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GAry sent me this through friendster and I answered this as best as I could...enjoy...

1. birthday?
-may 13, 1984

2. what school did you go to in highschool?
-University of San Carlos Girls High School

3.where would you wanna go right now?
-In Bed (yaawn!)

4. what is ur wish ryt now?
-Hmmm… For my HT to like me back.

5. When did you last cry?
-I can’t remember

6. Do you like your handwriting?
-Most of the time I do…

7. Any bad habits?
-eating sweets

8. What is your most embarrassing moment?
-Lately, during >>>>’s teasing me in front of my HT.

9. what would u change about u?
-nothing

10.Are you a daredevil?
-I think I am…

11.who inspires you to live?
-God, my family

12. Do looks matter?
-no

13. what is you cellphone model?
now???
-2100

14. Do you believe in ghosts?
-yes

5. how many piercings do you have?
-one pair on my ears

16. Are you trendy?
-not really

17. How do you release anger?
-I cry or talk to my heart’s content

18.Where are your second homes?
-my aunt’s house at Mt. View, TC

19.What was your favorite toy as a child ?
-cooking stuff

20. favorite subject/s?
-english and math, music

21.best moment of your life?
- still ongoing, college years

22. favorite dessert?
-apple pie ala mode

23.ABS-CBN or GMA?
-abs-cbn

24.favorite bands?
-incubus, saliva, audioslave, no doubt

25.What do you look for in a guy/girl?

-good sense of humor, sensitivity, wits, thoughtfulness

26. What are your nicknames?
- Van, Bani

27. Would you bungee?
-someday I would

28. what do you wear when u sleep?
- pajamas, sometimes shorts and shirt

29. What are you worried about right now?
- lots of things

30. did u ever go on a diet?
-no

31.when was ur first kiss?
-never been kissed

32. who's ur crush sa showbiz?
-collin farrel

33. What's your favorite colour combination?
-yellow and blue

34. favorite ice cream flavor?
-mocha

35. favorite animal?
-dog

36. Are you in love?
-can’t tell

37. what will be ur wedding song?
- still thinking of one...

38.instead of telling who ur crush is describe
her/him nalang.
-class clown, witty, talented, good-looking in his own ways, critic, crazy, adventurous, loves foods, talkative, moody, movie addict, game addict, musically inclined, caring, mysterious

39.mommy or daddy?
-mama

40. greatest regret?
- no regrets

41. kyla or nina?
-Nina

42. motto in life?
-Live your life as if it were your last…

47. one nyt stand or long term relationship?
-long term

48. future profession?
-lawyer

49.what is the perfect date?
-anything that would make the both of us look forward to the next date

50. what would u like for Christmas?
-a pc?

51. what will be your new years resolution?
-risk more

52. torpe or straight forward?
-straight forward

53.what is the one thing you cant live without?
-a family

54. what is/are ur best asset/s?
-my eyes

55.are u a better listener or a better adviser?
-listener

Artist: Five For Fighting
Album: Easy Tonight
Title: Something About You
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there¡to feel you

It's been to long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and i'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought i would win
I never thought much about that.
(it's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(it's been a long time coming)

It's been to long and i'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and i'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

And i'm going to be there¡be there¡alright

SHED OF LIGHT

I really don’t know if I should be relieved or I should dread even more the days to come… John answered my questions profoundly and well it did help me ease out most of my confusion on my HT. And I must admit that I do value friendship more than passion as what Gelie tagged. But the thing is Gel, I have been doing that for quite some time. Maybe that is the reason why up to now I am still single because most of my past HT became my close friends and I don’t want to go beyond friendship fearing that I might break the bond between us. My cousin Tsai told me that its about time to be honest with my self and face my demons, my true feelings that is. Its just that I’m not the type of person to risk friendship just to suffice my loneliness. Why am I experiencing this right now? *sigh* I’ve always preferred liking friends rather than falling for a complete stranger but now, it seems harder as you get to know your friend/HT more. And what’s worse is that we get along so well and we have lots of things in common. Honestly, when we hang out, I always remind myself of the big word: FRIEND. He is my friend and there is a big chance that he’ll stay that way forever. Once again, REALITY BITES!

From John’s blog:

Van, I think he (whoever your HT is) knows that you like him. Some guys love to assume that and most of the time they are confident about it lalo na if they have tested you and na-buking ka. You haven't told me who that person is, so mahirap i-analyze ang intentions nya and how his mindframe is. To be safe, so that I don't judge anyone here, my analysis is that he's not ready yet for such things. Most likely he has someone special other than you. But then again that someone could be YOU. I don't know, but it's a possibility. Maybe hindi pa naging "kayo" kasi wala pang "spark" on his side. Tinatamad lang siya siguro or maybe he knows that since you like him, you'll always be there... so parang spare tire ka na rin. You won't like that to happen.

Well John, I have accepted that maybe I’m just not his type of girl or that he only sees me as a friend. The only consolation to this is that, if he happens to notice that I like him, at least he didn’t take advantage of me liking him. It just goes to show that I have met a TRUE friend in him. As of him having someone special, well I have to investigate more on that…hehehe… As of now, the only thing that runs through his mind is his vice… What vice? Well I still can’t elaborate on that…

Anyway, guys I’m really sorry if this is boring you. I just need to get these thing out of my system because its killing me not to be able to let this emotions and confusion out. Pasensya na if it doesn’t interest you… Cge lang, I’ll think of other stuff… INTERESTING STUFF…

How should I describe what I’m feeling right now if I myself don’t understand it? It would take me forever to analyze all the things that are happening and the implications of the events that took place in my life. Confusing isn’t it? Anyway, we’ve met most of our teachers except for our ECE 321 lab; which would still be tomorrow. Actually, I have an oral exam in my English 3 tomorrow. Wondering why I’m still taking up speech wherein my batch mates are already taking up English 23? I was left behind because of the new enrollment system implemented during the first semester of our second year. Its frightening at the same time exciting coz, I get to meet a whole different group people, mostly Fine Arts and Architecture students. And believe it or not, got a class at TEC. Our ReEd 40 got dissolved that’s why we had to move to another schedule and I ended up choosing a class there. It still has its advantages because the south campus is just a stone’s throw away from our house. I don’t have to wake up early during TTh.

On my distinctively colorful lovelife…as if I have one…

I’ve always wondered whether my HT has feelings… Let me just elaborate on that… I know that guys can be totally dense and extremely passive but do they ever feel the closeness between two people? Or are we girls always over analyzing things? But is it too assuming to just wonder what those actions mean to a person? Sometimes, I think that he is insensitive when it comes to things like, “kilig” moments. I don’t know… This stuff makes want to laugh at the same time cry all day…

Got some questions for all of you…

If someone lets just say, a person who doesn’t know that you have a thing for your HT, teases you in front of him or her, what would you do? What would your reaction be??

If your HT becomes your close friend over a period of time, would you be pleased or would you hate the idea of you being his/her buddy?

If you showed him/her that you truly care for him/her and he/she still ends up being totally clueless of how you feel what would you do???

Please tag me for your answers or you can email me at vanelin13v@yahoo.com

EXAMS NEXT WEEK:
EE 321 – please refer to you notes…
COME 321 – Number system

NO CLASSES ON:
November 26, 2003 – Ramadan
For ECE/EE subjects:
November 27-29, 2003 – ECE/EE conference

Happy Birthday to Jamerson Palanca!!!

Wow got lost for like 8 days and then there’s the flooding of the tagboard again… I love that…hehehe Anyway, guys; Deanne and Lupin, I wish I were a very good joker or something so that my blogs wouldn’t be too serious but I’m just me. Sometimes serious but most the time I’m just the type to laugh at jokes not make them. Don’t worry, I’ll try to place something here that would amuse you…

My brother sent me this through friendster...It might come in handy somday...

There are 12 months a year...30 days a month...7
days a week...24 hours a day...60 minutes an
hour...but only one like you in a lifetime.

There are two reasons why I wake up in the
morning: my alarm clock and you.

Great minds contain ideas, solutions and reasons;
scientific minds contain formulas, theories and
figures; my mind contains only you!

Love can be expressed in many ways. One way I
know is to send it across the distance to the
person who is reading this.

If I could change the alphabet, I would put U and
I together!

Minsan caring is better than loving. Minsan tea
is better than coffee. Minsan smile is better
than laughter. Pero nobody is better than you.

There is night so we can appreciate day, sorrow
so we can appreciate joy, evil so we can
appreciate good, you so I can appreciate love.

You look great today. How did I know? Because you
look great everyday.

What is love? Those who don't like it call it
responsibility. Those who play with it call it a
game. Those who don't have it call it a dream.
Those who understand it call it destiny. And me,
I call it you.

What is love? It is what makes your cell phone
ring every time I send text messages.

If love can be avoided by simply closing our
eyes, then I wouldn't blink at all for I don't
want to let a second pass having fallen out of
love with you.

I used to think that dreams do not come true, but
this quickly changed the moment I laid my eyes on
you.

Press down if you miss me. Talaga? Sweet mo
naman. You really miss me huh? Still pressing
down. Impressed na ako, ha? Sobrang miss na yan.
Well, I miss you too.

Some people were born with talents. They can do
beautiful things with their skills, knowledge and
technology. But no one is as talented as you. You
just come near, and there is already beauty.

A lady is a woman who makes a man behave like a
gentleman. You're such a lady to me.

To forget you is hard to do and to forget me is
up to you. Forget me not, forget me never. Forget
this text, but not the sender.

When situation gets you down, remember there's
Someone in Heaven who loves you and watches over
you and there's someone on Earth who cares… I do.

Cell phones can be irritating sometimes. You
always have to reload, recharge every now and
then. Messages are delayed. But there's one thing
I love about it. It connects me to you!

Words begin with ABC. Numbers begin with 123.
Music begins with do, re, mi. And friendship
begins with you and me!

Rain and sunshine do not always come together.
Night and day never coincide. But you and I,
whatever they say, is for me the perfect match.
When I dream, I dream of you...maybe one day,
dreams will come true.

There is an ocean between us. Forests and
mountains keep us apart. I may not be superman,
but give me a second and I will fly across
countries to send you my love. Have you received
it?

If, out of time, I could pick one moment and keep
it shining, always new, of all the days that I
have lived, I'd pick the moment I met you.

I'm on a mission to get over you, in other words
mission impossible.

I wish I'd be a tear in your eye to roll down
your cheek and end up with your lips but I never
wish you'd be a tear in my eye for I would lose
you every time I cry.

When it rains, you don't see the sun, but it's
there. Hope we can be like that. We don't always
see each other, but we will always be there for
one another.

I may run out of message to text you. I may run
out of jokes too. I may also run out of battery
or even a peso… but my heart won't run out of
space for you!

You'll know that you miss someone very much when
every time you think of that person, your heart
breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from
that person can bring the broken pieces back.

Love. All my life I have read about it, dreamt of
it, waited for it, cried for it, needed it. Now
with you, I have found it.

Sherlock Holmes was an idiot and Robert Watt was
a fool. One was a detective, the other invented
radar. But neither of them ever discovered you.
I'm a genius!

When the time comes I can't smile anymore, don't
worry about me, I know what to do. I'll just
stare at one corner and think of you. No one else
could make me happy like the way you do.

There's a love that only you can give, a smile
that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can
only be seen in your eyes, and a life of mine
that you alone can complete.

Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your
life. But I'd rather be your moon, so I can shine
on you during your darkest hour when your sun
isn't around.

Ah-- I forgot your name. Can I call you mine?
And, in case you forget my name too, call me
yours!

If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get
a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'd rather
choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART"
without "U".

You may never see how much I care for you. You
may never hear how much I treasure you. You may
never feel how much I miss you. Coz only here in
my heart can you see them true.

There are 4 steps to happiness: 1. you, 2. me, 3.
our hearts, 4. together!

If kisses were water, I'd give you the ocean. If
hugs were leaves, I'd give you a forest. If love
were space, I'd give you a galaxy. If friendship
were life, I'd give you mine for free.

It's hard to say hello because it might be
goodbye. It's hard to say I'm okay because
sometimes I'm not. But it's easy to say I miss
you coz I know that I really do.

It's hard for two people to love each other when
they live in two different worlds. But when these
two worlds collide and become one, that's what
you call you and I.

If you're feeling lonely and you think there is
nobody there to love, support, listen or show
they care, just save this message and every time
you realize it, it will remind you that a part of
me is always there with you.

Roses are red, violets are blue. I am waiting to
hear from a cute guy like you.

They say that as long as there is one person
loving you, life isn't a waste. So if you lose
hope and thought that life is not worth living,
just remember I'm here.

Do you know that men and women are angels created
with only one wing? And they need to embrace each
other to be able to fly... Hope you can find your
angel whom you can fly with forever.

They told me I could do anything if I put my mind
into it. Yet no matter how hard I try in all that
I do, I just can't take my mind off you.

My biggest reward is to see you smile, know you
are happy, and feel you are loved. I know life is
sometimes cruel, but that's why I'm here, to show
you that life can be good when somebody cares.

I always think of you, but I always fail to know
the reason why. Is there something else I should
know about you? But there is one thing that I
know is true. That life will always be sad
without you.

Hatred infects the mind; love dissolves it. You
dissolve my mind.

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it
cause I might do something crazy like believe it.

I'm afraid to close my eyes coz I might think of
you. I'm afraid to open them coz I might see you.
I'm afraid to move my lips coz I might speak of
you. I'm afraid to listen coz I might hear my
heart fall for you.

I'm sorry to be smiling every time you're near.
I'm sorry my eyes twinkle whenever you're here.
I'm sorry that cupid has made his hit. I'm sorry
I love you, I can't help it.

Caring for someone is easy but making someone
care for you is hard. Now I keep wondering how
did you make it so easy for me to care for you.

Text me when you are sad, text me when you need
someone to listen to and you can't find anyone
who will. I don't care if I'm your last option, I
just don't want you to cry alone.

I don't want to say I miss you, though deep
inside I do, coz I'm afraid you might see thru
and know how much fear I have of losing someone
like you.

If love can be avoided simply by closing our
eyes, I wouldn't blink at all for I don't want to
let a second pass having fallen out of love with
you.

I wish one day you will miss me terribly that no
matter how hard you look for me, you won't find
me. Why? Because, I want you to miss me the way
I'm missing you right now.

If I could be any letter in the alphabet, I'd
choose "V" so I can be next to "U"; if you could
be any note, I wish you're "RE" so your always
beside "ME"!

Whatever you do, I'll walk with you. Hoping that
your every dream would come true. Anytime,
anywhere, I'll always be there. Wishing you love
and happiness because I care.

The spaces between our fingers were created so
that another person's fingers could fill them in.
Hope you'll find your dream hand to hold you
forever.

Every part of me wants you, maybe because I was
made just for you!

When you love someone, draw a circle around their
name instead of a heart coz hearts can be broken
but circles never end.

Nobody tells fish to swim, birds to fly, cows to
moo, dogs to bark - they just do. Just like
nobody tells me to remember you. I just do!

If you were a wound inside my heart, I'd rather
leave it there with all the pain locked inside
than leave it without a trace of you.

Whenever you feel blue, I will be there for you.
Whenever you are sad, I will stay by your side.
Whenever you need someone to love, I will always
be there for you to have.

They can recycle paper till it's as good as new,
reproduce cans and jars and old bottles too, but
they can never recycle another person as
wonderful as you.

I hate when you smile at me because you make me
crazy about you. I hate when you talk to me
because you make me run out of words. I hate you
when I see you because you make me love you more.

What good is beauty without brains, looks without
charm, money without happiness, a smile without
feelings, a life without you?

To be disturbed by the beep of your phone only
means that somehow, somewhere, somebody is
thinking of you and at this very moment, that's
me. Take care always.

A person you love is an extension of yourself.
Without it, you're not complete so better take
care of yourself because I don't want to lose a
part of me.

I wish my eyes could speak what my heart feels
for you, coz my lips can lie on what is true. My
eyes couldn't coz even if I close them I could
still see you.

Every time I hear my text tone, I always hope one
of them is from you. My cell phone may have
limited memory space but my heart has unlimited
space for someone like you.

I have you! If you hate me, shoot me with an
arrow, but please not on the heart coz that's
were you are!

Someone asked what makes people happy. Some said
wealth and some said fame. I was thinking about
this when my cell phone beeped and received a
text from you. Then, I smiled and said: "This
makes me happy."

You're like a target that I always try to aim at.
How I wish I could aim you at the heart. But
every time I fail, I feel so sad. You know why?
It's because I always end up missing you.

It was a simple crush, done and over with, then
you looked at me.

Love is something special, a treasure I want to
find... To others, love is blind but for me, its
not true, coz when I fell in love...I saw you.

I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on, my
ears to listen to, my hand for you to hold, my
feet to walk with you, but I can't lend you my
heart coz it already belongs to you.

Why do birds fall from the sky every time you
walk by? Maybe because like me they want to be
near you!

If I get takot, would you hawak me tight? If I
gawa something mali, would you make it right? If
I build an apoy, would you bantay the flame? If I
sabi I miss u, would you ramdam the same?

Do you take me to be your lawfully wedded text
mate, in sickness or in health, through metering
or not, till low bat do us part?

Someone once asked me, "Have you ever fallen in
love?" Then I answered, "Of course, once." Then
they asked me another question: "Did it hurt?" I
thought of you and told them "Yes, very much".

You must be a thief coz you stole my heart. You
must be tired coz you're always running through
my mind. And maybe I'm a bad shooter coz I keep
missing you.

I asked God for a rose and He gave me a garden. I
asked God for a drop of water and He gave me an
ocean. I asked God for an angel and He gave me
you!

I have heard from the phone company, the water
company, the electric company, but haven't heard
from you. Too bad, it's your company I love the
most.

If someone would ask me what a beautiful life
means, I would lean my head on your shoulder and
hold you close to me and answer with a
smile: "Like this!"

If only one star would fall every time I miss
you, then all the stars in heaven would be gone.
Don't wonder if there are no stars tonight! It's
your fault coz you made me miss you a lot.

Life may sometimes be a rough road to walk on
where everything seems wrong. But don't give up.
Just go on coz when you think you're all alone,
look back and you'll find me walking along.

They say as long as at least one person cares for
you, life isn't a waste. So when things go
terribly wrong, and you feel like giving up,
please remember you still got me.

True love is hard to find, special one, one of a
kind. I know because it appeared to me on a
strange day I met you.

I've been wondering why you're not texting...
Multiple Choice: a. busy b. dedma c. tired d.
thrifty e. want me to miss you.

While you gave her flowers, you gave me thorns.
While all she did was smile, all I did is mourn.
While she was so happy, I felt so blue. Because
while you loved her, I was loving you.

An angel asked me a reason why I care for you so
much. I told her I care for you so much coz…
there's no reason not to.

First time I saw you, I was scared to touch you.
First time I touched you, I was scared to kiss
you. First time I kissed you, I was scared to
love you. But now that I love you, I'm scared to
lose you!

If love is a disease then I'm very ill. But I
would not want medicine and won't take any pill.
I would instead suffer this illness and be
bedridden with joy of knowing you.

I will walk with you side by side for only one
condition: hide your wings every time we walk
together because the whole world might know that
you're my angel!

Each of us is an angel with one wing. The only
way we could fly is to hold each other and share
wings. So if you have trouble flying, I will
always share mine with you.

I used to think that the world is so unfair, that
it gave me so many reasons to hate it. But now,
how can I hate such a wonderful world that gave
me you?

Can I say I love you today? If not, can I ask you
again tomorrow? And the day after tomorrow? And
the day after that? Coz I'll be loving you every
single day of my life.

A day may start or end without a message from me,
but believe me it won't start or end without me
thinking of you…..See! I just did. Take care.

You greeted me hi, I didn't reply. You gave me a
sweet smile, I responded with a sigh. You showed
me your love, you received a shrug. But when you
bid goodbye I began to cry.

Wow didn't expect that my day would be such a mixture of fun, excitement and boredom... For the last time I'm gonna say that its really tiring to go to school and end up having no class coz its either the teachers decided to ditch their classes or the room is currently unavailable...Anyway, sometimes we ran out of things to talk about and thanks to the cool weather we, Maia, Ipay(ay Gizelle), Leslie and I felt really sleepy as if being put to a trance of some kind... And then JR arrived at the canteen followed by Benny Boo Boo and Manuel. I could not laugh enough... At the end of the day, we had no class in our Come 321 lecture coz our classroom is still being renovated...

Anyway, as for my HT, well I kinda asked Leslie if I was that obvious and she said that she thinks I care too much because what concerns me somehow concerns him also... I wish I could elaborate but I'd rather not... hehehe... To those who know, what do you think???

Till then....

To much HT...I'm gonna sing this to him one of these days...

Artist: Liz Phair
Album: Liz Phair
Title: Why Can't I?

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

This is, this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but > heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

I'd love for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
I'd love for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
for this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

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Hey guys, I'm so glad that at least you showed that you do care coz my depression caused a stir on the readers. Its just there are times when you think you can just hold your head up and pretend everything's alright and then end up getting hurt really bad. Sometimes, not people but events hurt you... but don't worry coz I'm okay and well it just takes me a day to settle my issues... I wish I could tell you everything but some things are better left unsaid. Yesterday, Ipay asked me,"If you're claiming that you're depressed, how come you have a huge smile on your face???". Well I have probably accepted the facts... Anyway, my frustration was compensated yesterday... Gosh I'd kill myself for this but I can't help it... HAPPY, SHALALALA! ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY...hehehe...See how moody I could be...hehehe....
To Emans:
We'll talk next week...
To Kim:
I'm looking forward to Tuesday's date...hehehe
To Leslie:
I wish we did jog today...Maybe next time.... I loved the coffee...makaaddict..
To everyone else:

"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around" - LEO BUSCAGLIA

I know I told manny that I didn't like this song so much but then when I listened to the lyrics, I think this is just what I need...Enjoy singing...

Artist: MICHELLE BRANCH
Album: Hotel Paper
Title: Breathe


I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
Said I've been driving crazy
Cause its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
Saying things we were never meant to say

And I
Take it just a little bit
I..
Hold my breath and count to ten
I..
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
How do you fill the space in between?
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe
Everything little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's ours, so overrated
Not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wonder in which way

And I...
Give you just a little time
I...
Wonder if you realize
I...
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
How do you fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper and I'm,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
How do you fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright

THINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD...
1. Falling in love..
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or strawberry)
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17 The beach
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair..
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and
dRinking your favorite tipple.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without
feEling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad)
nevEr change
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the _____expression on someone's face as they open a much desired
present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another
beautiful day.

We anticipated that we have no REED 40 class today and Engr. Barangan told us yesterday that we still won't be having our laboratory today so here I am stuck at home...But I did lots of things and kept myself busy for the rest of the morning... Anyway, I was supposed to go with Jon, Philip and I don't know who else to watch Matrix: Reloaded... But then I changed my mind and I figured it would be better to watch next week... For your info, my class ends at 1:30 every TTH.... hehehe.... Anyway, I think I like Yuna better than Avril's picture... And John, I wrote this one last night... I guess I was just depressed... I can't tell you why though... its too personal... I'm planning to make it into a song...

TRAPPED
I'm feeling so blue
Don't know about you
But my heart is in pain
tears falling like rain
cant think straight
the world rotates
but Im still stuck here
in the clear
Why does it hurt to care
for someone who doesn't
why is it so tiring
to think of you 24/7
why does it seem
that my world revolves
around the very person
who finds no reason
to think of me
the way I'm thinking of him
Is it too much to ask
for someone to love
who loves you back
the same way
would it be too hard to try
to look me in the eye
and hear from you the truth
of what you're feeling inside
Haven't you had enough pretending
haven't you realized that its sending
the wrong impression on me
so do set me free
why does it hurt to love
and end up being such a fool
why does my heart keep trying
to act like everything's cool
why do I go insane
over the thought of you
I'm sick of being paranoid
believing that you knew...

I think this is crazy...I wonder how I could cope up with this feeling the rest of the semester...

Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


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What a day! I actually spent my entire afternoon making chika with Bing, Leslie, Manny, Maan, Jonna and Trina... We talked about food and other stuff including our crushes...hehehe I was kinda nervous knowing that not all of them have any clue who he is...anyway, guys sorry coz as of the moment can't tell you any info on that matter... We went to SM except for Trina. I bumped into Maia and her sister Ann... they're going to watch My First Romance... hehehe...such romantic people.... School hasn't started officially...So most probably the chix are still super relaxed right now...

I'm looking forward to tomorrow
Coz once again my heart would be in delight
my eyes would sparkle with laughter
and knowing that you are just near
it satisfies my longing to be with you....

to my HT...

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing

That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back

You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys

But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you




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We have no classes today...Well we assumed that the teachers won't be coming in till
Wednesday so we went home early...I'm still browsing the net for guitar tabs...hehehe...Anyway the party was great...had lots of fun until 12 coz they started talking about creepy stuff and well there are times when I don't enjoy the stories...Who's ghadin???