Monday, July 25, 2005

What's on my mind right now?

Let me see, because of the many things to do, I don't have a single idea what to do first...

Moving out of the house this Sunday...Got to do a bit of shopping coz we need tons of stuff there...hope everything would work out fine for us...

ComE 514 project...I didn't realize how powerful matlab is up until now...

In a couple of days we're gonna start with our Proposal...data gathering, research and the like...

ComE 51C class...being project manager gives me the creeps...I mean its a huge job and well I was flattered when our teacher gave me the task but then I need to give all I've got to meet her expectations...

And you know what, in reality, this semester is the most crucial of all...We need to pass our ComE 514, 511 and 512 lecture and laboratory class to be able to graduate this March...

Too much pressure...Can I make it?

Friday, July 22, 2005

This is quite interesting because I took this test and well here's my result...It kinda says that I'm afraid of marriage...well as of now I'm not...eventhough I haven't seen or met my soulmate yet, I'm looking forward to getting married someday...but not now...got lots of things to accomplish before entering that stage...

Why am I writing again?

Well for one my teacher in Philo 36 and Philo 25 inspired me to do so...how? well I visited her site and kinda nodded my head on the reality and sensibility of her words...It was as if she was talking for my sake coz everything she wrote made sense to me and it was something that I could relate to...It kinda made me realize that I miss her and her company and her words...She's a great teacher and I think she's like Robin Williams in Dead Poet's Society for me...and Im her student...well I was but not anymore...But I know I will keep on learning through her words...If her favorite philosopher is Immanuel Kant, well she is mine...hehehe:)

Anyway, the second reason is that I just want to share that I'm kinda enjoying my days...my hopefully final year in college...why?coz I'm having great company and because I have so many things to do, exams to study for, chores to accomplish, that I have no time to worry or to get depressed and remember the not so far past...And I'm singing once again in Church...and it feels so good to sing for God! It brings out the voice that's long hidden inside me...and it uplifts my spirit that all the bad feelings I have would eventually be vanished...

You should try it sometime, sing your heart out for God!It really is better than singing on stage with a standing ovasion and an encore!













The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

I visited one amazing blog site and she wrote this and it hit me...I really needed a message from someone to uplift my spirits...God bless the one who posted this...

"Be faithful eventho the nature of everything around us is to cause us to be unfaithful......."



Do more than exist. Live.

Do more than hear. Listen.

Do more than agree. Cooperate.

Do more than grow. Bloom.

Do more than spend. Invest.

Do more than think. Create.

Do more than work. Excel.

Do more than share. Give.

Do more than decide. Discern.

Do more than consider. Commit.

Do more than forgive. Forget.

Do more than help. Serve.

Do more than coexist. Reconcile.

Do more than sing. Worship.

Do more than think. Plan.

Do more than dream. Do.

Do more than see. Percieve.

Do more than read. Apply.

Do more than recieve. Reciprocate.

Do more than choose. Focus.

Do more than wish. Believe.

Do more than advise. Help.

Do more than speak. Impart.

Do more than encourage. Inspire.

Do more than add. Multiply.

Do more than change. Improve.

Do more than reach. Stretch.

Do more than ponder. Pray.

Do more than just live.


I hope I shared something of value to you and that it may be able to guide you in these times of chaos...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

1. What color is most reflective of you?
-- purple

2. How did you get the idea for your
friendster name?
--it's my real name

3.What time were you born?
-- around 1:10 am

4.What song are you playing now, or wish
you were playing?
-- MYMP

5. Has the death of a celebrity ever made
you cry?
--nah.

6.What color of underwear are you wearing right
now?
--GREEN

7. Do you want a baby?
-- YEP, SOMEDAY

8.What does your mom do for a living?
--she's a SECRETARY

9. What does your dad do for a living?
--HE'S A BOOKING SALESMAN

10. What is your pet's name?
--KJ, YUNA AND WHITEY

11. What color are your bedsheets?
--GREEN

12. What are the last 4 digits of your
phone number?
--0638

13. What song are you playing now?
--i think this has been asked already!?

14. What was the last concert you
attended?
--BAMBOO, SINULOG 05

15. Who was with you?
--LESLIE, RHOD AND JHE-AR

16. What was the last movie you saw?
--kung fu hustle.brainless yet entertaining.

17. Who do you dislike most at this
moment?
-- SURPRISINGLY, NO ONE AS OF THE MOMENT

18. What food are you craving right now?
--CADBURRY'S ALMONDS

19. Did you dream last night?
-- NAH, WASN'T ABLE TO SLEEP...

20.What was the last tv show you
watched?
--TRU CALLING

21.What is your fave piece of jewelry?
-- MY DANGLING STAR EARRINGS

22. What is to the left of you?
--DINNER TABLE

23. What was the last thing you ate?
--PORKCHOP AND AMPALAYA

24. Who is your best friend of the
opposite sex?
-- JHE-AR

25. Write a song lyric that's in your
head?
--

26. What song is that from?
-- Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Greenday

27. Who last IMed you?
--NO ONE

28. Where is your signifigant other right
now?
-- none.

29. Do you have a crush?
-- yupyupyup

30. What is his/her name?
-- not worth going into trouble for

31. What shampoo do you use?
--pantene

32. When was the last time you cut your
hair?
--last month

33. Are you on any meds?
--nah

34. Do you have a mental disease?
-- i hope not. i like to think i'm pretty normal.

35. What shirt are you wearing?
--my juniors shirt...from my high school

36. What time is it?
-- 10:12 pm to be exact

37. What color is your razor?
--sea green

38. What is your fave frozen treat?
--ice cream

39. Are you sexy?
-- hell yeah!

40. Whats your favorite shopping store?
--not such a fan of shopping...

41. Are you thirsty?
-- just a little bit

42. Can you imagine yourself ever getting
married?
-- yep, actually i dreamt it already

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

My cousin Claudette emailed this to me and I just want to share it with you...so enjoy reading...

And by the way, a fellow from a very far away place inspires me nowadays...

God bless my new found friend...

Why aren't you married?
Why aren't you married?
and the very, very popular:
Why aren't you married?
... give or take another 999,999,997 more such questions.

Unfortunately, I can’t fix you up with any cute guys or girls to help you avoid these questions in the future. However, I can fix you up with some good snappy comebacks to fling at anyone who dares to question your single status.

So, next time somebody dares to ask you that “Why aren't you married?” question, pause, smile sagaciously (I love that word; it means “wisely”), and offer up one of the following. Or, just review them for your own personal satisfaction.

1. In the beginning, there were no elliptical trainers or low-fat/high-fiber muffins, and so people lived to only about 40-something. Maximum. Meaning, the pressure was on to get married before age 25. However, today, thanks to medical advances, we can all hope to live to 80. Easy. Meaning? Even if we marry at age 40, that's still 35, 45, even 55 years to be with a mate. Plenty of time to be married. What's the hurry?

2. Married people are not necessarily better catches simply because they were caught. I mean, have you taken a look at some of the married people out there? Seriously. Even Frankenstein got married. Obviously married people are not superior people.

3. Meanwhile, look at some of our cool single role models:
Catwoman: Single.
Buddha: Single.
The Lone Ranger: Single.
Actually, virtually all superhero types are single: Superman, Wonder Woman, Dudley Do-Right. And then there’s The Ultimate Superhero: God—also single.

4. Plus, when you think about it, there’s no such thing as a Stepford Single Woman.

5. Why limit myself to being dissatisfied by one relationship when I can be dissatisfied by an infinite variety?

6. It’s interesting how our culture has the _expression “happily married,” but no _expression “happily single.” And those words are 100% certified by the US Census Bureau. Statistics show that although married men are reported to be happier than single men (surprise, surprise!)—single women are reported to be happier than married women (also a big surprise, surprise!). Meaning? This only furthers the irony that single women are branded as "unhappy” and “lonely” and “loser-esque"—when single women are just boldly holding out for the right situation, rather than getting married just to get married.

7. It's easy to become married. Millions of people do it every year. If you want to pressure me to become something, hey, why not pick something a little more challenging—like an astrophysicist.

8. True love is rare. That's why it's called "love" and not "really like" or "settling." And why we don't say: "I’m settling for you, honey" over candlelit dinners. True love is worth waiting for…and that’s what I’m doing.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Its been quite a while since I had this feeling again...you would think na love2x nasad ni noh?well not really...

I just seem to enjoy my subjects and teachers now more than ever...am i making any sense here? i don't know, it all seems so easy, the comprehension, the time, the moments of being all alone just fits in perfectly...its like in my 4+ years of college i have never felt so interested with what i do until lately...

Oh well I don't understand myself most of the time...

When someone says he misses me, especially if its the person I least expect...I would really go gaga over it...

And you know what happened?

I wrote a song...

I just hope that guys wouldn't keep on playing with a girl's heart. Its so taxing, the process of falling in and out of the love spell. But it seems that its a natural feeling, even if its not meant to be...Right?

For now, il probably stick to my plan of putting my focus on one goal only...and that is

TO GRADUATE THIS COMING MARCH!

crazybeautiful dancing on the moon...