I know you might be shocked because here I am changing my template again. I was browsing the blogskins archives yesterday and found tons of cool templates.. Anyway, I was supposed to change it into something yellow but it didn't work out... So here I am, going butterfly...hehehe
Pwede i move and classes coz I really don't want to go to school tomorrow...
Sunday, August 31, 2003
Saturday, August 30, 2003
Hey guys our intramurals is almost over and that means we’ll be back to sucking up to our teachers and banging heads once again.
Congratulations to the Engineering Pop Jazz dancers…It really was an awesome performance…
I’m once again stuck here at home doing the laundry. I tried to study last night but ended up answering only the EE 311 assignment. I don’t know if I have the correct answers though. Anyway, I haven’t registered for the 2004 elections yet. It turned out that they need a copy of your birth certificate and a 2x2 recent picture. Maybe this coming Thursday, hopefully I could visit the comelec and get myself registered. I can’t believe I painted my nails…hehehe
There’s going to be a lot of exams next week. And not to mention we still haven’t gotten the chance to report in ECE 312… I told Leslie yesterday while we were eating that I’m not so excited to go back to school next week because we are so loaded with quizzes and reports. Its so tiring even just to runt through your head all the things you needed to do. Its almost the “ber” months… Still need some financial thing coz with my phone bill to pay; I can’t quite save for the holidays. I have to think of alternative ways to come up with money…
Hey guys don’t forget that on September 5th, someone special is turning a year older and wiser…hehehe…guess who?
Yesterday, I had to bail out right away after the closing event since I have this awful hypertension… And looking back at what I ate during lunch I think it was because of the diet coke… So I was just wondering, which is more acidic? Diet coke or Regular coke?
Congratulations to the Engineering Pop Jazz dancers…It really was an awesome performance…
I’m once again stuck here at home doing the laundry. I tried to study last night but ended up answering only the EE 311 assignment. I don’t know if I have the correct answers though. Anyway, I haven’t registered for the 2004 elections yet. It turned out that they need a copy of your birth certificate and a 2x2 recent picture. Maybe this coming Thursday, hopefully I could visit the comelec and get myself registered. I can’t believe I painted my nails…hehehe
There’s going to be a lot of exams next week. And not to mention we still haven’t gotten the chance to report in ECE 312… I told Leslie yesterday while we were eating that I’m not so excited to go back to school next week because we are so loaded with quizzes and reports. Its so tiring even just to runt through your head all the things you needed to do. Its almost the “ber” months… Still need some financial thing coz with my phone bill to pay; I can’t quite save for the holidays. I have to think of alternative ways to come up with money…
Hey guys don’t forget that on September 5th, someone special is turning a year older and wiser…hehehe…guess who?
Yesterday, I had to bail out right away after the closing event since I have this awful hypertension… And looking back at what I ate during lunch I think it was because of the diet coke… So I was just wondering, which is more acidic? Diet coke or Regular coke?
Thursday, August 28, 2003
When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry
when I'm making up my mind
Took these lyrics from the song “The Remedy” by Jason Mraz… It kinda has an effect on most of people’s love situation right now. I have to admit that I can’t help thinking about things, which are so impossible to happen. Anyway, I know most of you are so sick of reading love stuff and it might be boring you by now but this is the only way we, the SI’s (super inspired), could express how we feel through writing or through our individual web sites. Well okay, today we’ll talk about other things…
The other day I visited my neighbor to get my pedicure and manicure. We were chatting coz you know, most manicurist have lots of vital information to share… So while we were talking, our other neighbors were screaming their heads off fighting over something I know nothing of. Anyway, it sounded like they were going to kill each other coz they really sound angry and they were talking so loud and they were very vulgar. Good thing the rain poured down and ended their vicious argument. Am I really in the right neighborhood??? I know those of you who are fortunate enough to live in subdivisions won’t be experiencing this heart-breaking situation. I asked my manicurist if these fights happened before and guess what she said there never was a day that passed by that there weren’t any fights. She added that for them, it was nothing out of the ordinary. She just laughed at my astonished reaction. It seemed as if these people needed somewake up call or something…How could they let their children play in this kind of neighborhood? So aside from that, what really made me tick off a bit was that she commented on the kind of course I was taking. She told me how unfortunate it is that I did not go into nursing school… I was polite to say that I really didn’t intend to be a nurse and that it didn’t include my interests. You see, when I took the entrance test in USC and UP, I opted for the course Accountancy and fortunately passed in both exams landing in the top 50 slots. But then my aunt discouraged me to take up accountancy because she said most graduates were unemployed. And so I took my second choice, which was computer engineering in USC since if I wanted to go to UP, maybe I have to take another test since it is a quota course. My manicurist with all her sweet-talking seemed to come to a point wherein she was belittling these women who are not nurses. I was really this close to blowing my top. But then I kept my cool coz after all she was just telling me her opinion on the subject. Its just that nursing isn’t the only profession where in a person could be successful most especially in acquiring money for your family. And besides she would not understand that I do not want to be a nurse but I want to be a lawyer and both are two totally different things. Maybe I’m too ambitious but that’s who I want to become. Even my HT tried to talk me into shifting to nursing… What’s the big deal? Its not like I can’t do the things that guys can do. Well except for some “you know”. Anyway, girls what do you think? Don’t we have the right to be what ever we want to be? Are our families not going to be proud of us if we don’t become nurses but engineers instead? I maybe making this a big deal but it just is so tiring to hear people condemn me for not taking up nursing. Its so frustrating how they can’t understand that I’m just not born to be a nurse… So anyway, tag me your opinion on this matter coz I’m confused right now…
There's no need to hurry
when I'm making up my mind
Took these lyrics from the song “The Remedy” by Jason Mraz… It kinda has an effect on most of people’s love situation right now. I have to admit that I can’t help thinking about things, which are so impossible to happen. Anyway, I know most of you are so sick of reading love stuff and it might be boring you by now but this is the only way we, the SI’s (super inspired), could express how we feel through writing or through our individual web sites. Well okay, today we’ll talk about other things…
The other day I visited my neighbor to get my pedicure and manicure. We were chatting coz you know, most manicurist have lots of vital information to share… So while we were talking, our other neighbors were screaming their heads off fighting over something I know nothing of. Anyway, it sounded like they were going to kill each other coz they really sound angry and they were talking so loud and they were very vulgar. Good thing the rain poured down and ended their vicious argument. Am I really in the right neighborhood??? I know those of you who are fortunate enough to live in subdivisions won’t be experiencing this heart-breaking situation. I asked my manicurist if these fights happened before and guess what she said there never was a day that passed by that there weren’t any fights. She added that for them, it was nothing out of the ordinary. She just laughed at my astonished reaction. It seemed as if these people needed somewake up call or something…How could they let their children play in this kind of neighborhood? So aside from that, what really made me tick off a bit was that she commented on the kind of course I was taking. She told me how unfortunate it is that I did not go into nursing school… I was polite to say that I really didn’t intend to be a nurse and that it didn’t include my interests. You see, when I took the entrance test in USC and UP, I opted for the course Accountancy and fortunately passed in both exams landing in the top 50 slots. But then my aunt discouraged me to take up accountancy because she said most graduates were unemployed. And so I took my second choice, which was computer engineering in USC since if I wanted to go to UP, maybe I have to take another test since it is a quota course. My manicurist with all her sweet-talking seemed to come to a point wherein she was belittling these women who are not nurses. I was really this close to blowing my top. But then I kept my cool coz after all she was just telling me her opinion on the subject. Its just that nursing isn’t the only profession where in a person could be successful most especially in acquiring money for your family. And besides she would not understand that I do not want to be a nurse but I want to be a lawyer and both are two totally different things. Maybe I’m too ambitious but that’s who I want to become. Even my HT tried to talk me into shifting to nursing… What’s the big deal? Its not like I can’t do the things that guys can do. Well except for some “you know”. Anyway, girls what do you think? Don’t we have the right to be what ever we want to be? Are our families not going to be proud of us if we don’t become nurses but engineers instead? I maybe making this a big deal but it just is so tiring to hear people condemn me for not taking up nursing. Its so frustrating how they can’t understand that I’m just not born to be a nurse… So anyway, tag me your opinion on this matter coz I’m confused right now…
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
here are your weekly horoscope from brainshare.com.ph
ARIES
(Mar. 21- April 19)
You'll be able to discuss your ambitions with your mate. Try not to use emotional blackmail; it will only make matters worse. A lot has changed and so have you. You may become rundown if you take on too much.
TAURUS
(Apr. 21- May 21)
Home improvement projects will run smoothly. Your pursuits may end up being fruitless. Get into some activities that will help you in making new friends. Try to keep any mood swings under control; they may result in alienation.
GEMINI
(May 22-June 21)
You might find added popularity with those around you this week. You'll be angry if those you live with aren't pulling their weight. Take care of your personal needs. Debates will stifle passion and result in estrangement.
CANCER
(June 22-July 22)
Keep your wits about you and be sure that you can trust those you confide in. You might have some problems balancing your books. Don't overextend yourself in order to add luxury items to your entertainment center. Don't push your luck with your boss.
LEO
(July 23-Aug 22)
Back off if you want to keep the relationship intact. Love can be yours if you get out and about. You can work in conjunction with those in the know in order to get to the bottom of any pending issue. Your outgoing nature will surprise others this week.
VIRGO
(Aug. 23 -Sept. 23)
You may be tempted to spend too much on entertainment or luxury items. You can make amends by taking them somewhere special. Romance will be yours if you get out and do things in large groups. Your emotions may get the better of you.
LIBRA
(Sept. 24 -Oct. 23)
You may find that your family responsibilities are piling up. Mingle with individuals who are established and can give you some serious insight into business and future trends. Your unique contribution to the organization will enhance your reputation. Don't let children or elders put demands on your time.
SCORPIO
(Oct. 24 - Nov. 22)
You need more space for the whole family. You'll have amazing ideas, but superiors may try to block your attempts at implementing them. Keep your ears open, especially to those who care about you. Your emotions may be hard to control if your mate is forcing you to undergo drastic alterations in your relationship.
SAGITTARIUS
(Nov. 23 -Dec. 21)
Romantic relationships could be under pressure. Your ideas may be good, but they aren't necessarily right for everyone. Good friends will give you honest answers. Be prepared to have relatives or close friends introduce you to new and exciting individuals.
CAPRICORN
(Dec 22.- Jan. 20)
Be aware of any deception on the part of those you deal with. Try making some changes to your appearance and your attitude that will reinforce just that. Your lover may not under stand your needs so you must figure out a way to communicate them. Opportunities for romance are present.
AQUARIUS
(Jan. 21 -Feb. 19)
You can get into self awareness groups or look into physical enhancement programs. Deceit around you is evident. You won't have to look for the action. Travel will be fun and entertaining.
PISCES
(Feb. 20-Mar. 20)
Do the necessary chores and then do things that please you. Make sure all of your travel and driver's documents are in proper order. You need more space for the whole family. The great outdoors will allow you to teach youngsters some of the things you learned when growing up.
ARIES
(Mar. 21- April 19)
You'll be able to discuss your ambitions with your mate. Try not to use emotional blackmail; it will only make matters worse. A lot has changed and so have you. You may become rundown if you take on too much.
TAURUS
(Apr. 21- May 21)
Home improvement projects will run smoothly. Your pursuits may end up being fruitless. Get into some activities that will help you in making new friends. Try to keep any mood swings under control; they may result in alienation.
GEMINI
(May 22-June 21)
You might find added popularity with those around you this week. You'll be angry if those you live with aren't pulling their weight. Take care of your personal needs. Debates will stifle passion and result in estrangement.
CANCER
(June 22-July 22)
Keep your wits about you and be sure that you can trust those you confide in. You might have some problems balancing your books. Don't overextend yourself in order to add luxury items to your entertainment center. Don't push your luck with your boss.
LEO
(July 23-Aug 22)
Back off if you want to keep the relationship intact. Love can be yours if you get out and about. You can work in conjunction with those in the know in order to get to the bottom of any pending issue. Your outgoing nature will surprise others this week.
VIRGO
(Aug. 23 -Sept. 23)
You may be tempted to spend too much on entertainment or luxury items. You can make amends by taking them somewhere special. Romance will be yours if you get out and do things in large groups. Your emotions may get the better of you.
LIBRA
(Sept. 24 -Oct. 23)
You may find that your family responsibilities are piling up. Mingle with individuals who are established and can give you some serious insight into business and future trends. Your unique contribution to the organization will enhance your reputation. Don't let children or elders put demands on your time.
SCORPIO
(Oct. 24 - Nov. 22)
You need more space for the whole family. You'll have amazing ideas, but superiors may try to block your attempts at implementing them. Keep your ears open, especially to those who care about you. Your emotions may be hard to control if your mate is forcing you to undergo drastic alterations in your relationship.
SAGITTARIUS
(Nov. 23 -Dec. 21)
Romantic relationships could be under pressure. Your ideas may be good, but they aren't necessarily right for everyone. Good friends will give you honest answers. Be prepared to have relatives or close friends introduce you to new and exciting individuals.
CAPRICORN
(Dec 22.- Jan. 20)
Be aware of any deception on the part of those you deal with. Try making some changes to your appearance and your attitude that will reinforce just that. Your lover may not under stand your needs so you must figure out a way to communicate them. Opportunities for romance are present.
AQUARIUS
(Jan. 21 -Feb. 19)
You can get into self awareness groups or look into physical enhancement programs. Deceit around you is evident. You won't have to look for the action. Travel will be fun and entertaining.
PISCES
(Feb. 20-Mar. 20)
Do the necessary chores and then do things that please you. Make sure all of your travel and driver's documents are in proper order. You need more space for the whole family. The great outdoors will allow you to teach youngsters some of the things you learned when growing up.
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Just arrived home and I’ve decided to well edit my template and just surf the net…nothing much to do here at home coz the tv programs aren’t that interesting. Anyway, even though Deanne didn’t win the Ms. Intramurals, but I’m still proud of her coz she really did her best out there. The judges must have gone blind or something… After the cheerdance competition we went to Deanne’s place to eat lunch and I was really full. The desert was super... I don't know why I feel so depressed right now. Its seems as if I let someone down. Maybe its because of the weather...
Sunday, August 24, 2003
Someone emailed me this...just wanted to share it with you...
When The Lord Made Woman
E J Hughes wrote:
By the time the Lord made women, he was into
his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel
appeared and said, "Why are you spending so
much time on this one?". And the Lord answered
and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not
plastic, have 200 movable parts, all
replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold three children at one
time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a
scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six
pairs off hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for
this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!", "And
that's just on the standard model?" the Angel
asked.
The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too
much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to
finish."
"But I can't!", the Lord protested, "I am so
close to finishing this
creation that is so close to my own heart. She
already heals herself when she is sick AND can
work 18 hour days. " The Angel moved closer and
touched the woman, "But you have made her so
soft, Lord." "She is soft", the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made Her tough.You have no
idea what she can endure or accomplish.
"Will she be able to think?", asked the Angel .
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to
think, she will be able to reason, and
negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached
out and touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it
looks like you have a leak with this model. I
told you that you were trying to put too much
into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord objected, "that's
a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of
expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her
disappointment, her loneliness, her grief, and
her pride."
The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius,
Lord. You thought of everything, for women are
truly amazing. "Women have strengths that amaze
men. They carry hardships, they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream. They sing
when they want to cry. They cry when they are
happy and laugh when they are nervous. They
fight for what they believe in. They stand up
for injustice. They don't take "no" for an
answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have. They
go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They
love unconditionally. They cry when their
children excel and cheer when their friends get
awards. They are happy when they hear about a
birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break
when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the
loss of a family member, yet they are strong
when they think there is no
strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart. Women come in all
sizes, in all colors and shapes. They all
drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how
much they care about you. The heart of a woman
is what makes the world spin! They bring joy
and hope. They give
compassion and ideals. They give moral support
to their family and friends. Women have a lot
to say and a lot to give.
When The Lord Made Woman
E J Hughes wrote:
By the time the Lord made women, he was into
his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel
appeared and said, "Why are you spending so
much time on this one?". And the Lord answered
and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not
plastic, have 200 movable parts, all
replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold three children at one
time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a
scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six
pairs off hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for
this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!", "And
that's just on the standard model?" the Angel
asked.
The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too
much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to
finish."
"But I can't!", the Lord protested, "I am so
close to finishing this
creation that is so close to my own heart. She
already heals herself when she is sick AND can
work 18 hour days. " The Angel moved closer and
touched the woman, "But you have made her so
soft, Lord." "She is soft", the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made Her tough.You have no
idea what she can endure or accomplish.
"Will she be able to think?", asked the Angel .
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to
think, she will be able to reason, and
negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached
out and touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it
looks like you have a leak with this model. I
told you that you were trying to put too much
into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord objected, "that's
a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of
expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her
disappointment, her loneliness, her grief, and
her pride."
The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius,
Lord. You thought of everything, for women are
truly amazing. "Women have strengths that amaze
men. They carry hardships, they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream. They sing
when they want to cry. They cry when they are
happy and laugh when they are nervous. They
fight for what they believe in. They stand up
for injustice. They don't take "no" for an
answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have. They
go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They
love unconditionally. They cry when their
children excel and cheer when their friends get
awards. They are happy when they hear about a
birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break
when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the
loss of a family member, yet they are strong
when they think there is no
strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart. Women come in all
sizes, in all colors and shapes. They all
drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how
much they care about you. The heart of a woman
is what makes the world spin! They bring joy
and hope. They give
compassion and ideals. They give moral support
to their family and friends. Women have a lot
to say and a lot to give.
Wednesday, August 20, 2003
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FATIMA ANNE CENON
I’m home alone right now and well I’ve decided to try to change my template… We got a horrible quiz during our EE 312 class. I was late and well I got to the no. 8th question. Some of the questions were so far out because we haven’t discussed some of the topics included in the test yet. I don’t want to get angry at my teacher because blaming somebody for my problem results to another problem. Anyway, the day was crazy because I think the love fever is slowly spreading. Leslie told us that most stuff written in our sites are all love stuff. Well Les, can’t help it coz you know na… I’m glad Cuzn Gert went took class and forgot about my “crush”. Hehehe… Isn’t it so sad to know that even though your HT knows that you like him/her and well he/she doesn’t care at all. I mean I’d choose for him/her to react rather than be so extremely passive. Anyway, Maia got her alarm clock this afternoon. Deanne got “you-know-who’s” number. And take note, he was the one who gave it… I’m listening to “Close” by Paulo Santos… Well peeps, I'll probably make this short coz I have to copy some notes for our EE 312...
Take care and God Bless to you all!...
Words from the Wise...Please react...I need your thoughts...
"When two people love each other, they don't look at each other. Rather they look in the same direction.." - Ginger Rogers
I’m home alone right now and well I’ve decided to try to change my template… We got a horrible quiz during our EE 312 class. I was late and well I got to the no. 8th question. Some of the questions were so far out because we haven’t discussed some of the topics included in the test yet. I don’t want to get angry at my teacher because blaming somebody for my problem results to another problem. Anyway, the day was crazy because I think the love fever is slowly spreading. Leslie told us that most stuff written in our sites are all love stuff. Well Les, can’t help it coz you know na… I’m glad Cuzn Gert went took class and forgot about my “crush”. Hehehe… Isn’t it so sad to know that even though your HT knows that you like him/her and well he/she doesn’t care at all. I mean I’d choose for him/her to react rather than be so extremely passive. Anyway, Maia got her alarm clock this afternoon. Deanne got “you-know-who’s” number. And take note, he was the one who gave it… I’m listening to “Close” by Paulo Santos… Well peeps, I'll probably make this short coz I have to copy some notes for our EE 312...
Take care and God Bless to you all!...
Words from the Wise...Please react...I need your thoughts...
"When two people love each other, they don't look at each other. Rather they look in the same direction.." - Ginger Rogers
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…
Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…
Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...
I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…
Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…
Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...
I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…
Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…
Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Its like, here I go again. but les, this is different because its because of him that I feel so hopeful in my studying. I don't know what to do anymore, because I honestly want to be with him all the time. To just sit there and talk to him is really something for me. I don't expect him to like me back, I really don't coz first of all, I really don't know him right? and you know what I may seem disappointed yesterday because we were not able to talk, but then again i realized maybe it really not was my time to talk. Les, pasensya na sa akong pagka kulit over all of this.hehehe...Nabuang naman gud imo friend. Makatakod gyud c Maia...
here's another quiz just for fun...Les, I know that I shouldn't make a big deal out of this. I have realized that a long time ago. But the problem is, I can't stop thinking about him and its really driving me crazy.
You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.
What kind of kiss are you?
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You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.
What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Saturday, August 16, 2003
This was supposed to be yesterday's blog but I wasn't able to get on line because again the slow poke interent card would't go fast as in slow.....
Can you believe that we still have one major examination today??? Its really that late and how I wish that it would be disregarded, but that would probably be impractical since if we won’t have any tests or exams then where would our teacher get the basis for our grades??? My brother told me that one of my schoolmates in elementary asked how I was doing with my course and guess what, he was surprised that I survived Comp E… I admit, its hard but let me ask you this, is there such thing as an easy course? Even HRM for some people is quite a difficult course… I guess it all depends on how you deal with it and study habits would surely play a vital role in surviving. I just finished reading through Sir Robins notes and well so far, I think I’ve understood. Has anyone of you seen Naked Weapon? It’s a story of girls who were kidnapped and made into assassins. Well the story isn’t that great but the martial arts and the fight scenes are awesome… Les, Maia, Deanne; I’m sorry I still can’t tell you who my crush is since first of all I don’t want you to tease me… Assuming me… Anyway, it’s really complicated since I don’t want to end up feeling like I’m totally inconsistent. Mai, as what I have told you, I’m so indecisive. And because of this, most of the time I’d end up being so confused with how I feel. Yesterday, while I was sleeping at the canteen, I wanted to tell you and see what your reaction would be. But when I got to class while Sir Conejos went out for the deliberation, I thought may be if I won’t make a big deal out of the whole thing, may be something nice would happen… I really want to know what you think and there are instances that I wanted so much to ask your opinion about things but I guess I’m just plain coward to admit to you guys who that person is… Am I boring you? Anyway, I still haven’t decided on what to wear this Saturday… And by the way, I’m really glad that he’d be there… I’m so pathetic… Oh Well, there’s still tomorrow so chow for now…
Can you believe that we still have one major examination today??? Its really that late and how I wish that it would be disregarded, but that would probably be impractical since if we won’t have any tests or exams then where would our teacher get the basis for our grades??? My brother told me that one of my schoolmates in elementary asked how I was doing with my course and guess what, he was surprised that I survived Comp E… I admit, its hard but let me ask you this, is there such thing as an easy course? Even HRM for some people is quite a difficult course… I guess it all depends on how you deal with it and study habits would surely play a vital role in surviving. I just finished reading through Sir Robins notes and well so far, I think I’ve understood. Has anyone of you seen Naked Weapon? It’s a story of girls who were kidnapped and made into assassins. Well the story isn’t that great but the martial arts and the fight scenes are awesome… Les, Maia, Deanne; I’m sorry I still can’t tell you who my crush is since first of all I don’t want you to tease me… Assuming me… Anyway, it’s really complicated since I don’t want to end up feeling like I’m totally inconsistent. Mai, as what I have told you, I’m so indecisive. And because of this, most of the time I’d end up being so confused with how I feel. Yesterday, while I was sleeping at the canteen, I wanted to tell you and see what your reaction would be. But when I got to class while Sir Conejos went out for the deliberation, I thought may be if I won’t make a big deal out of the whole thing, may be something nice would happen… I really want to know what you think and there are instances that I wanted so much to ask your opinion about things but I guess I’m just plain coward to admit to you guys who that person is… Am I boring you? Anyway, I still haven’t decided on what to wear this Saturday… And by the way, I’m really glad that he’d be there… I’m so pathetic… Oh Well, there’s still tomorrow so chow for now…
Monday, August 11, 2003
I finally got my eyes checked this afternoon. And guess what, my right eye's grade went down to 225 but my left eye went up to 225. I have to get my lenses changed asap. I really had fun today inspite of you know cramming for our ECE 312 test... Although we really had a good study group when we hanged-out at starmart after eating lunch at Country Mall for only 28 pesos, I'm not that sure if I really got the test right. It really stirred my mind... Anyway, I have to make this very brief and quick since I still have to edit our project in REED 30 and got lots of studying/cramming to do...love you guys...especially the person who motivates me and is the reason why I'm not giving up on CompE...hehehe...
Sunday, August 10, 2003
Thursday, August 07, 2003
Wow, I couldn’t believe we have finally taken our first midterm exam.
And you know what, it was a little bit easy. Well our teacher, Eng. Dioscoro Conejos Jr. a.k.a Sir June, discussed something last Tuesday, which helped us study for our test today. When I got home, my head was throbbing. Its pretty hot outside and I was like walking without an umbrella. And so, I fell asleep and I really had a weird dream. There were two sides. One was that, I was sleeping in the same position and same scene except that I was floating and I really tried to make myself wake up. It was like a force or something was playing tricks on me. Next there was the transformer burning and I really freaked out and called my brother to unplug the whole thing. But then he didn’t listen to me… I guess the transformer part was somehow connected with what happened to our trainer during our ECE 312 lab last Tuesday. Maia was quite disappointed because she practically brought lots of fuse in case of emergency but then guess what it wasn’t the fuse that burned thrice last Tuesday…it was the diode. Well it was not just one diode but three diodes. I’m not saying this because I’m proud of what happened its just that, well I felt that to be able to really grasp the learning of being an engineer, we have to experience different things, things such as your trainer burning or smoke coming out the circuit. Well anyway, we have learned that during that part of the experiment it is advisable to use only one channel of the oscilloscope. To those who are not engineering students, please bear with all of this if ever you can’t seem to relate. Its just, for me this is one the most memorable experiences in my college life. So much for the bloopers…
Once again I feel so MOTIVATED. I hope I could personally thank the person who causes this. By the way here’s the lyrics to one of Incubus songs, which I really, really like.
11 AM
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Eleven a.m.
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Twelve p.m. and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?
I hope it's you
And here’s another song that really touch my soul…This was sung by my cousins during my Grandfather’s burial.
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone
Well if you want other songs, just tag them on “you know where” and hopefully I’ll try to browse the net and find them. Okidoki??? Gets???
From one of my mails….This is from someone dedicated to #4...Read on..
Maybe she's tired... she just smiled
This is my hopelessly old-fashioned style
I really don't if know she's annoyed
She can blame me if her days were destroyed
But... I'm not so sure
I never felt like this before
I'm getting tired of doing nothing
But I'm only good in dreaming
...(aaahhh! wala na koy mahunahunaang lain)
And you know what, it was a little bit easy. Well our teacher, Eng. Dioscoro Conejos Jr. a.k.a Sir June, discussed something last Tuesday, which helped us study for our test today. When I got home, my head was throbbing. Its pretty hot outside and I was like walking without an umbrella. And so, I fell asleep and I really had a weird dream. There were two sides. One was that, I was sleeping in the same position and same scene except that I was floating and I really tried to make myself wake up. It was like a force or something was playing tricks on me. Next there was the transformer burning and I really freaked out and called my brother to unplug the whole thing. But then he didn’t listen to me… I guess the transformer part was somehow connected with what happened to our trainer during our ECE 312 lab last Tuesday. Maia was quite disappointed because she practically brought lots of fuse in case of emergency but then guess what it wasn’t the fuse that burned thrice last Tuesday…it was the diode. Well it was not just one diode but three diodes. I’m not saying this because I’m proud of what happened its just that, well I felt that to be able to really grasp the learning of being an engineer, we have to experience different things, things such as your trainer burning or smoke coming out the circuit. Well anyway, we have learned that during that part of the experiment it is advisable to use only one channel of the oscilloscope. To those who are not engineering students, please bear with all of this if ever you can’t seem to relate. Its just, for me this is one the most memorable experiences in my college life. So much for the bloopers…
Once again I feel so MOTIVATED. I hope I could personally thank the person who causes this. By the way here’s the lyrics to one of Incubus songs, which I really, really like.
11 AM
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Eleven a.m.
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Twelve p.m. and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?
I hope it's you
And here’s another song that really touch my soul…This was sung by my cousins during my Grandfather’s burial.
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone
Well if you want other songs, just tag them on “you know where” and hopefully I’ll try to browse the net and find them. Okidoki??? Gets???
From one of my mails….This is from someone dedicated to #4...Read on..
Maybe she's tired... she just smiled
This is my hopelessly old-fashioned style
I really don't if know she's annoyed
She can blame me if her days were destroyed
But... I'm not so sure
I never felt like this before
I'm getting tired of doing nothing
But I'm only good in dreaming
...(aaahhh! wala na koy mahunahunaang lain)
Monday, August 04, 2003
I'm trying to post some pictures but its really SLOW... Anyway, maia and I agreed to meet online but I guess she ditched me...I don't feel like going to school or in other words, I don't feel like going anywhere. Its my first day for red tide and well I'm really not in the mood to move around...I tried to review on Implicit Differentiation, Partial Differential Equations and others and it occurred to me how little I have learned from my past subjects. Gosh! Didn't quite realized how important those lessons are up until we're needed to use them for our Advance Math. I wonder where maia is... Well here is the lyrics for the song most people are singing right now...For World Peace...
Artist: Black Eyed Peas
Album: Elephunk
Title: Where is the Love? *
* first single; send corrections to the typist
what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the drama
overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only got love for your own ways
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll
people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)
it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really gone
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
with this world that we livin in, people keep on givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?
people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
..
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
now ask yourself
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
now sing with me ya'll (one love one love)
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
and something's wrong with it
something's wrong with it
something's wrong with the w-w-world
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
got this from www.azlyrics.com. Try browsing their archives for the songs you want...k?
Artist: Black Eyed Peas
Album: Elephunk
Title: Where is the Love? *
* first single; send corrections to the typist
what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the drama
overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only got love for your own ways
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll
people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)
it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really gone
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
with this world that we livin in, people keep on givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?
people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
..
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
now ask yourself
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
now sing with me ya'll (one love one love)
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
and something's wrong with it
something's wrong with it
something's wrong with the w-w-world
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
got this from www.azlyrics.com. Try browsing their archives for the songs you want...k?
Saturday, August 02, 2003
Its still quite early but my mind is like very awake. Its like I've taken tons of coffee. Anyway, Leslie asked for an update...For the first time in my entire life, I have nothing much to say. Yesterday I told Deanne I'm quite moody this week. I have noticed that I get easily irritated by just small things. Deanne told me its a sign of old age...NOOO! hehehe. I guess it has something to do with the weather and well I'm not feeling quite good this past few days coz my throat really hurts. Anyway, there's nothing much to blog except that next week, its midterms and there's a lot of catching up to do...I'll just try to update after...Ok les???
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