Okay so I've been gone for quite a long time...its like the end of April already but then here I am, once again born and revived...well I got busy with summer school...yeah right as if I'm that much of a student...actually, our Philo class is interesting and I had to read two books, The Alchemist and Tuesday's with Morrie...both are books about life...can't elaborate on that right now coz Im in a hurry...I'm supposed to go back to USC main for my swimming lessons... three years of lessons and I still can't finish a lap...I guess I lack the endurance in submerging myself under water....anyhow, met this interesting guy...hehehe...and yep he is a swimmer, he used to be in the varsity but then he already graduated...but don't get me wrong, Im still into ***!I'm just enjoying our friendship...and well honestly Im kinda lying low on this stuff...my friends are so into the idea of teasing and here he is going crazy over one of our classmates in PHilo...am I jealous?of course I am and man could this fact hurt...but i know hurting wouldn't get me anywhere so I'll just let it be...I am happy for him coz finally he could prove that he's not ....what others percieve him to be...and he already found the girl of his dreams...yeah right...as if!well, I guess friendship means more to me than my feelings for him...whatever this is im feeling, i hope it would all go away someday...its disturbing...and as what our teacher in Philo discussed this morning about Camus' philosophy that life is full of absurdities, well damn what im experiencing now is one good example...till next time...gotta go...

Got this from Kim's website and I thought I'd get some thoughts out of my mind...for your comments or violent reactions, u know what to do...thanks kim...

"Our sweetest songs are those that tell of the saddest thoughts."- this is oh so true coz everytime I write poetry which would then become my next composition, I'm kinda depressed not to mention close to tears...some of us are just inspired or motivated to make music if we are in deep sorrow...
"From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart." -but there was such thing as an unbreakable heart, we wouldn't be able to learn and love again...we would be like old people who die having to remember every pain a person brought to them.It would be like feeling nothing...
"Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes be just an illusion."
-this would surely stink really bad if it would just pop out one day and when it would seem that you're relationship is going great when all along, one of you is just pretending...

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I'm here at my aunt's house trying to amuse myself with all the movies I could get hold of. My cousins are away for the week...They went to Dumagete to visit their grandma...And Ace and Toby went out with their parents to I don't know where...Ping is out of town to Argao with our neighbors, JD and Ewing...hmmp...my brother is at home...So I'm all alone with nothing to do...I'm trying to give testimonials to my friends...anyway, I had a dream about my ex, Kane last night...can't remember most of it, but even though the events were vivid, he's face was really clear...what does that mean?dreaming of your ex?hehehe...

you kissed me when I'm bittersweet
and wipe away the tears I weep
fore in the shadows I think of you
hoping this loving feeling is true...does this make sense?I thought about it last night and well kinda thought to make this into a song...its short I know but it still isn't finished yet...

miss you guys na...you know who you are...

I feel so bad...I mean not that I did anything wrong but then I just am depressed I guess...Im almost finished with the book Im reading... Well anyway, everybody's sleeping here at my aunt's house in Basak and I think I have to get some sleep coz I have to wake up early tomorrow...

pay I need to talk to you...you can reach me at tsai's house...talk to you tomorrow afternoon..better yet, I'll call you nalang...okay?

I miss ****toot****....hehehe...

in all the days that I have lived
It had never occurred to me how much
i have wasted my time
on things without purpose
now that i have grown
i pray that wisdom might permit me
to live a life for someone else
and to let others see
the love that God gave me
~plum~

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just a little something to take your boredom off...

its a cool, cool summer...

hi everyone...i haven't blogged in a while coz im pretty busy with family stuff...my aunt Linda thus my second name arrived from Portland last saturday and we have been going to my lola's house everyday and like go home at midnight...i still can't sleep there coz all the rooms are taken...my cousins are also living there so we're kinda full.anyway, got some of my grades already and Thank God i passed most of them...im sure i don't have any failures this semester. and we're gonna enrol for summer class this saturday. i wasn't able to find a summer job.but that's okay i guess coz i still have 2 students for guitar lessons.
oh by the way, we hanged out at ipay's crib last Tuesday and Soek, our dear president cooked us lunch. mind you the food was sumptuous...i kinda lost my track of loosing 10 lbs this summer coz the food was really yummy...up to know i still can't believe what a great cook he is...Thanks Soek...and then we did the karaoke all afternoon.and it kinda dawned me that i'd surely miss these times...
yesterday was my cousin's graduation...CONGRATS TO KRISLIE VALENCIA LABAY...finally you're already a nurse...we've got a nurse in our family...we had dinner, mostly family were there...as you know we've got a very huge family...anyway i was really surprised with myself because when i watched my cousin go up the stage and receive her diploma, i felt like crying... i don't know why i get so emotional. its weird.but im really happy for her and of course for her boyfriend jojo...they're both nurses...
finally, have to admit i miss my ht...hehehe...God bless..