It’s the first day of our unofficial Summer break… Why do I say unofficial? Because we are still up our sleeves wondering whether we passed or we failed our subjects most especially the very challenging PHYSICS 32 lecture. Are we supposed to go ahead and enjoy in spite of the grave suspense waiting for the results? Believe me it doesn’t help being optimistic about the whole thing… Not to mention my utmost disappointment that my happy thought won’t be coming back to TC since he already graduated. Well, I know he’s taken but not being able to see his smile is a different story… Better forget about the guy coz I know thinking so much of him would make the whole thing even harder than it seems. Am I making sense here?
Anyway, when we attended the LAMAY of my late grandfather’s cousin, I finally got acquainted with some of my relatives. When we sat down to relive old memories of my not so famous childhood, the golden question popped out of my aunt’s mouth, “Do you have a boyfriend?” I immediately said no. And then my mom told them that I am having fun with my companions, a.k.a Barkada in school that a boyfriend would probably be inappropriate at the moment. Well, as a matter of fact, I guess in spite of having sort of an experience on the wonderful world of boy-girl relationship, I can still say that I’m not yet ready to go one step higher when talking about relationships. I mean, I figured, I still have a lot of things to discover about myself. Is that justifiable? I’m not saying that if the opportunity knocks right this very instant, I won’t let that person in into my life. As what my friend MAIA told me, if LOVE comes then its about time, but if it doesn’t why wait for it to come rather than go on wasting time looking for it. My point is, what if I don’t have a boyfriend? I would not make it my problem… Right?
I miss TC and hanging out at the canteen or the VOT office. I’m stuck here at home, all by myself, reading a novel by Philip Freidman entitled “REASONABLE DOUBT”. Aside from that, I have my guitar. If I’d be totally bored, I’d hit the couch and get some beauty sleep. Hehehe….

Your Guy is Prince Charming!

The man for you is Prince Charming.

You need a sensitive, romantic man who will understand and listen.

You enter into relationships for love and need a committed man who will provide plenty of love and security.



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sad to say but this is my result...well i'll take it as a complement I guess...



which stereotype are you?

I’m once again facing my laptop trying to get some work done… But up to now, I can’t figure out how I computed for my results in our experiment 12 in our physics laboratory. As I punched some figures on my calculator, I suddenly realized how sleepy I am. And to think, I was facing the computer since this morning…Good thing I asked Fame to explain to me about Double Linked List and BST programs cause I was able to answer the very mind bugling questions of Sir Christian… I mean, for I while there I thought I was not going to make it… He kept on repeating the same questions and trying to make me doubt my answers… Gosh, that kind of oral defense really sucks…. Anyway, I just learned from Bill that my happy thought is going to graduate this March… I’m happy for him but at the same time a little disappointed coz I won’t be seeing him next semester. He happens to be one of the good-looking guys of batch 2003…
Hey remember the movie ‘10 things I hate About You’…well I really like this song….

Letters to Cleo –
I Want You to Want Me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me

Another song I really love to sing...Don't really know what it means actually... enjoy singing...
"A Sorta Fairytale"Tori Amos

on my way up north
up on the ventura
i pulled back the hood
and i was talking to you
and i knew then it would be
a life long thing
but i didn't know that we
we could break a silver lining

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
i tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
you said that-
you'd take it
as long as i could
i could not erase it

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

and i ride along side
and i rode along side
you then
and i rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
and i rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
i had to steal it

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

i could pick back up
whenever i feel

down new mexico way
something about
the open road
i knew that he was
looking for some indian blood and
find a little in you find a little
in me we may be
on this road but
we're just
impostors
in this country you know
so we go along and we said
we'd fake it
feel better with
oliver stone
till i
almost smacked him -
seemed right that night and
i don't know what
takes hold
out there in the
desert cold
these guys think they must
try and just get over on us

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this
day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

and i was ridin' by
ridin' along side
for a while till you lost me
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along till you lost me
till you lost
me in
the rear
view
you lost me
i said

way up north i took my day
all in all was a pretty nice
day and i put the hood
right back where
you could taste heaven
perfectly
feel out the summer breeze
didn't know when we'd be back
and i, i don't
didn't think
we'd end up like
like this

By the way, just want let everybody know that I have found Doyle's twin brother in the person of none-other-than....ADRIAN. HEHEHE....

here's a song for my friend who seems so down right now... I know I can't say I can feel the pain your feeling right now but if only I could share your pain I'd want to so that you won't be bearing it all by yourself..

Breakdown"

Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down

You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

[Chorus:]
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry

So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

[Chorus]

Yeah, c'mon
Yeah, c'mon, c'mon
Break break down
Gotta get control
Roll roll roll along
Steady breakin' me on down
Roll roll roll along
Break break down
Gotta get control
Roll roll roll along
Steady breakin' me on down
Roll roll along

It'll break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday crucial situation wrackin' my mind
Tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it
Forget it
Forget it

I've been feelin' like you're breakin' me down
Kickin' me around
Stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out and let me
Release some stress (stress)

Don't ever wanna feel no pain (pain)
Hoping for the sun
But it looks like rain (rain, rain, rain)
Oh, i just wanna maintain

Yeah, when you feel the pressure's on
But nevertheless
Krayzie won't fall
It's over
It's endin' here, here

[Chorus]

I do like this song and upto now, especially now that Mr.X and I are well seeing each other once again, the feelings which I have had a hard time erasing from memory are once again back with just one smile from him...I can't explain myself and people may think I'm crazy but I can't help feeling the way I do...can you? if you were in my place?...
to my friend...hang in there...we'll be here for you to cheer you up and even to cry with you if you want...take care and don't cry too much...

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wow I wasn't expecting that John and I would have the same results on the test.hehehe anyway,I'll just make this short coz you know its finals week and unlike some people there who got lucky, I have to take the ES 18 test tomorrow...God bless to all...

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Well I haven't had enough of this blog thing...Lulubusin ko na ang pag blog coz I might not be able to blog for a long time again. As I was reading Adrian's dream story, I thought, hey I had that dream too. In fact I had it lots of times and as I go to school, I feel very happy and at the end of the day, in spite of the grave pressure of tests especially in physics, I still feel fulfilled and contented. But sometimes its also frightening coz I'd dream of one of my close guy friends and it got me thinkng, do I have feelings for this person? What's worse is that it makes me feel awkward the following day if I bump into him. Well just keep posted coz I'll be ending this soon coz I still have to attend our Batch elections...till then...

HI to JEFF....

This was supposed to be my blog two days ago, but since my computer is at it, well here goes nothing…read on…

My day was quite fair. As usual, my energy was drained by the end of the day. Spent most of my free time either at the VOT or at the canteen. I attended mass this morning because its Ash Wednesday. Meaning, fasting and abstinence should be practiced. I wonder what I’d be abstaining….John bangka us with some donuts and together with Maia, Adrian and two other people I forgot the names, I laughed my heart out. Imagine, Adrian kept on telling Maia and me that girls have 3 mouths…Just think what the other two are. I really wasn’t expecting Adrian, the monk, to be that GREEN. He should hang-out with our Physics Lab teacher Mr. John Liwag. My classmates in could really relate to this especially Jeriel (hope I got the spelling right). Anyway, Nin, hope you won’t be offended by this coz its merely a keen observation.

Let’s talk about Lent. I have to admit; I’m really trying to be a practicing Catholic. If possible, I’d also practice fasting like eating only twice a day during Wednesdays and Fridays. I told my friend Mackie, to abstain from smoking and drinking. It turned out to be a challenge. Basically, we are challenge to overlook our bodily desires and try to nourish our souls with our acts of mercy. So anyway, like what the Dada told us this morning, we should not feel sad but instead rejoice. We should beautify our souls and contemplate on the life and works of Christ.

The SSC elections will be on Friday and I’m still not sure who to vote for president. Some of my batch mates asked me why I didn’t run as one of the councilors. Well, I want to get involved in school activities but in campus politics, not a chance. Campus politics in USC is quite dirty, even dirtier than mud. Imagine, two parties hold grudges against each other. Our teacher in History 17, Mr. James Uy, told us that Filipinos are politically immature. It holds true and its absolutely visible in our own campus. I’m quite disappointed because I used to think that students would think more deeply and would probably be more logical and reasonable in electing the officers for the student government. Well, it would be them not me who would regret in the end if they choose the wrong candidates.

I only caught a glimpse of my happy thought this morning. He was a coward today…Maia knows what I mean…