Wednesday, March 30, 2011

To My Mini Me

I am looking forward to Friday because I'll be forever bound to your dad who I love so dearly.
I am looking forward to April since we'll start shopping for your stuff. I hope you won't mind that my favorite color is purple and you might get tons of those.
I am looking forward to May since I'll be spending my birthday in our new home with you inside me.
I am looking forward to June coz by then we'll see you in person and I'll get to hold you in my arms.
Be brave, be strong and be healthy... just a little more my angel.
And you'll soon see the world.

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Turning a New Leaf

Happy 2011! Once again cobwebs are visible in my blogspot. Haven't done much maintenance either. My plan of changing my template every month is not that feasible anymore since I'm working my ass off for 12-14 hours a day...talk about me being workaholic. Actually I already practiced saying "NO" the past 3 months for non-work stuff but still, 12 hours is not enough to do all the delivery work. I haven't mastered the art of delegation nor time management. 4 years in the industry is not quite enough to master these vital things.

What have I actually learned the previous year? What changed in me that I could say I am a better person compared to last year?

These questions I'll ponder on for the next 4 days that I am on night shift...the only time I am since January of 2007 during my callgirl days.

Life has treated me so well last year I was finally made complete. I was blessed with so much love and care that I think its more than winning the lottery. I'm now the luckiest girl in the world, not the sad lonely loser. My future is still quite hazy but I have laid out plans and I can see the silver lining. And what's great is I am not alone in putting these plans into reality. I have an extra pair of hands, a brilliant mind and a much stronger heart which makes it more exciting.

I am turning a new leaf, another year, another exciting chapter!

Blessed year of the rabbit to all.