Wow, I couldn’t believe we have finally taken our first midterm exam.
And you know what, it was a little bit easy. Well our teacher, Eng. Dioscoro Conejos Jr. a.k.a Sir June, discussed something last Tuesday, which helped us study for our test today. When I got home, my head was throbbing. Its pretty hot outside and I was like walking without an umbrella. And so, I fell asleep and I really had a weird dream. There were two sides. One was that, I was sleeping in the same position and same scene except that I was floating and I really tried to make myself wake up. It was like a force or something was playing tricks on me. Next there was the transformer burning and I really freaked out and called my brother to unplug the whole thing. But then he didn’t listen to me… I guess the transformer part was somehow connected with what happened to our trainer during our ECE 312 lab last Tuesday. Maia was quite disappointed because she practically brought lots of fuse in case of emergency but then guess what it wasn’t the fuse that burned thrice last Tuesday…it was the diode. Well it was not just one diode but three diodes. I’m not saying this because I’m proud of what happened its just that, well I felt that to be able to really grasp the learning of being an engineer, we have to experience different things, things such as your trainer burning or smoke coming out the circuit. Well anyway, we have learned that during that part of the experiment it is advisable to use only one channel of the oscilloscope. To those who are not engineering students, please bear with all of this if ever you can’t seem to relate. Its just, for me this is one the most memorable experiences in my college life. So much for the bloopers…
Once again I feel so MOTIVATED. I hope I could personally thank the person who causes this. By the way here’s the lyrics to one of Incubus songs, which I really, really like.
11 AM
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Eleven a.m.
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Twelve p.m. and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?
I hope it's you
And here’s another song that really touch my soul…This was sung by my cousins during my Grandfather’s burial.

"My Immortal"


I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone

Well if you want other songs, just tag them on “you know where” and hopefully I’ll try to browse the net and find them. Okidoki??? Gets???

From one of my mails….This is from someone dedicated to #4...Read on..

Maybe she's tired... she just smiled
This is my hopelessly old-fashioned style
I really don't if know she's annoyed
She can blame me if her days were destroyed
But... I'm not so sure
I never felt like this before
I'm getting tired of doing nothing
But I'm only good in dreaming
...(aaahhh! wala na koy mahunahunaang lain)