Saturday, December 12, 2015

So how am I these days?

I haven't had the chance to blog again. Just now, on a quiet humid Saturday evening I sit here in our bedroom trying to figure out what to do. And then I saw my husband's laptop and thought that I so wanted to write something for months now. A lot has happened since 2014. In 2014 I was hopeful, juggling being a wife, a mother and a daughter. Not to mention a leader in a whole new different world of IT. Almost 2 years have passed and I am still juggling, trying to at least do some justice in each of the hats I wear. It's Christmas season, actually 13 days before but I haven't completed shopping for gifts yet. I am 28 weeks into my second pregnancy. I feel all sorts of discomfort; back pains, constant peeing even in the middle of the night, heavy tummy and all sorts of things I haven't noticed during my first pregnancy. Yet I am absolutely ecstatic, happy and contented. All thanks to my husband who treats me like a queen. Most of the folks I know would say that pregnancy agrees with me. They say when you're having a baby boy, you'd feel ugly and would look ugly too. But I don't feel that way. Probably because despite all the stress at work and getting stressed at how to raise my daughter and looking out for my dad and brother, I am happy.