my life all of a sudden became such a rollercoaster of sort of flirting...I don't actually flirt with the guys in question...its just that somehow I became close to them and the physical contact became such a normal thing for us...anyway, this left me even more confused with how I feel...

Canence is correct on the matter of getting over the certain guy!its just that almost everybody thinks I should distance myself...i wish its that easy...i do that in a heartbeat...the problem is my heart doesn't seem to comply with my decisions...

this is gonna end here kay nag ym mi...

bye...