling will be gone by the time we go back for the 2nd sem. I can’t say I hope so coz you know, it all started out him being my secret motivator and well he sort of challenges me to do better…Gosh…here I go again talking about him as if its okay to let the whole world know…Anyway, leslie and I decided to get ourselves registered today… I wonder why yahoo mail is pretty slow…. So I still can’t fix stuff on my webbie for now… How I wish… hehehe….

Hi nalang ko ako HT oi... Bisag I know na he never visits my site or anybody else's site... Too fixated on so many stuff...

Sunday, October 12, 2003

I'm trying to fix my website and it occurred to me nga if slow gani ang inet, maka wala gana... anyway, finished na gyud ang sem...And that means, my semestral fairytale is over. I wonder what my adventures would be next sem. We're trying to get into this java research group. I don't know if I'll be in it next sem coz I still have to take a programming
exam of some sort coz my gpa did't make it to 1.9! The best thing I didn't expect to happen was that my sem ended pretty well. Again things planned were altered but in the end, I didn't feel disappointed coz I got to be with my HT... I wonder what he's doing right now...probably facing his computer or playing games again... I had fun with Leslie, Maan and Eunice last night.... Deanne, we ate at KFC and the chicken was really good... I was about to text you but my stomach was rambling so I just ate and forgot to text you...You woke up really early this morning and you also woke me up... I tried to download the chikka thingy but I guess there was an error... Anyway, guys I don't have an idea what I'll be doing during the sem break but I hope we'll keep in touch coz I'd really miss you all...

Saturday, October 04, 2003

I'm at home searching for the search codes for our database project... I got home late coz we attended the novena mass in honor of the canonization of Blessed Arnold and Blessed Joseph... And after the mass, dinner was served... Unfortunately, the rain poured and once again tc was flooded...
TO MY HT:
"how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you..."
By the way, to those who are interested we've decided to hold a group study for ECE lab and lec on Monday at school...We're just gonna find a room and discuss there...Bring some chalk and eraser.K? and it wouldn't be too bad if you bring some food along...hehehe...Speaking of food, I feel like eating... I just don't know what... Gotta go... Hi mommy les...Thanks for the ride home..

Friday, October 03, 2003

I have finally lessen my burden coz we finished our report today. There were some technical problems but thank God, everything turned out to be alright...I already told Doyle about my HT. You might be wondering why I had this urge to tell him. He practically knows well if not all then most of my secrets... And well like most guys I know, I received very few comments... hehehe...Mommy Les, y man YOu tagged the message I sent you??? Don't worry mommy les kay God will make a way...You know na...hehehe

Well here's the song I promised to post... Love this song...coz it tells how I usually feel most of these days...

Artist: matchbox 20
Album: More than you think you are
Title: Unwell

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

How I wish I could just reveal myself and not hide anything from all the readers of this website... I really wanted to write stuff about him. I guess that's what makes my diary so important. coz there, I'm free to write anything I want...anything at all without hiding anything from anybody... Hey guys, are you gonna have group study for ECE???When man?? and where?? Ila DEANNE???BWAHAHA... D, wla ko suko nimo ganina...ni andar lang gyud ako sinusitis...hehehe b4 EE 311 exam ba...sorry ha...

Thursday, October 02, 2003

Why am I easily provoked to be angry??? I mean, this morning, I was sulking again... I feel so bad thinking stuff that are so...never mind... I asked my mom about my bad temper and my frequent mood swings and she told me that I'm so tense!!! who isn't tense when your neck and neck trying to meet deadlines and passing exams... I need to change this because its really not good... The one thing that's unforgettable today is that my HT touched my face today... Gosh what if he'll read this and he'd know. I asked fame about this and she told me that I'm not that obvoius yet...hehehe she told me that some things are just not what they used to between me and my HT... But sometimes I become so jealous with just simple things as if I had the right to be... What's happening to me? Maia, help... I never had this kind of dilemma before... I mean mai, you know all my craziness before but it never got this far... How could this be??? Les, I hope that I could control my emotions before it controls me.... hehehe...news flash: NEW COUPLE OF COME BATCH 2006.... fEOnA & FloRenCe....bwahaha...Take care...

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

You Should Be With a Water Sign!


Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces



Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

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Top 10 flirting tips
By Fran Greene

10. Flirting is an attitude
A good flirt is self-confident and not afraid to take risks. Be enthusiastic and positive — it works!

9. Start a conversation
The best opening line is saying hello. Talk about the surroundings, ask a question, ask for help or state an opinion.

8. Have fun
Be playful, light-hearted and spontaneous. Show your vulnerability.

7. Use props
Never leave home without a prop. Props are natural conversation starters. They encourage conversation and others will be compelled to start talking to you. Great props include dogs, kids, unusual jewelry, a fabulous scent, a sweatshirt with your favorite passion, interesting ties, hats or an interesting book or newspaper.

6. Be the host
Change your behavior from guest to host. You are not a passive person waiting around for romance; instead, you're the welcome committee.

5. Make the first move
Move closer to the person you want to meet. Say hello.

4. Listen
You have two ears and one mouth because you should listen twice as much as you speak. Listening is a true art. Your flirting partner will be drawn to you. Everyone loves to be heard.

3. Eye contact
Make eye contact, but please look your partner in the eye gently (no more than a few seconds) and then glance away. Don’t stare — it’s a turn off.

2. Compliment
Compliment your flirting partner. The best compliments have the element of surprise. The "flirtee" will know that you really noticed them. Remember, your compliments must be honest, sincere and genuine. When you receive a compliment, the best response is a simple "Thank you!"

1. Smile
It's contagious. Smiling makes you so much more approachable. A smile lights up your face and draws people to you. You'll be a people magnet.