IM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!Well I am happy today coz of a lot of things. But what I’m most happy about is that my laptop is finally restored to its origin state. The audio was repaired and so was the shutting down. I really am so happy. If I haven’t met my “happy thought” then non of this things could have happened. Next thing that made me happy is that I practically spent the rest of the afternoon together with my “HT”. We just talked and I learned so much about him. And it helped me accept the fact that may be we are just friends. At least he opened up to me and didn’t hesitate to talk. Finally, I’m going to Tacloban tomorrow. We’re taking the 4 p.m. Supercat boat to Ormoc. At last, I’d be able to see my long lost grand dad. We are supposed to be back by Monday night but my uncle wants us to stay longer. Its okay I guess as long as I’d be back on the 30th. Well his smile is still tattooed on my mind… If someone saw me at SM with this guy who’s so formal then he is my “HT”. Hehehe As I conveyed all this things that happened today to my best friend while we were talking on the phone, my cousin Monica started sing this song by Bituin Escalante which goes… “ Kung ako nalang sana ang iyong minahal, di kana muling magiisa. Kung ako nalang sana ang minahal di kana muling luluha pa…” The lyrics didn’t hit me straight up until now. He’s been through a lot since his break up with his ex and well just lending him some helping hand and some comfort… He is one of the most sensitive persons I have the good fortune of meeting… I think I’ll have a hard time sleeping tonight… I miss the TC people….

ON COURTING

What is it with guys and courting? Is it really that hard to court a girl? Well anyway, sometimes we girls don’t know where to stand when speaking of relationships coz, honestly for me the guys are the reason for our CONFUSION. Its pretty hard to be assuming something and even harder to be so DENSE about the whole thing. Is it all about the signs and the vibes? Or is it sort of a game? Like a guessing game or something? Am I making sense here? Choices, these are the things that would stimulate our minds once in a while. If you have seen “THE MATRIX RELOADED” it has tons of philosophies about CHOICES. Anyway, you might be wondering why I posted this and chose this topic right? Well I was just wondering…. Because lately, I don’t know where I stand anymore. I had a hard time choosing between FRIENDSHIP & LOVE….

People, I'm sorry for the emotional outburst. Its just lately I feel so depressed...Hope someone could cheer me up...

Well, MAI I hope you ate enough last night. Hehehe... It just made me realize how much I've missed hanging out with you guys. Anyway, slept late again last night because we had to clean up after the party. And then we had a short chika pa with my cousin Kakay. I'm glad she liked the gift I gave her. Mai, she said thanks for the gift sad daw. I thought I wasn't going to see my happy thought yesterday coz he said he won't be able to attend the party coz its also his brother's birthday, but he was here before the party started. We even have a photograph together...hehehe At least I have a remembrance.... Ipay told me I change my crush very fast. Its just that I easily let go of the feeling. I don't know why I just do. Toby is beside me right now, waiting for me to end coz he wants to play pool and battle realms. Maybe I'll let him teach me how to play battle realms. Gotta go coz I'm planning to have my picture taken for the Vot's new ID and for my plan...Mai, Pay, Bill and Yau, thanks for coming over. Hi to deanne, bernice, leslie, feona, gary and all those who visit my site....Take care peeps!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO KRISLENE KAY VALENCIA LABAY!!!

I know its kind of late but I figured I’d be up till early dawn. I’m preparing for my cousin Kakay’s debut tomorrow. Anyway, that’s not really the reason why I had this urge to blog this late. It’s because I have found the one person who is worth all the fuss of every girl I know. He’s extremely sweet and a true gentleman. I know you might say that they’re all the same coz I kept on changing my mind as to who my “happy thought” should be. But this one is totally different. Why different??? Because in spite of all the wonderful characteristic I have found in him, I’m trying to block the feeling because he’s really too good to be true. And besides, my aunts kept on reminding me not to be taken by his superficial characteristics. I wonder, where would the big “RISK” should take place? I admit, I watched the movie “The Matrix Reloaded” because of him. I mean there’s no doubt the movie was great and it gave me the chance to converse with him…. Mai, this is what my chika is all about. I wasn't able to tell it to you when I called because I was in my neighbor's house and he happened to be there. But there's a whole lot more he did that made me, well lets just say "STOP AND SIGH TO MYSELF". Well, this is the same guy I was referring to whose more qt than BIGMAC! Any way, tag me if you have anything to say to me...okies??

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GREETED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY...

Maia, If you could come here on Monday, its my cousins 18th birthday and well sort of like a late party for all those who are celebrating their birthday on the month of May. Just call me nalang okay...Anyway, I have nothing to do here but read the novel "Snow Falling on Cedars", I still can't comment on the book coz I'm still reading the first few chapters.

Deanne, maia told me your phone was snatched...wats your new number???

Bill??you still have my book about Geisha???Finish reading it??? Coz my bestfriend wants to borrow it...

I love this song, can someone sing this to me in person???

DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

QUOTY QUOTE:

Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

Why is it that this thing takes so long to update??grr....

HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY TO ALL MOTHERS….

I really had a wonderful day because I get to spend it with my family. I was able to attend mass early this morning then afterwards we went to White Gold to buy some groceries again in spite of all those groceries my aunts bought yesterday. Aunty Baggy couldn’t just get enough of shopping… Any way, I saw lots of people I know there, some of which is my brother’s friend Mark and her sister, next I saw Yao together with his parents and some high school friends. Then after we had lunch, my Popsie, Mama, Jaycon and I went to look for my cousin’s house at Tierra Grande. The rain was pouring and we really had a hard time finding the place. When we arrived home, I took my uncle’s car and drove around the village with my cousin Kristoffer. Driving is not that hard as a matter of fact, its pretty easy as long as you are focused on what you are doing.

In another matter, someone reacted to those lines from Meet Joe Black. I know its pretty striking but a lot of people haven’t realized those things yet. They still need to be reminded. Any way, I have to admit I am pretty good at words but honestly speaking, I am as afraid as anyone could be with this kind of stuff. You know, relationships and falling in love or just being in a fling of some sort. Its just that because I value friendship, I have this thing wherein I’d become such a liar to myself and a total coward of admitting how I truly feel. Then I’d convince myself that it still is not the right time nor the right person but who knows… Right? No matter how much I try to remember to grab the opportunity of doing things, there is really something that’s gonna hold me back. One word: CONFUSION….

Dug through my pile of poems and I found this one… Hope you like it!

A thousand teardrops
Poured over one heartache
The yearning, which ignited
The passion of my soul
My entire being was shaken
That I could hardly react
As a kiss from your tender lips
Made my heart rupture
Sparks fly over this rigid core
Soothing all those that is in pain
Slowly the wrath that had been buried
Was sucked out and uprooted
Drained all the way out of my veins
One hug, a kiss and your eyes
These are the things that matter most
To me they are the truth
My witness of the enchanted world
That incessantly entwines my essence
To the bliss of your heart

I wrote this last February 25th, it was written in my diary. I figured, my emotions are really strong coz I couldn’t have written this if I wasn’t at all inspired or moved by someone… I wonder who my muse was…. I wondered how I could’ve written those things wherein I haven’t experienced some of it (e.g. a kiss???).

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN KRISTOFFER KINER AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TITA DELIA GELBOLINGO

Just finished eating dinner. My cousin and I were supposed to attend this party but I declined to go coz my head really hurts. It started aching while we were having a meeting early this afternoon. This parliamentary thing really sets the atmosphere of the meeting into one that’s awfully serious. All the formalities really make my head throb. No offense to Mr. Edwin Ermac Jr. I know it’s a great way to preside a meeting. May be its because of the weather. Any way, Maia warned me last night not to go to malls; Ayala or SM, coz Metro Cebu is not SARS free anymore. I think someone already died. Well its not like I go out that often… Well anyway, as I was listening to Southborder’s “Kahit Kailan”, I felt like crying. I’m getting too emotional. Just something to ponder on… And may be react to…

Love is passion, obsession, so many can live without…
Fall head over heels, find someone you really love
and loves you the same way too…
Forget your head, mind your heart
There’s no sense in your life without this…
To make a journey and not fall in love
Try, cause if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived
Stay open, who knows, the lightening could struck.

-Meet Joe Black-

Is there a line that struck you? Well as for me, its partly true. Tag me or rather “Ride On”….hehehe….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY CONRAD LABAY AND DIGNA KINER!!!!

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The beach was packed because the YFC Labangon chapter was there and also there was a convention...I'm pretty beat up because I kinda swam my life out...hehehe Anyway about the fuss MAIA made because of her "quotable quote" from Smallville, well I sorta change my mind... I don't mind risking as long as I know how to deal with the consequences that would result from it...

By the way, I missed my TC friends...My life would really be incomplete and a plain one if I haven't had the honor of hanging out with you guys... YOu really made my life more exciting and a true adventure...THANKS...

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