hi everyone, i know its kinda late and i still have a 730 class tomorrow with our oh so irritating english teacher...but anyway the past week was well kinda windy on my part...i think im battling sort of like mixed emotions. more like fear of losing someone...here goes my paranoia again...imagine, i thought that u-know-who is drifting away from me...and whats worst is that i kinda thought that my close friend lace was one of the factors of me losing him...like i ever had him...but anyway, talked to lace already and told her about what i thought and she said it was absurd!of course it is...i kinda regret that doubting part coz she has been my constant companion, guide, confidante call it what ever you want!she has been with me through thick and thin...and she knows me inside and out! i apologized and i do hope she understood me...my computer seems to be having its moods too...i had formatted this one 3 times already within the past 2 weeks...i guess it just needs to let me practice my compe skills...i have a long quiz in my OS tomorrow and i havnt finished reading the book and the slides...and right this very moment im installing yahoo messenger...i hope this works...didnt realize it took me this long to install it...by the way my old friend Ma. Karla "kai" Bautista got into the magic 5 of Ms.World 2004 held at China...im so proud of her...finally, to all those who read my crazy thoughts, i just want you to know that there's always a reason for everything...