hi guys, another busy weekend...i think i don't have real weekends anymore...kinda strange how i enjoy being busy all the time...its like as if it serves as my vitamins...coz when i have nothing to do i feel like DYING... anyway, im here listening to Bread...feeling kinda blue just hearing their songs...saw the pictures at paypims site and well kinda wished we could go back there and spend like a week just chilling out...wishful thinking again...i finally borrowed Texas Chainsaw...i think i'll watch it tomorrow coz i have to make the report on mulitplexers...by the way, someone emailed this to me and well here's my result for the first question...

b) Nobody in a deserted village except yourself.

You are basically a person who enjoys looking back to the
past "Reminisce". A very emotional person indeed. Easily influenced by
the
People or surroundings around you. Eg. If the society is sad about The
death of Princess Diana, you will also share the same sentiments Or
When watching a sad movie... like Titanic, you will be so engrossed In
The
movie that you ended up being sadder than the main casts in the
Movie!!!!!!!

Love life: Very Messy! Are you a very confused person? Sometimes you
like to be left Alone, sometimes you want to be loved, sometimes you
need
her/him, Sometimes you don't! Does it sound familiar?? You better
sort out about yourself before you cause another party to be in pain
for you.is this true about me?what you think?tag me please...love you...

guys the daan bantayan pics are now available...i know i've got another major exam tomorrow for our ece... i think its on voltage divider and on chapter 7...well anyway watched chasing liberty with canence and manuel...the movie was okay...i learned lots of quotable quotes...e.g. the thing you fear the most are those that are worthwhile...anyway, gotta make this short coz i think i've been online for a long time...update me on things...you guys know what to do...love you all...

CLICK ME...

I can't believe we have only 2 more days to go and then DAAN BANTAYAN here we come...could you imagine, there would be 28 of us who'll be going...hehehe...anyway i found the tabs for hoobstank's the reason...incase you want to get a hold of it just click on the link below...okay?

THE REASON

Anyway, still confused but happy...totally crazy over ***...hehehe...im done with pretending...i hope i could control my feelings before it completely controls me...

MY VALENTINE REALIZATION

well i know i blogged a couple of days ago that i particularly don't like valentines but then i realized that as long as i have my family and we are all intact and at peace with each other, as long as love settles in our home, there's a whole lot of point for living...even if my lovelife seems so dull and boring(as if!!!), id still be thinking of myself as INLOVE. INLOVE with God, my creator, INLOVE with Jesus, my savior,INLOVE with my family, one of the reasons why i toil and finally INLOVE with my friends...hehehe...mushy mushy*blush*...hahaha...thanks to all those who texted my yesterday and those who didn't coz at least i didn't spent too much on texting people love quotes...they know that i wish them love and happiness on valentines...

love you all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS. DENISE LABAY!!!

Ping, you're a year older na pud but then you still are the same old daping I know...Things may get tough sometimes but then, I just want you to know that I'll always be here for you more than someone you could borrow a laptop from...hehehe...btaw, I wish that you'll be able to fulfull your dreams and have the contentment that all of us are searching for in life...Take care of yourself, don't forget any meals kay lisud na ma ulcer...hehehe...love you cousin...mwaah....
Made a few changes in my site...I don't know how to take out the scroll bars though...hehehe...anyway got a major exam tomorrow...ECE on JFET and I have to study pa for my speech class since we will have our oral exam tomorrow...Like the new song?can't decide gyud which one to play kay there are so many nice ones...hehehe...
About the valentine's day thing, well maybe Maia's right...Maybe it will be different this year...I do hope so...That way I'll be able to change my bad perception on that event...

I've never felt more closer to you than ever...
I guess there is heaven here on earth...
I promise that no matter what happens,
You'll still have me
Even if God wills for us to be just the way we are
As long as I have you...
I'll be forever grateful...

Bill sent me this through email...don't know if everybody could relate...


Beyond Forgetting Rolando Carbonell

For a moment I thought I could forget you.
For a moment I thought I could still the restlessness in my heart. I thought the past could no longer haunt me?nor hurt me. How wrong I was!

For the past, no matter how distant, is as much a part of me as life itself. And you are part of that life. You are so much a part of me?of my dreams, my early hopes, my youth and my ambitions?that in all my tasks I can??t help remembering you. Many little delights and things remind me of you.

Yes, I came. And would my pride mock my real feelings? Would the love song, the sweet and lovely smile on your face, be lost among the deepening shadows?

I have wanted to be alone.
I thought I could make myself forget you in silence and in song...And yet I remembered. For who could forget the memory of the once lovely, the once happy world such as ours?

I came because the song that I kept through the years is waiting to be sung. I cannot sing it without you. The song when sung alone will lose the essence of its tune, because you and I had been one.

I have wanted this misery to end, because it is part of my restlessness. Can??t you understand? Can??t you divine the depth and the tenderness of my feelings towards you? Yes, can??t you see how I suffer in this even darkness without you?

You went away because you mistook my silence for indifference. But silence, my dear, is the language of my heart. How could I essay the intensity of my love when silence speaks a more eloquent tone? But, perhaps, you didn??t understand...

Remember, I came because the gnawing loneliness is there and will not be lost until the music is sung, until the poem is heard, until the silence is understood....until you come to me again.

For you alone can blend the music and memory into one consuming ecstasy. You alone...

Im extremely happy today because I aced my EE exam...yepee...at least I get to have a brighter future on this subject...Im searching for guitar chords right now in preparation for the coming Valentine's week...Im not really into this valentines stuff... I actually don't like valentines at all... it makes single people realize how lonely their lives are...argg...if you don't agree with me then that's fine...this is my site and I'm pretty much entitled to my own opinion...Anyway, my feet are killing me... I walked again from Harrison upto our house...I really enjoy walking at night...cool air and I get to think...That's one of the oddest things I love to do...walk and think...sometimes I could create a wonderful poem while walking...it just sucks coz I can't write it down while walking and by the time I arrive to wherever it is Im going, the words just disappear and I can't remember them anymore...hehehe....another thing that made me happy today is well, its so redundunt but then there are certain people who just makes my day complete...and finally I told my father about the Daan Bantayan thing and he just nodded as if there were no complications whatsoever....Sun, sand and sea here I come...
We're going to have dinner at moon cafe tomorrow...those who wanna join us just text or call leslie's house in the afternoon coz we're gonna be making our project in Logic tomorrow...okay...
TILL THEN...

Im grateful for having friends who are honest enough to tell me how they really feel and what they really think...It helps me grow to be able to know your views in life...Thanks guys...you know who you are...

Rainbow *Southborder*
Fallin' out, fallin' in
nothing's sure inthis world, no no
breakin' down, breakin' in
never knowin' what lies ahead
we can really tell it all
say goodbye, say hello
to a lover or friend
sometimes we never could understand
why some things begin then just end
we can really never have it all
*but oh, can't you see
that no matter what happens
life goes on and on
so baby, just smile
coz i'm always around you
and i'll make you see
how beautiful life is for you and me
--take a little time baby
see the butterflies' colors
listen to the birds that were sent
to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to be
and even if there is pain now
everything would be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain--
hittin' high, hittin' low
win or lose you should go yeah, yeah
gettin' warm, gettin' cold
weather could be so good or bad
but baby this is life
now don't get mad, no no
repeat * and --
life's full of challenges
not all the time we get what we want
but don't despair my dear
coz i know now you'll make it through the storm
coz you're strong
my faith in you is clear
so i'll say once again
this is wonderful and
let us celebrate life that's so beautiful
so beautiful...
--

i really like this song... as in... i didn't realize it was so striking up until now...

Hi guys! I'd just like to clarify some things before everything gets too mixed up... I AM DEFINITELY NOT INTO EXUN! To me he is just a sweet friend, a good companion since he, like my HT, has a great sense of humor and well kinda pisses me off sometimes but its okay as long as he doesn't go below the belt. We've been talking lately since I tried to hook him up with my cousin Tsai which unfortunately and fortunately didn't work out. What I meant was nabuking sad ko niya coz he already knows who my HT is...Tsai told him when they talked on the phone before... hehehe...did you really think that I'd exchange my HT for Exun?na-a...Exun and I became friends a couple of weeks ago...me and my HT...never mind....So nence, I don't have lots of HT's as of the moment...there's only one...Tonet gave me the copy for the song Rainbow by Southborder but I think its somewhere hidden inside one of my books so I'll just post it next time...anyway we'll have our exams in EE tomorrow and I'd better get a high score or I'll be in deep trouble in the finals...don't want that to happen again...so till then...

Happy Birthday to ALEXANDER PAUL GO!!!

It must be the most memorable day of Paul's entire life coz guess what I think there about more than 5 girls including me who kissed him for his birthday... Well with Sir Walton's 100 plus points, we kissed him on the cheek...hehehe...anyway, my mom finally said yes on the idea of me going to Daan Bantayan...yepee...anyway, nothing much to talk about...haven't found the lyrics for rainbow... but took a bit of chorus from different sources...here it goes...

"...say goodbye, say hello
to a lover or friend
sometimes we couldn't just understand
why good things begin then just end
we can really never have it all.."
"take a little time baby
see the butterflies colors
listen to birds they were sent
to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to be
even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain..."

* Rainbow - Southborder

Well I'd like to dedicate this to my HT... i think i've sang this na to him...but he doesn't have a clue...hehehe...

till then...