Monday, November 10, 2008

Sigh



Today I was surprised by his actions...and he was surprised too...I try to thank the little things he does for me, showing me that he cares just a little bit more...Buying me lunch, taking my ride home just to make sure I was safe even if it was totally out of his way...I know I shouldn't go there again...Putting in colors to nothing again...All I can do is take a long deep breath...Is this real?Is he real?Am I really awake when all of these things happen? We text till the wee hours and I'm still not convinced that he's real...He calls me out of the blue and still I question myself if there is something to it besides his boredom...He misses me he says...I hope he really does...Haayyy....Life...Wahhh...Love...is this it friends?

Saturday, November 01, 2008

Bittersweet Symphony

He kept on singing the first few lines of the chorus...And I started to wonder again what it is that he keeps on humming. He said he found it in his friends page in friendster and he liked the song. So then I asked him what song it is and he said he forgot. On the taxi ride to Guadalupe (I was invited for dinner to my aunts house) he sang it again. Then he told me that what the title is - The man who cannot be moved! And guess what he said he dedicates it to me...I was appalled at first with the title...But then I searched the lyrics and heard the tune...I liked it as well...




Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

So now that even if he were not here and I have to spend 9 days all by myself I can still survive. Well technically I didn't get to spend it on my own...My hands are full with work, Photography club, Toastmasters and security initiatives.