Wow, I couldn’t believe we have finally taken our first midterm exam.
And you know what, it was a little bit easy. Well our teacher, Eng. Dioscoro Conejos Jr. a.k.a Sir June, discussed something last Tuesday, which helped us study for our test today. When I got home, my head was throbbing. Its pretty hot outside and I was like walking without an umbrella. And so, I fell asleep and I really had a weird dream. There were two sides. One was that, I was sleeping in the same position and same scene except that I was floating and I really tried to make myself wake up. It was like a force or something was playing tricks on me. Next there was the transformer burning and I really freaked out and called my brother to unplug the whole thing. But then he didn’t listen to me… I guess the transformer part was somehow connected with what happened to our trainer during our ECE 312 lab last Tuesday. Maia was quite disappointed because she practically brought lots of fuse in case of emergency but then guess what it wasn’t the fuse that burned thrice last Tuesday…it was the diode. Well it was not just one diode but three diodes. I’m not saying this because I’m proud of what happened its just that, well I felt that to be able to really grasp the learning of being an engineer, we have to experience different things, things such as your trainer burning or smoke coming out the circuit. Well anyway, we have learned that during that part of the experiment it is advisable to use only one channel of the oscilloscope. To those who are not engineering students, please bear with all of this if ever you can’t seem to relate. Its just, for me this is one the most memorable experiences in my college life. So much for the bloopers…
Once again I feel so MOTIVATED. I hope I could personally thank the person who causes this. By the way here’s the lyrics to one of Incubus songs, which I really, really like.
11 AM
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Eleven a.m.
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Twelve p.m. and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?
I hope it's you
And here’s another song that really touch my soul…This was sung by my cousins during my Grandfather’s burial.

"My Immortal"


I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone

Well if you want other songs, just tag them on “you know where” and hopefully I’ll try to browse the net and find them. Okidoki??? Gets???

From one of my mails….This is from someone dedicated to #4...Read on..

Maybe she's tired... she just smiled
This is my hopelessly old-fashioned style
I really don't if know she's annoyed
She can blame me if her days were destroyed
But... I'm not so sure
I never felt like this before
I'm getting tired of doing nothing
But I'm only good in dreaming
...(aaahhh! wala na koy mahunahunaang lain)

I'm trying to post some pictures but its really SLOW... Anyway, maia and I agreed to meet online but I guess she ditched me...I don't feel like going to school or in other words, I don't feel like going anywhere. Its my first day for red tide and well I'm really not in the mood to move around...I tried to review on Implicit Differentiation, Partial Differential Equations and others and it occurred to me how little I have learned from my past subjects. Gosh! Didn't quite realized how important those lessons are up until we're needed to use them for our Advance Math. I wonder where maia is... Well here is the lyrics for the song most people are singing right now...For World Peace...

Artist: Black Eyed Peas
Album: Elephunk
Title: Where is the Love? *

* first single; send corrections to the typist

what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the drama
overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only got love for your own ways
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really gone
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
with this world that we livin in, people keep on givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
..
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
now ask yourself

where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
now sing with me ya'll (one love one love)
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
and something's wrong with it
something's wrong with it
something's wrong with the w-w-world
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)

got this from www.azlyrics.com. Try browsing their archives for the songs you want...k?

Its still quite early but my mind is like very awake. Its like I've taken tons of coffee. Anyway, Leslie asked for an update...For the first time in my entire life, I have nothing much to say. Yesterday I told Deanne I'm quite moody this week. I have noticed that I get easily irritated by just small things. Deanne told me its a sign of old age...NOOO! hehehe. I guess it has something to do with the weather and well I'm not feeling quite good this past few days coz my throat really hurts. Anyway, there's nothing much to blog except that next week, its midterms and there's a lot of catching up to do...I'll just try to update after...Ok les???

July 16, 2003
My grandma arrived from Portland yesterday afternoon but we didn’t get to see her till around seven in the evening. Got one pack of chocolates. Yum…hehehe… Anyway, I know that I got heaven three times yesterday but Mai, you know what, maybe it was really my day coz I got to talk to my other HT last night. We talked for like 10 minutes coz my dad kept on bugging me why I was still on the phone at around 11 in the evening. Gosh! Me and my big mouth… Can’t get enough “chicka” at school. I wasn’t able to do anything last night except talk to my Uncle stuff about insurance policies, car loans and more…. I guess it I would say I had my English practiced last night. I woke up with a soar throat this morning. Is that a bad thing? Or a bad sign? I’m feeling a bit restless today… Maybe because I didn’t get to sleep that well? By the way someone’s gonna celebrate her birthday tomorrow!!! I still can’t figure out how to answer the No. 49th question Sir Dacs gave me… I really don’t know what I’m gonna do this afternoon.
Right now, I'm at TAPs with Deanne. We ate lunch at 10 am. Well, I think I've figured out the ECE 312 problem. I'm just not sure if I'll be able to relate it to my classmates. Anyway, I have more pics to post but I still have to arrange it properly...one sample lang...okay???ay...dli man d i pwede ang pics diri sa taps...bati!



July 14, 2003
Today was an equally boring yet heavenly day. Got to get a glimpse of my crush this afternoon. He really is so cute and cuddly. Maia and I were just talking about how much we want to pinch his face coz he’s totally baby-faced. Anyway, I hope you don’t mind my being so overly redundant about this stuff. Its just that it really made my day a very inspiring one. I was not able to pay close attention to Sir Robin’s lecture because I was trying to finish my assignment in ES 20. Unfortunately, Sir Larida was out, so our assignment was not passed. Help, I have to answer this exercise in ECE 312 about Reversed Recovery Time graphs and explain it on Wednesday. I’ve read the book about lots of times but still I haven’t figured out how to make the graph.

I have a couple of questions and I hope you’ll tag me your answers…K?
***Is it true that it’ll take you 3 years to completely erase the feelings from your past relationship?
***How could you really tell that a person likes you without feeling too assuming?

I really pity my friend Deanne coz she feels she has no more privacy. I mean have you noticed the stuff written all over the armchairs of the rooms? I can’t believe that someone could do such a thing… I mean a certain guy defended himself that he just happens to like Deanne. Is it really the appropriate way of telling the person that you like him/her? By vandalizing almost all possible places just to let her/him know that you existed? Would you rather walk up to her/him and introduce yourself? I mean I’m just telling you Deanne’s comments about all this. She’s really bothered and distraught about the whole situation. I wish I could do something about it coz there are times wherein she feels she doesn’t want to go to school anymore. I just don’t want my friend to worry let alone be absolutely conscious of all her actions.

TO WHOEVER IT IS WHOSE VANDILIZING THE ARMCHAIRS AND FLOODING THE TAGBOARDS:

Please do Deanne and yourself a favor. End all this nonsense. Stop vandalizing the armchairs. I dare you to walk up to Deanne and introduce yourself. I guess if you’ll just be yourself and avoid pretending, Deanne would surely befriend you for whoever you are. You don’t need to hide in the shadows. I give you my word; she really is a nice person. She just wants her privacy back… That’s it… I hope you’ll think about it…Okay? God bless your soul…

Tan.awa ang middle, bulabog kaayo then ang kilid sweet kaau...ingn maia nasayop pagsabot... ang face ni cuzn gert kay murag gipaste...knsa kuwang???

matod pa ni Maia(ya ikaw nasad)nga kung kuhaun iyang face, maklaro ang superman sa shirt ni Tsia Sai...hehehe...ingn maia naunsa daw pag scan kay wla na cyay mata...LOL...linya nalng...aw wa na gyud d i...paila lang gyud na ipatangtang iya face...LOL...nangluod na cya...mai, kapuya type uy kaw cge dictate...kaw nasad kaha type...

ganahan ko ani nga pose kay chix mi tanan...hahaha...pacute pa gyud ingn maia...dli naman kinahanglan dbadibs???ang dli muagree...BAHOG NAWNG!!!(ingn Maia)

I’m supposed to blog a long time ago but it so happened that I still don’t have budget for inet card and well I’m kinda busy with school stuff and solving some love problems. But don’t get me wrong because its not my problems. My friends got problems with their boyfriends…It made me think that somehow I’m lucky not to have a boyfriend, because if I did and I went through all those dilemma, my eyes would probably be swelling and I’d probably be so “Chinita eyes” coz I’m such a cry baby. Anyway, what can I say…That’s life. To those whose hearts are broken, don’t let the pain take away the love and the hope that someday nothing will come between you and your loved one. Don’t ever resort to hating the person because it’ll only make the hurting grow even worse.
Anyway enough of those love stuff…Well, not entirely…
I was really inspired yesterday because I’ve seen my happy thought and he smiled at me…I know its such a small thing but hey, I saw him before our pre-midterm exam in Advance Math and well I was able to answer our test. After that, saw him once again at the hallway while we(Maia, Deanne, Leslie and me) were talking to our Chix Bosley… Am I easy to please or what? I don’t know why I’m attracted to him…Maia told me how odd it is that all my “HP” are from SHS-J! And well I explained to her why and I’d probably sound so unfair(there goes that word again!) but I know I am reasonable enough for my dearest friend to agree with me…Right Mai??? I guess this was the intuition I told you about that morning while walking towards the ECE dept. Remember???
I feel to lazy that I almost decided to quit Dance Club… I kept telling myself that I could live without dancing or just the mere thought of it but reality bites. My body needs to move so that I could be more efficient with the other chores I have to do. And honestly, I’d be so jealous just looking at those who dance. Got this big dream of dancing like Britney Spears! I don’t like her voice that much but her technique in dancing is really breathtaking. I know not all people could relate to this but just spare me the moment to talk about my passions in life. And my mom told me I need to lose some pounds…HOHOHO… Even my mom thinks I’m fat… Anyway…
I’m looking forward to the weekend coz I could finally get some sleep… As if I don’t get some…

We're in Avalon right now, just finished with our ES 20 class. The test in Java was ok...Wla lang mi ka gets sa English ni Sir...Those who took the test could relate...gotta go...im starving!

Halu to the Chix of TC!!!YOu know who you are....

Okay its maia again!!!! Vaaaannnn how do you like your new template its purple hehehe anyway this is just a way of saying thank you anyway nag YM ra ko at this time and at the same time revising your template anyway Im coming away with you heheheh have a nice day peeps

Hey there peeps! This is maia updating for vanessa she asked me to do it for her. Anyway si vanessa as usual gyapon. . . malipay inig kita sa iyang crush heheheheh hmmm tyt raba mi iya crush noh????? welll he's all yours van kay murag kabaw na ka sa akong mga types heheheh

wala man jud koy ma say van uy anyway hi to all the bloggers nalang :D bill assuming walay masuya nimu heheheh :D

I’m stuck here at home coz my aunts went out to buy some groceries and left the kids and that includes me to wander around the empty loft. Anyway, we were supposed to watch Charlie’s Angels this afternoon but have to pass on that one. School is really picking up the pace and well seemed pushing us to the limit. But I’m still psyched to go to school coz that’s like one step closer to my goals…And well I can’t live without my friends… Special mention to the INSIKS… And of course Leslie, Fame and Feona… Yesterday morning, I wrote some lyrics while waiting for my 830 class. Its entitled “Solace”. I’ll just blog it next time coz I forgot to copy it from VOT’s archives where I saved it. And Doyle called me last night and let me hear his new composition… It really sounds good…Even without the effect I’m sure it’ll be a big hit…
My teachers include Mr. Omapoy for REED 30-he’s okay, he really has a nice voice, because he really sang the Holy Spirit song pretty well, Engr. Dioscoro Conejos aka “Sir June” for Java 2-the funny guy who Maia and everybody else refers to as “joke joke joke!”, Engr. Larida for ES 20-finally I have understood the lesson, Engr. Walton for Circuits-the new teacher from USJR, Engr. Daculan aka “Sir Dacs” for ECE 312-Yau’s favorite teacher which he and Bill refers to as “Smile of Death” because according to them if he smiles at you then there’s only one thing he implies…YOU FAILED!, Engr. Delante for Material-the overloaded teacher who comes in 15 minutes late and dismisses us 15 minutes before the time because he has classes at UC…talk about HECTIC…, Engr. Raffiñan for our ECE lab-he’s pretty friendly and well he often talks to our group which include: Maia, Deanne and me…Those are the people who will torment my dreams when the anticipated Finals will arrive…THIRD YEAR…Another chapter of my life…
You know what’s funny, in spite of my being 19 and all, major responsibilities, heavy decisions and great expectations, I still feel like a child sometimes. It doesn’t bother me because as far as I’m concerned I’m not stepping on anyone’s shoes…Forgive me if my mood will all of a sudden change, believe me, its really hard doing lots of things simultaneously and having to make tons of decisions in just 30 seconds… At night, as soon as my head touches my pillow and I’m laying flat on my bed, I fall asleep right away. Yes, its that tiring and school really burns me up…
But mind you, I try my best not to complain… Anyway, have another crush at school…Maia knows who…hehehe…. A real inspiration coz aside from being sooo cute, he is very articulate… If you’ll ask me who it is…its my SECRET…

Can't believe we're already attending our classes...I can't believe I'm with my friends again, hanging out, feeling free again...You know what's odd, honestly I feel I have more independence when I'm with my school friends like Maia, Deanne, Leslie and Fame...And I'm thankful coz without them, up to now, I'd probably still be confused on the Fourier Series...I figured, single women like me are going scarce these days...unlike some who got hitched, I'm still on the look for Mr. Right...I read from Cosmopolitant magazine "You should not go looking for love, let love find you" is a falsity. And speaking of love, my "HT" got back with his ex. I figured he's really inlove with the girl. Well good for him...In spite of that, we still keep in touch. Actually just talked to him on the phone a few days ago. He's still his same old self. As of the moment, I'm pretty preoccupied with school, my extra curriculars, family matters which seem so impossible to solve...My cousin Gert told me I don't have time for myself...I wonder if its true coz I can't really tell. I know I'm quite busy but are all of this for my own benefit? LIFE IS SO CONFUSING! We're fully packed with "CHALLENGING" subjects this semester...Wow! WE'RE ALREADY IN THIRD YEAR!!! At last I can really feel that I am bound to be a computer engineer.

Reality bites!!! My grandpa passed away this afternoon at around 6 pm. Finally he's with his creator and I'm thankful coz at least I was able to meet him before he died. He's quite old, he's supposed to turn 94 this september. And we were supposed to visit Tacloban again to have a big birthday celebration. My mom took the 11 am supercat to ormoc. She just arrived on time. I'm not sure if we could go there for the burial coz its class days...I wish we could go...

Tomorrow's gonna be another day of hectic schedule...Gotta go...

Deanne: I'm still singing...I'm a dick...I'm addicted to you...my brother keeps on laughing at me...thanks for the fare....ako napud sunod...
Leslie: Don't forget the book...pa write nya ko cd ha...
Ipay: I haven't finalized the minutes yet...next week nalang ta magturn over...
Maia: How's dinner???hehehe...ad2 bya 2mrw...Bilib gyud ko imo gutts...nice choice of table this afternoon...I'm still craving for the mangoes...:D gosh wish I could write more...pero...SECRET dba...
Bill and Yau: Hi!!!

JUST ADDING SOME SPICE INTO MY SITE...

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DAD'S...

I did lots of things today....I washed some clothes coz our washing machine broke down...Had to hand wash my jeans...Those are heavy stuff...Anyway, I'm proud to say that I finally cleaned my room...Got all the cobwebs away. And I found some stuff that I wrote some time ago and well I didn't realize how emotional I could get up until now... I can't believe I wrote those stuff... Mai, sorry wasn't able to accompany you to Sacred Heart...Honestly I finished cleaning my room at about 7 p.m....That's because I took some time off in the afternoon watching C.S.I. It was their marathon show and I couldn't bring myself to miss it... Tomorrow's gonna be a very busy day...Have to get tons of permits and let a whole lot of people sign...John, I just opened your email...Thanks for the calendar of activities...I'll be working on it tonight. I need your signatures tomorrow. If I can't find you, can Maia sign on your behalf???
I miss my happy thought....Maybe I'll give him a buzz next week...Take care peeps...Get some sleep coz tomorrow's gonna be schoolday officially...Reality Bites...Summer just ended....

I know I haven't been blogging since May and heck its already June. Its just that well there's nothing much to blog about. Anyway, some of my cousins including my brother will be starting school tomorrow. Me? Well, we had decided to extend our vacation. We'll be going on the 16th. Its really crazy coz I think someone is playing games with me... A certain Shane Calzada is texting me and is pretty strange how he seems to know about my love life...SIGH....Oh well, its not like he's really bothering me or anything... its just weird... I haven't seen my "happy thought" since the night we went out. Maybe he and his girlfriend got back together. Well there's nothing to say except that I'm happy for him, well I'll be happy for him, I guess... I'm looking forward to school coz I wanna be busy again...

IM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!Well I am happy today coz of a lot of things. But what I’m most happy about is that my laptop is finally restored to its origin state. The audio was repaired and so was the shutting down. I really am so happy. If I haven’t met my “happy thought” then non of this things could have happened. Next thing that made me happy is that I practically spent the rest of the afternoon together with my “HT”. We just talked and I learned so much about him. And it helped me accept the fact that may be we are just friends. At least he opened up to me and didn’t hesitate to talk. Finally, I’m going to Tacloban tomorrow. We’re taking the 4 p.m. Supercat boat to Ormoc. At last, I’d be able to see my long lost grand dad. We are supposed to be back by Monday night but my uncle wants us to stay longer. Its okay I guess as long as I’d be back on the 30th. Well his smile is still tattooed on my mind… If someone saw me at SM with this guy who’s so formal then he is my “HT”. Hehehe As I conveyed all this things that happened today to my best friend while we were talking on the phone, my cousin Monica started sing this song by Bituin Escalante which goes… “ Kung ako nalang sana ang iyong minahal, di kana muling magiisa. Kung ako nalang sana ang minahal di kana muling luluha pa…” The lyrics didn’t hit me straight up until now. He’s been through a lot since his break up with his ex and well just lending him some helping hand and some comfort… He is one of the most sensitive persons I have the good fortune of meeting… I think I’ll have a hard time sleeping tonight… I miss the TC people….

ON COURTING

What is it with guys and courting? Is it really that hard to court a girl? Well anyway, sometimes we girls don’t know where to stand when speaking of relationships coz, honestly for me the guys are the reason for our CONFUSION. Its pretty hard to be assuming something and even harder to be so DENSE about the whole thing. Is it all about the signs and the vibes? Or is it sort of a game? Like a guessing game or something? Am I making sense here? Choices, these are the things that would stimulate our minds once in a while. If you have seen “THE MATRIX RELOADED” it has tons of philosophies about CHOICES. Anyway, you might be wondering why I posted this and chose this topic right? Well I was just wondering…. Because lately, I don’t know where I stand anymore. I had a hard time choosing between FRIENDSHIP & LOVE….

People, I'm sorry for the emotional outburst. Its just lately I feel so depressed...Hope someone could cheer me up...

Well, MAI I hope you ate enough last night. Hehehe... It just made me realize how much I've missed hanging out with you guys. Anyway, slept late again last night because we had to clean up after the party. And then we had a short chika pa with my cousin Kakay. I'm glad she liked the gift I gave her. Mai, she said thanks for the gift sad daw. I thought I wasn't going to see my happy thought yesterday coz he said he won't be able to attend the party coz its also his brother's birthday, but he was here before the party started. We even have a photograph together...hehehe At least I have a remembrance.... Ipay told me I change my crush very fast. Its just that I easily let go of the feeling. I don't know why I just do. Toby is beside me right now, waiting for me to end coz he wants to play pool and battle realms. Maybe I'll let him teach me how to play battle realms. Gotta go coz I'm planning to have my picture taken for the Vot's new ID and for my plan...Mai, Pay, Bill and Yau, thanks for coming over. Hi to deanne, bernice, leslie, feona, gary and all those who visit my site....Take care peeps!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO KRISLENE KAY VALENCIA LABAY!!!

I know its kind of late but I figured I’d be up till early dawn. I’m preparing for my cousin Kakay’s debut tomorrow. Anyway, that’s not really the reason why I had this urge to blog this late. It’s because I have found the one person who is worth all the fuss of every girl I know. He’s extremely sweet and a true gentleman. I know you might say that they’re all the same coz I kept on changing my mind as to who my “happy thought” should be. But this one is totally different. Why different??? Because in spite of all the wonderful characteristic I have found in him, I’m trying to block the feeling because he’s really too good to be true. And besides, my aunts kept on reminding me not to be taken by his superficial characteristics. I wonder, where would the big “RISK” should take place? I admit, I watched the movie “The Matrix Reloaded” because of him. I mean there’s no doubt the movie was great and it gave me the chance to converse with him…. Mai, this is what my chika is all about. I wasn't able to tell it to you when I called because I was in my neighbor's house and he happened to be there. But there's a whole lot more he did that made me, well lets just say "STOP AND SIGH TO MYSELF". Well, this is the same guy I was referring to whose more qt than BIGMAC! Any way, tag me if you have anything to say to me...okies??

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GREETED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY...

Maia, If you could come here on Monday, its my cousins 18th birthday and well sort of like a late party for all those who are celebrating their birthday on the month of May. Just call me nalang okay...Anyway, I have nothing to do here but read the novel "Snow Falling on Cedars", I still can't comment on the book coz I'm still reading the first few chapters.

Deanne, maia told me your phone was snatched...wats your new number???

Bill??you still have my book about Geisha???Finish reading it??? Coz my bestfriend wants to borrow it...

I love this song, can someone sing this to me in person???

DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

QUOTY QUOTE:

Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

Why is it that this thing takes so long to update??grr....

HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY TO ALL MOTHERS….

I really had a wonderful day because I get to spend it with my family. I was able to attend mass early this morning then afterwards we went to White Gold to buy some groceries again in spite of all those groceries my aunts bought yesterday. Aunty Baggy couldn’t just get enough of shopping… Any way, I saw lots of people I know there, some of which is my brother’s friend Mark and her sister, next I saw Yao together with his parents and some high school friends. Then after we had lunch, my Popsie, Mama, Jaycon and I went to look for my cousin’s house at Tierra Grande. The rain was pouring and we really had a hard time finding the place. When we arrived home, I took my uncle’s car and drove around the village with my cousin Kristoffer. Driving is not that hard as a matter of fact, its pretty easy as long as you are focused on what you are doing.

In another matter, someone reacted to those lines from Meet Joe Black. I know its pretty striking but a lot of people haven’t realized those things yet. They still need to be reminded. Any way, I have to admit I am pretty good at words but honestly speaking, I am as afraid as anyone could be with this kind of stuff. You know, relationships and falling in love or just being in a fling of some sort. Its just that because I value friendship, I have this thing wherein I’d become such a liar to myself and a total coward of admitting how I truly feel. Then I’d convince myself that it still is not the right time nor the right person but who knows… Right? No matter how much I try to remember to grab the opportunity of doing things, there is really something that’s gonna hold me back. One word: CONFUSION….

Dug through my pile of poems and I found this one… Hope you like it!

A thousand teardrops
Poured over one heartache
The yearning, which ignited
The passion of my soul
My entire being was shaken
That I could hardly react
As a kiss from your tender lips
Made my heart rupture
Sparks fly over this rigid core
Soothing all those that is in pain
Slowly the wrath that had been buried
Was sucked out and uprooted
Drained all the way out of my veins
One hug, a kiss and your eyes
These are the things that matter most
To me they are the truth
My witness of the enchanted world
That incessantly entwines my essence
To the bliss of your heart

I wrote this last February 25th, it was written in my diary. I figured, my emotions are really strong coz I couldn’t have written this if I wasn’t at all inspired or moved by someone… I wonder who my muse was…. I wondered how I could’ve written those things wherein I haven’t experienced some of it (e.g. a kiss???).

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN KRISTOFFER KINER AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TITA DELIA GELBOLINGO

Just finished eating dinner. My cousin and I were supposed to attend this party but I declined to go coz my head really hurts. It started aching while we were having a meeting early this afternoon. This parliamentary thing really sets the atmosphere of the meeting into one that’s awfully serious. All the formalities really make my head throb. No offense to Mr. Edwin Ermac Jr. I know it’s a great way to preside a meeting. May be its because of the weather. Any way, Maia warned me last night not to go to malls; Ayala or SM, coz Metro Cebu is not SARS free anymore. I think someone already died. Well its not like I go out that often… Well anyway, as I was listening to Southborder’s “Kahit Kailan”, I felt like crying. I’m getting too emotional. Just something to ponder on… And may be react to…

Love is passion, obsession, so many can live without…
Fall head over heels, find someone you really love
and loves you the same way too…
Forget your head, mind your heart
There’s no sense in your life without this…
To make a journey and not fall in love
Try, cause if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived
Stay open, who knows, the lightening could struck.

-Meet Joe Black-

Is there a line that struck you? Well as for me, its partly true. Tag me or rather “Ride On”….hehehe….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY CONRAD LABAY AND DIGNA KINER!!!!

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You are THE DEEP THINKER. You're well read and
intelligent, and you may share traits in common
with THE LISTENER AND WATCHER. You like to have
quiet time to yourself. Your strengths are in
your ability to recall knowledge in a second
and apply it to real-life situations. You are
most likely introverted and may have a hard
time making friends. Your other weaknesses are
that you may at times feel above your peers.
You are more intelligent than most, and so you
tend to become very critical. Always remember
to keep an open mind in every conversation,
because there's always another chance to learn.
Also, you sometimes dwell on your mistakes. It
can't be helped, but try to ease up a little
bit at least.


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Tomorrow is gonna be my Bro and my Aunt Baggy’s birthday… And we’re once again be very busy preparing for the food coz my brother is gonna have a few friends over for dinner. He even asked me if I have guests of my own but I figured they all have classes and they would probably have a problem with transportation. I was tutoring Toby yesterday and I realized that he talks funny. I mean I wasn’t expecting a kid telling a story with so much emotion and with action to go along with the change in voice if he has to. He kinda reminds of how Doyle tells a story. He is really a very inquisitive kid and so I gave him the chance to ask me any questions he wants to ask. And of all the questions in the world, he asked me what’s the meaning of Seat of Wisdom; you know one of the Litanies of the Blessed Virgin Mary. Any way, I explained to him the best I could, I’m just not sure if he gets what I was trying to point out.
I started my driving lessons last Friday and I realized how easy it was. I wasn’t even scared to death of the huge trucks that tried to cut through my lane. My aunt told me that most teenagers are more fearless with this kind of experiences. The other day, I read in the newspaper that classes in the private schools would probably delayed because of the SARS SCARE! Arrrgggg!!!! Maybe its good for those who doesn’t want to go to school… But for me, it would mean more boring days at home… And another thing, Drillon suggested to move the start of the school year to September....What do you think?

The beach was packed because the YFC Labangon chapter was there and also there was a convention...I'm pretty beat up because I kinda swam my life out...hehehe Anyway about the fuss MAIA made because of her "quotable quote" from Smallville, well I sorta change my mind... I don't mind risking as long as I know how to deal with the consequences that would result from it...

By the way, I missed my TC friends...My life would really be incomplete and a plain one if I haven't had the honor of hanging out with you guys... YOu really made my life more exciting and a true adventure...THANKS...

MIss ko na c BERNICE JOAN GO THONG!!!

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I really had an interesting day. Even though I woke up around quarter to ten, I was able to help my aunt with the laundry. We had to resort to doing the old fashion way of washing clothes coz the damn washing machine broke down again. In spite of the minor back pain, I enjoyed the laundry thing coz I really love to play with water. I’m sort of like a water person. After that, Toby, Maricar and I helped my uncle clean the car. We ended up splashing water at each other. It was really fun to just play around. After lunch, I had to get back to my house coz my neighbor texted me that we were supposed to have a volleyball game at 2 p.m. I was really nervous coz it seemed ages that I try to get the ball across the net. I wasn’t even sure if I could still do a correct service. Unfortunately (as if!) the game was forfeited because the opposing team from the other town didn’t show up. Truthfully, we needed practice and it was a good thing we weren’t able to play.
Anyway, I’m still thinking of that guy… Mitch sorry I can’t spill the beans coz I don’t want to brag about my insanity. Come to think of it, I don’t want anyone to know whom that person is coz if I’ll tell you; you’d probably laugh your heart out. Mitch, you might say that I would be so unfair coz I know who your happy thought is but it just isn’t the time to divulge highly confidential information.
I tried to find the lyrics of “Tattooed on my mind” but I just couldn’t find the lyrics. I think I have to settle for another song as of the moment…

"Love Song For No One"
John Mayer

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

This is for my happy thought...If only he would visit my site...(sigh)

Is this a positive thing?


You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


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Today I realized that I’m absolutely, indefinitely CRAZY! I cannot believe I’d end up thinking on this one person who’d probably be the last person on my mind if I were not insane. But then may be, I am just being honest with myself. It’s happening again. Here I am, letting the boredom of summer get to me. Is this just an effect of my being constantly idle? And you know what’s weird, I dreamed of this person and then the following day, I saw him. This is totally outrageous! I thought I have controlled this urge to think of you know, “happy thoughts” because I have realized that in spite of my soothing fantasies, I end up feeling lonely and insecure coz in the end of my insanity, reality would hit me hard that I can’t just snap my fingers and let that person fall for me as much as I have fallen for him. Love really does suck! That is if I am in love which I probably am not…Or is it something to do with the weather? Hehehe. Who knows?

Well, I bet you must think that all of this is sort of a CLICHÉ. Right? But no matter how hard the truth gets me in the end; I would keep on going back into this kind of situation. What could a girl like me do but WAIT? ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR…

Right now I’m thinking of his smile. You know the kind that makes you wanna hug him. And the twinkle in his eyes every time he stresses his point. I wish you could picture in your mind what I meant so that somehow, you could relate to how I am feeling. I guess, right now I should be contented that I could keep his image in my mind because it’s the only thing that makes me look forward for another day. Maia? Still remember the song “Tattooed On My Mind”? It’s kind of like that. It’s not for you-know-who any more. It’s for my happy thought. Wow, event though we hardly know each other, we already have a theme song? Hehehe.

Being content
holds the content
of all happiness

NORAH JONES LYRICS

"Don't Know Why"

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

ITS BLACK SATURDAY!
My cousins are playing mahjong… did I get the spelling right? We kept on baking some pastries. The effect of the crazy summer craving for food...Bill you should visit me sometime.hehehe Anyway, here’s a few jokes to make you laugh your heart out…
“I should be in charge”, said the blood, “because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you’d all waste away.”
“I should be in charge”, said the stomach, ”because I process food and give all of you energy.”
“I should be in charge”, said the legs, “because I carry the body where ever it needs to go.”
“I should be in charge”, said the eyes, “because I allow the body to see where it goes.”
“I should be in charge”, said the rectum, “because I’m responsible for the waste removal.”
All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache; the stomach was bloated; the legs got wobbly; the eyes got watery; and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum should be the boss.
The moral of the story?
The asshole is usually in charge….

Gary, sometimes spells won't work because you don't believe in it... so, try to put more faith in your spells... Just be careful in casting them okay?

deanne, we have the same results...hehehe me? likes PINK?


Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

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Frodo


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Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
Gibran, Kahlil

Well I ended up going to the beach after all. I felt fulfilled since I was able to do all the things I planned on doing. I’m supposed to go to school today to lend Karyll, Francis girlfriend my TCWAG and get some cd’s from Hayden. But I changed my mind since I don’t feel like going anywhere. We had a few drinks last night while watching KC’s debut on TV. I passed on the second glass since I have this thing of going to the bathroom every 2 minutes or so. Tsai and Molly ended up drinking the rest of the island punch. Comments from TSAI, WALA DAW CYA NA HUBOG. I hate watching debuts and then winding up thinking of the lapses of my own party. Anyway, my cousin told me that hopefully we could start working on the last week of April. At least I’d get around 5000 at the end of our working days. And by the way, last Friday’s meeting with John, Mitch, Ray and Maia got me thinking…Could I survive the next semester with 4 orgs to handle? There’s the Dance Club where, well I’m the president, the VOT where I’m the Managing Editor, which by the way is planning to make a literary folio. I have got tons of editing to do not to mention all the articles to make while managing the office and making changes at the same time. And I kind of promised Ms. Mari last year that I’d joined the Engineering Jazz dancers this school year to dance for the Pop Jazz competition come Intramurals. So I’ve decided to give up my position as secretary for the council. I have a lot of extra curricular activities that I have no more room to improve my grades. It’s not like I’m that smart like ***e* *.hehehe… But I still have to convince John that I cannot take the pressure. I think it’s enough that I’m the VP of our batch. I can still help the council coz basically, we see each other everyday, but I can’t go around handling the paper works with other commitments at hand. I think IPAY could do a much better job on this one than me. Right Pay?

Some people out there would think they have no reason for living. Could you help me convince them that there is? I mean, I had a really hard time convincing this one friend that he does have worth… tag me okay? By the way, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOHN MITCHELL "aka BOSLEY" DELA CRUZ!!!

Well I was able to get my grades and Thank God, most of the subjects I feared of failing, passed. There’s nothing much to tell coz I’m living the same life except that I still am confused over things such as friendship and relationships. Anyway, yesterday I learned that we are not allowed by our department to take advance classes. So I guess, Les, Deanne, we will still be classmates in ES 20 after all. I’m really eager to learn Far Behind by Candlebox. And Doyle knows the chords so he still owes me a lesson. John if you could read my blog today, I won’t be going to the beach tomorrow, you know for the VOT thing. My mom and my aunt won’t allow me to go. So I guess I’ll see you on our meeting with the new chairman, Dr. Mah? Did I get that right? I’m kind of looking forward in meeting the new chairman. Well guys till next time...

Here's a poem for those on the verge of a very rocky relationship...ponder on...

“To let go does not mean to stop caring; it means I can’t do it for someone else.”
“To let go is not to cut myself off; it’s the realization I can’t control another.”
“To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.”
“To let go is to enable, but also to allow learning from natural consequences.”
“To let go is not to try to change or blame another; it’s to make the most of myself.
“To let go is not to judge, but to allow anther to be a human being.”
“To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but allow others to affect their destinies.”
“To let go is not to be protective; it’s to permit another to face reality.”
“To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.”
“To let go is not to criticize and regulate, but to try to become what I dream I can be.”
“To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.”
“To let go is not to deny, but to accept.”
“To let go is not to fear less, and love more.”

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WORTHLESS EFFORT

Lately, I have realized that most of the people I know tend to live very complicated lives. Even more complicated than my so-called life. I’ve always wondered how my life differs with that of a typical girl. Am I typical? Well in some ways, yes. It just confuses me why some people tend to prioritize things, which mean less and tend to waste their time making questions. This is too broad, right? Lately, someone close to me asked my advice and well really needed some counseling of some sort. In my utmost pity, I tried my very best to be patient and thought of so many reasonable answers to her unending interrogation that would ease her longing for realization. God knows how hard I tried to give her some wake up call, but in the end my good intentions were defeated. She gave in to her loss of control over the whole situation. My point is why does a person have to ask someone else’s advice or opinion of some sort if one has already made up one’s mind way before asking for some ideas? I really don’t see the logic in this. And the sad thing is, in the argument of LOVE, I extended to her that a person couldn’t love another if he/she doesn’t love himself/herself. I guess it’s a pretty clear message. I learned its worth because of my ex-boyfriend. I now realize that no matter how much I try to put some sense into her brilliant mind, no matter what comparison I make with my lonely yet happy love life, we still are two different people living totally different lives. And I cannot answer her problems for her. She should be the one to take a risk and make her choice.

LONELY BUT HAPPY

I have to admit that some times, I would ask myself if I’ll ever find the person who’s right for me. And I would end up feeling lonely and sad that I’d be in the verge of tears. But in spite of all of these insecurities, my friends (you know who you are) helped me realize that if you have no one who would let you feel secured, loved, cared for etc. doesn’t mean I cannot permit myself to let the tingles just flow in and experience it in a totally different situation. I am happy and contented to be who I am today. The most important thing is, in spite of all the bad experiences on relationships I had in the past, I am not closing my door to anyone who’s willing to accept the person that I am and I am just sitting here waiting for that right person to come along.

You're Shallan Chenoa. Good for you! The only
reasons anyone could use to dislike you is the
fact that you're the sweetest, most innocent,
cautious, sensitive character! You wouldn't
hurt a fly. You're the type that would try to
save the whales/earth etc. You're very
compassionate and conservative. You mostly
physically resemble Shakira.


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I'm quite busy right now coz last March 31 was my dear brother's graduation and today its my cousin Ace's graduation. And my aunt wants me to help around preparing for lunch since the party's at noon. Anyway, to keep myself from getting really bored, I played with Toby, from playstation to monopoly to running around the block. Imagine, me running around?hehehe pretty funny scene but yes I did that just to make my summer exciting. Eventhough most of my companions here are kids, I get to learn new things from them. How about you guys, what have you been up to these past few days? Tag me...I mean PINCH ME instead...hehehehe

IM BACK FROM THE GRAVE... I can just imagine the bloggers right now are really very eager to jott down every single event that's happening in their summer lives...hehehe
I'm really tired. I slept really late. About 3 am. A lot of people arrived yesterday to pig out on a lot of food...I thought of inviting Bill(WHERE'S OUR PASALUBONG???)along with Maia, Ipay and Deanne but they weren't able to come. Anyway, there's not much that's going on in my life right now...Toby is beside me right now, bugging me to play with him. We just finished playing Tekken III.hehehe He cried coz I beat him... Take care peeps...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY UNCLE JOHN!

It’s the first day of our unofficial Summer break… Why do I say unofficial? Because we are still up our sleeves wondering whether we passed or we failed our subjects most especially the very challenging PHYSICS 32 lecture. Are we supposed to go ahead and enjoy in spite of the grave suspense waiting for the results? Believe me it doesn’t help being optimistic about the whole thing… Not to mention my utmost disappointment that my happy thought won’t be coming back to TC since he already graduated. Well, I know he’s taken but not being able to see his smile is a different story… Better forget about the guy coz I know thinking so much of him would make the whole thing even harder than it seems. Am I making sense here?
Anyway, when we attended the LAMAY of my late grandfather’s cousin, I finally got acquainted with some of my relatives. When we sat down to relive old memories of my not so famous childhood, the golden question popped out of my aunt’s mouth, “Do you have a boyfriend?” I immediately said no. And then my mom told them that I am having fun with my companions, a.k.a Barkada in school that a boyfriend would probably be inappropriate at the moment. Well, as a matter of fact, I guess in spite of having sort of an experience on the wonderful world of boy-girl relationship, I can still say that I’m not yet ready to go one step higher when talking about relationships. I mean, I figured, I still have a lot of things to discover about myself. Is that justifiable? I’m not saying that if the opportunity knocks right this very instant, I won’t let that person in into my life. As what my friend MAIA told me, if LOVE comes then its about time, but if it doesn’t why wait for it to come rather than go on wasting time looking for it. My point is, what if I don’t have a boyfriend? I would not make it my problem… Right?
I miss TC and hanging out at the canteen or the VOT office. I’m stuck here at home, all by myself, reading a novel by Philip Freidman entitled “REASONABLE DOUBT”. Aside from that, I have my guitar. If I’d be totally bored, I’d hit the couch and get some beauty sleep. Hehehe….

Your Guy is Prince Charming!

The man for you is Prince Charming.

You need a sensitive, romantic man who will understand and listen.

You enter into relationships for love and need a committed man who will provide plenty of love and security.



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sad to say but this is my result...well i'll take it as a complement I guess...



which stereotype are you?

I’m once again facing my laptop trying to get some work done… But up to now, I can’t figure out how I computed for my results in our experiment 12 in our physics laboratory. As I punched some figures on my calculator, I suddenly realized how sleepy I am. And to think, I was facing the computer since this morning…Good thing I asked Fame to explain to me about Double Linked List and BST programs cause I was able to answer the very mind bugling questions of Sir Christian… I mean, for I while there I thought I was not going to make it… He kept on repeating the same questions and trying to make me doubt my answers… Gosh, that kind of oral defense really sucks…. Anyway, I just learned from Bill that my happy thought is going to graduate this March… I’m happy for him but at the same time a little disappointed coz I won’t be seeing him next semester. He happens to be one of the good-looking guys of batch 2003…
Hey remember the movie ‘10 things I hate About You’…well I really like this song….

Letters to Cleo –
I Want You to Want Me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes
Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me

Another song I really love to sing...Don't really know what it means actually... enjoy singing...
"A Sorta Fairytale"Tori Amos

on my way up north
up on the ventura
i pulled back the hood
and i was talking to you
and i knew then it would be
a life long thing
but i didn't know that we
we could break a silver lining

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
i tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
you said that-
you'd take it
as long as i could
i could not erase it

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

and i ride along side
and i rode along side
you then
and i rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
and i rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
i had to steal it

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

i could pick back up
whenever i feel

down new mexico way
something about
the open road
i knew that he was
looking for some indian blood and
find a little in you find a little
in me we may be
on this road but
we're just
impostors
in this country you know
so we go along and we said
we'd fake it
feel better with
oliver stone
till i
almost smacked him -
seemed right that night and
i don't know what
takes hold
out there in the
desert cold
these guys think they must
try and just get over on us

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this
day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

and i was ridin' by
ridin' along side
for a while till you lost me
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along till you lost me
till you lost
me in
the rear
view
you lost me
i said

way up north i took my day
all in all was a pretty nice
day and i put the hood
right back where
you could taste heaven
perfectly
feel out the summer breeze
didn't know when we'd be back
and i, i don't
didn't think
we'd end up like
like this

By the way, just want let everybody know that I have found Doyle's twin brother in the person of none-other-than....ADRIAN. HEHEHE....

here's a song for my friend who seems so down right now... I know I can't say I can feel the pain your feeling right now but if only I could share your pain I'd want to so that you won't be bearing it all by yourself..

Breakdown"

Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down

You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

[Chorus:]
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry

So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

[Chorus]

Yeah, c'mon
Yeah, c'mon, c'mon
Break break down
Gotta get control
Roll roll roll along
Steady breakin' me on down
Roll roll roll along
Break break down
Gotta get control
Roll roll roll along
Steady breakin' me on down
Roll roll along

It'll break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday crucial situation wrackin' my mind
Tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it
Forget it
Forget it

I've been feelin' like you're breakin' me down
Kickin' me around
Stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out and let me
Release some stress (stress)

Don't ever wanna feel no pain (pain)
Hoping for the sun
But it looks like rain (rain, rain, rain)
Oh, i just wanna maintain

Yeah, when you feel the pressure's on
But nevertheless
Krayzie won't fall
It's over
It's endin' here, here

[Chorus]

I do like this song and upto now, especially now that Mr.X and I are well seeing each other once again, the feelings which I have had a hard time erasing from memory are once again back with just one smile from him...I can't explain myself and people may think I'm crazy but I can't help feeling the way I do...can you? if you were in my place?...
to my friend...hang in there...we'll be here for you to cheer you up and even to cry with you if you want...take care and don't cry too much...

Sweet


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wow I wasn't expecting that John and I would have the same results on the test.hehehe anyway,I'll just make this short coz you know its finals week and unlike some people there who got lucky, I have to take the ES 18 test tomorrow...God bless to all...

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Well I haven't had enough of this blog thing...Lulubusin ko na ang pag blog coz I might not be able to blog for a long time again. As I was reading Adrian's dream story, I thought, hey I had that dream too. In fact I had it lots of times and as I go to school, I feel very happy and at the end of the day, in spite of the grave pressure of tests especially in physics, I still feel fulfilled and contented. But sometimes its also frightening coz I'd dream of one of my close guy friends and it got me thinkng, do I have feelings for this person? What's worse is that it makes me feel awkward the following day if I bump into him. Well just keep posted coz I'll be ending this soon coz I still have to attend our Batch elections...till then...

HI to JEFF....

This was supposed to be my blog two days ago, but since my computer is at it, well here goes nothing…read on…

My day was quite fair. As usual, my energy was drained by the end of the day. Spent most of my free time either at the VOT or at the canteen. I attended mass this morning because its Ash Wednesday. Meaning, fasting and abstinence should be practiced. I wonder what I’d be abstaining….John bangka us with some donuts and together with Maia, Adrian and two other people I forgot the names, I laughed my heart out. Imagine, Adrian kept on telling Maia and me that girls have 3 mouths…Just think what the other two are. I really wasn’t expecting Adrian, the monk, to be that GREEN. He should hang-out with our Physics Lab teacher Mr. John Liwag. My classmates in could really relate to this especially Jeriel (hope I got the spelling right). Anyway, Nin, hope you won’t be offended by this coz its merely a keen observation.

Let’s talk about Lent. I have to admit; I’m really trying to be a practicing Catholic. If possible, I’d also practice fasting like eating only twice a day during Wednesdays and Fridays. I told my friend Mackie, to abstain from smoking and drinking. It turned out to be a challenge. Basically, we are challenge to overlook our bodily desires and try to nourish our souls with our acts of mercy. So anyway, like what the Dada told us this morning, we should not feel sad but instead rejoice. We should beautify our souls and contemplate on the life and works of Christ.

The SSC elections will be on Friday and I’m still not sure who to vote for president. Some of my batch mates asked me why I didn’t run as one of the councilors. Well, I want to get involved in school activities but in campus politics, not a chance. Campus politics in USC is quite dirty, even dirtier than mud. Imagine, two parties hold grudges against each other. Our teacher in History 17, Mr. James Uy, told us that Filipinos are politically immature. It holds true and its absolutely visible in our own campus. I’m quite disappointed because I used to think that students would think more deeply and would probably be more logical and reasonable in electing the officers for the student government. Well, it would be them not me who would regret in the end if they choose the wrong candidates.

I only caught a glimpse of my happy thought this morning. He was a coward today…Maia knows what I mean…

At last I'm able to update my site. Can't get through at home coz my pc would hang up everytime i get online...Anyway, Leslie and Kimberly is with me. Just finished eating lunch at GENES?! iI'll probably make this short....Tomorrow's gonna be the most awaited day! Judgement day for me.... By the way, belated Happy Birthday to CANDACE. Sorry wasn't able to greet you coz, I'm out of load for my phone. Can't text or call....No budget yet...CUTE SI KIM...ingn cya...hehehe....I'd really like to play billiards right now but unfortunately the pool house is packed...Finally, Congratulations to Comp E batch 2006 for winning the game against batch 2004 early this morning.... And good luck for this afternoon's championship....

Hi Les, Kim, Andy, Francis Eronico, Emmans, Philip and MUST BE THE MANNY!

I'm trying to think of ways to, you know make this site more informative and inventive...I just talked with my cousin Tsai a couple of hour ago..she's into a bit of DILEMMA hehehe...anyway, tomorrow's monday and well another week of whirlwind...well I'm really looking forward to Wednesday coz we're gonna be eating out at ILA PUTI. I wonder who won the basketball game between CE and COMPE... It's raining outside and well its a lonely rainy night...I have a question to everyone....How will you be able to differentiate infatuation from love?I mean, I don't believe at love at first site...but if someone stared at you and he/she happens to be gorgeous, would that have an effect on you?

here's something that might interest you...

HOROSCOPE

If your birthday is between......
>
>December 23rd~ January 1st = Red January 2nd ~ January 11th = Orange
>January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink
>February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue February 9th ~ February 18th = Green
>February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown February 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua
>March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime March 21st = Black March 22nd ~ March 31st =
>Purple April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver April
>21st ~ April 30th = White May 2st ~ May 14th = Blue May 15th ~ May 24th =
>Gold May 25th ~ June 3rd = Cream June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey June 14th ~
>June 23rd = Maroon June 24th = Grey June 25th ~ July 4th = Red July 5th ~
>July 14th = Orange July 15th ~ July 25th = Yellow July 26th ~ August 4th =
>Pink August 5th ~ August 13th = Blue August 14th ~ August 23rd = Green
>August 24th ~ September 2nd = Brown September 3rd ~ Septemeber 12th = Aqua
>September 13th ~ September 22nd = Lime September 23rd = Olive September
>24th ~October 3rd = Purple October 4th ~ October 13th = Navy October 14th ~
>October 23rd = Silver October 24th ~November 11th = White November 12th ~
>November 21st = Gold November22nd ~ December 1st = Cream December 2nd ~
>December 11th = Grey December 12th~ December 21st = Maroon Decmeber 22nd =
>Teal
>
>------------------*RED*------------- You are the cute and lovable type, You
>are picky but always in love...and likes being loved. Fresh and cheerful,
>but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people, nice, soft and they can
>love you for the way you are. Likes people who are easy to talk to and can
>make you feel comfortable.
>
>--------------------*CREAM*------------ Competitive and sportive. Don't
>like losing and always cheerful! You are trustworthy, and very out going.
>You choose love carefully and don't fall in love easily. But once you find
>the right one, you don't let go for a long long time.
>
>---------------------*TEAL*------------- You are mostly interested in your
>looks and have high standards in picking love. You think and make a
>solution precisely and hardly make stupid mistakes. You like to lead and is
>easy for you to make new friends.
>
>---------------------*GREY*--------------- You are attractive, and active.
>You never hide your feelings and express everything that's inside. But can
>be selfish at times. You want to be noticed, and don't like to be treated
>unequally. You can brighten up people's day. You know what to say at the
>right time, and you have a good sense of humour.
>
>----------------------*GREEN*------------- You get along well with new
>people. You are not really a shy person, but sometimes you can hurt
>people's feelings by your words...You like to be loved and noticed by your
>lover, but mostly you are single waiting for the right person.
>
>
>----------------------*GOLD*-------------- You know what's right and what's
>wrong for you. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find
>the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to
>fall in love again for a long time.
>
>
>----------------------*PINK*-------------- You are always trying your best
>in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not
>easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for the sort of
>romantic love only found in fairytales.
>
>---------------------*YELLOW*----------------- You are sweet and innocent.
>Trusted by many people, and have a strong leadership role in relationships.
>You make good decisions and make the right choices at the right time. You
>dream of a romantic relationship.
>
>--------------------*MAROON*---------------- You are intellegent, and know
>what's right. You like to make things go your way, which can sometimes
>cause trouble for not thinking about other people's feelings. But you can
>be patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold of the right
>person, it's hard for you to find a better love.
>
>---------------------*ORANGE*------------ You are responsible for your own
>actions, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals you look
>towards, and are competitive. When it comes to friendships, you find it
>hard to trust someone, but once you find the right friend, you trust them
>for ever.
>
>----------------------*PURPLE*------------ You are mysterious, never
>selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy
>depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act
>stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for people who are
>trustworthy.
>
>
>-----------------------*LIME*------------- You are calm, but easily
>stressed out. You get jelous easily, and complain over little things. You
>can't get stuck into one thing,but you have a capable personality for
>everyone to trust you and like you.
>
>-------------------*SILVER*--------------- You are imaginative and shy, but
>you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn
>things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your love life is usually hard and
>confusing.
>
>--------------------*BLACK*--------------- You are challenging, and have
>the "guts". But you don't like changes in your life. And once you make a
>decision, you keep it that way for a long time. Your love life is also
>challenging, and different.
>
>---------------------*OLIVE*---------------- You are warm and light
>hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and family. You don't like
>violence and know what's right. You are kind and cheerful and don't envy
>other people easily.
>
>---------------------*BROWN*------------- You are active and sportive. It's
>hard for other people to get close to you, but you fall in love easily. But
>once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as
>well.
>
>---------------------*BLUE*-------------- You have low self-esteem and are
>very picky. You are artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your
>love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart.
>
>
>--------------------*NAVY*---------- You are attractive, and love your
>life. You have a strong feeling towards everything and are very easily
>distracted. Once you get angry at someone, its hard for you to forgive
>them.
>
>-----------------*WHITE*---------------- You dream and have goals in your
>life. You get jealous easily and you don't react to things easily. You are
>different and sometimes thought of highly by others.
>
>---------------------*AQUA*----------- Your feelings change suddenly and
>easily. You are always lonley, and like travelling. You are truthful, but
>listen and believe other people too eaily. It's hard to find love for you,
>and get lost in love easily. Sometimes you also get hurt by love.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!

Well, it was such a crazy day for everyone...for me, though, it was a pretty NORMAL day...Just a day, just an ordinary day.Just trying to get by..sounds familiar? Gary was pretty depressed...Everyone was really you know, up for it...It was so crazy during our Comp E 221 class...lots of serenading men popping here and there giving flowers...For those who go to TC, you know what I mean.
To make this day, WONDERFUL toot2 gave me such I big smile today that I almost melted...Bernice, I'll fill you in nalang if we could get to hang-out again...Maybe Bernz, you could join us coz we're planning to watch Two weeks notice...Hope you could tag along...
Have to make this short coz have to get some sleep...by the way, I'm proud to tell everyone that I designed the bulletin board for VOT.hehehe Anyway, hi to candy...
mangks, apple_pay, bosley, john, bill, leslie, deanne, angelie, adrian,jr and all those who visit my site...keep on reading...

Wow, just finished editing my article for the nth time now...My editors think its quite long daw! If I'll shorten it pa, the good part would be deleted! Tried my best...Anyway...The day was okay, I guess. There's just this one person who really somehow made me stop and think, is tooot angry with me... We met at the corridor but tooot didn't even smile....I feel guilty already...What can I say, can't please everybody all the time...Went through several sites and just wondering who MALDITA is....Tsai, is that you?
We had to ditch our DE class coz another meeting needed our presence...Good thing the 1-3 years are present or Bosley would have had enough....Anyway...Its almost 12 midnight and I want to be the first one to greet my close friend Ivy a very happy birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BYANG!I miss you na....
So, are you people looking forward to friday?hehehe I bet while reading this line, Maia's making faces....Yuck!hehehe Well what better way to spend the Love Day than to engage yourself with lots of studying! Shocker... We are up for three quizzes on Friday...The teachers don't have any ounce of mercy! Mai, its time for your CAREER thingy...Have to copy pa d i some notes for physics coz I was really sleepy while listening to Mr. Cabrera's lecture...I regret not having to drink some coffee before physics...
Have to go coz I'm really, really tired and sleepy already...

hey there! si maia ni nag samuk-samuk sa blog ni vanessa! hmmm what do i look for in a man?????? you asking me that adrian?????? welll........ there's more that i can see than you think i could not see :p Like.... tooot and tooot and toooot ambut lang you discover that meaning na lang heheheh you may think I'm looking at your face and talking with you pero .... hehehehe think again????? think twice???? how about thinking one more time????? before you talk to me think if your face has nothing on it, there's nothing in between your teeth or just a simple speck on your shirt. hmmmmm.... now you know.... friends jud ta kay i told you that na but truthfully ang SHOES jud ang makapa second look naku sa guy. And it wouldn't hurt kung maayo siya manina, not kanang extravagant basta he knows how to carry his clothes mura ikaw ba hahahahahaha LEEEFFFFFFF!!!!!!! uyyyy hapit na si adrian ma ka crush ng bayan!


This us VAN now...c maia wla gyud makuntinto sa iyang own blogspot kay ninghirit pa gyud sa akong site...me? well, i know na when I'm talking to someone specially the opposite sex, I can't look someone in the eye gyud...but beware kay if that person is not looking....I'll probably check out his EYES...`BY ADONIS...CLEAVAGE DAW!Imagine....a guy is sort of giving you too much attention but in reality they're just checking out your BOOBS...heheheheuy c BOOBS naabot ako blog...hehehehe anyway, back to business...Btaw Adrian...Honestly, I try not to be so judgemental over what I see coz I end up feeling guilty....Well, it would be an extra point for the guy if he is good looking, meaning....He's neat and as what MAIA said....KNOWS HOW TO CARRY HIMSELF...dli sad kanang HAMBOG kau...nice sad if he is thoughtful.... :p How about you...What do you look for in a girl...Basin makapasar mi ni Maia...Maybe makapasar sad sa imong standards c F***....

It’s 10:19 pm and I’m having a hard time getting online…. ”Patience is a Virtue.” Well I’m trying so hard to be patient…
Maia and I talked a little while ago and well you know how crazy we could get just by a mere idea. (Finally I’m online) So anyway, we were talking about our dear friend John. I know its kinda not our business but you know John, even though you’re a guy and well obviously, I’m a girl, but still I could say that “been there, done that” sorta thing. It’s just that, well sometimes no matter how much we want to be with that person, he/she is just not the one destined for us to be with. I have finally accepted that fact after having gone through all those moments of insecurity and even self-pity. But don’t ever think that you’re not good enough just because the other party didn’t like you…One thing I have learned from my wonderful friend maia, “It’s not your loss, it’s his/hers!” And besides, there's still a lot of possible honies just roaming round the campus waiting to be discovered...Right mai? By the way, I'd like to tell acknowledge the efforts of our greatly missed friend BERNICE for visiting my site... Berns, if I could only tell you everything that's happening in school right now, you'd be surprised at what I'm gonna reveal to you...but then again, its not my secret to tell...I'd better keep my mouth zipped before I cause anybody trouble... I'll try to find the poem I promised John...
Take care friends most especially those who think they're cute....hehehehe here fishy fishy....
And just so everybody know, I really really really miss my bestfriend...Ivy...I hope and pray she's doing well in school...
And hi also to my cousin CRYSTAL...email you soon...
Good Night and God bless to all...

Wow its like forever to get me to update...I thought of a lot of things to blog but right now my mind is blank...We're having lunch here in Avalon while waiting for our turn to be interviewed...By the way, Happy 22nd Birthday to my ever beautiful cousin Denise...She's 22 but she still acts like we're of the same age...Correct?hehehe and Happy Birthday also to my friend Charles.Haven't seen him for quite sometime na...our food's been served so have to go...Promise, I'll blog again...soon....have a happy weekend peeps...

GOT THIS FROM CANDYMAG AND I'D REALLY APPRECIATE SOME REACTIONS PEEPS!!!

What You Didn't Know

Ask a guy to paint a picture of the girl of his dreams and the words "simple" and "funny" will definitely come up. But you'll be surprised to learn that there are lots more to the "simple-and-funny-girl" answers. One guy shares the other five things you never thought guys loved about girls.

Get Ready, Get Set, Get Dirty
In high school, I knew a lot of girls who belonged to the soccer team. Mind you, these girls were not just trying to get a serious tan. They really loved playing the game. Every Saturday morning, they'd walk onto the field with their shin-guards and spikes, their hair tied in neat ponytails while the boys would be cheering from the bleachers. At the end of every match, these girls would walk back to the sidelines—all muddied up and sweaty after a good game of in-your-face football. "Those girls rocked," recalls Dan, 23.

Don't miss the point, though—it's not the dirt we like but girls who are not afraid to get dirty. It definitely adds to a girl's charm when she can see beyond the grub and grime, and just have fun trying out new things.

The Girl, the Gourmet, and the Closet Gourmand
You might have been told that guys love girls who are slender and fit. What you will probably never be told, however, is that the better picture guys have in their heads are girls who are slender and fit—and are holding a ton of chocolate bars in one arm and a bucket of KFC in the other. "I love girls who can really eat," Noel, 19, says. "None of that 'I'm-gonna-break-my-diet' strain."

You Don't Say
Ever get into a situation where the group is stalled because nobody can decide what to do or where to go? If you have, then you know that it always ends up with someone suggesting one thing and everybody giving it a go. Next time that happens, try being the one to speak up. They'll thank you for it. Who know, you just might catch someone's attention—maybe even someone's fancy.

It's really admirable It's really admirable when a girl can speak her mind and take control. During arguments or petty fights with your boyfriend, when he asks you, "What's wrong?" he really wants you to speak up—so please have mercy on the guy and spare him the silent treatment. Guys can be accused of not listening. Sometimes, though, it's because we really don't have anything to listen to.

Beyond the Blah, Blah, Blah
Guys are beginning to realize that girl power is a very real phenomenon. Now, more than ever, guys are pressured to stay on top of things and not be outdone by girls. But I have to tell you—guys enjoy talking to smart girls. Don't be afraid to hurt our egos by dominating the conversation with stuff you know. We like that. A quick warning, though, don't overdo it lest you make us feel too dumb and unconsciously create friction. The point is simply this: if you know what you're talking about, then go right ahead. We promise to listen, and be awed in the process.

Got to Save the World
Too many people lament over the nothingness of their schedules or their loss of identity as school and relationships take over their life. In reality, there are just so many things to do out there. Things that can help in your personal growth... and in the process, help you earn admiration from your peers.

You know you've got it all wrong when your world revolves around only one person (e.g., your boyfriend). You're missing out on countless other possibilities for growth. You're on the road to dependency, which really doesn't do much for your coping skills in case the road ends for both of you. Go out and make yourself useful—plant a tree, volunteer to poll watch, or join an org. The rewards go beyond compliments and a dazzling resumé; you also discover the priceless reward of self-growth.

Well, its almost 10 and I haven't started on my compe 221 lab. My brother used the laptop researching about his investigatory project. Well, I wasn't sure if I was relieved or I was pissed off that our quiz in Physics was postponed on Wednesday!Prolonging the agony....Any way, I'll have to make this short coz I'm really running out of time.
Just a reaction to John's blog....Sometimes I cannot help but try to understand other people's feelings coz for me its the only way to accept whatever circumstance I'll be facing. It also serves as a way of being patient. I'll have to go deeper on that next time... On love, as of the moment, the only thing I could do is wait. Wait for that someone to realize that the girl he has been longing for all this time is just right in front of him....He has to realize it all by himself....Right Mai?
Just want to say hi to my cousin Therese!I miss you na....By the way,thanks apple_pay!How bout you, when are gonna let us see your site?
Nyt nyt everyone...Hope you'll have the sweetest dream ever...Just tell me all about it tomorrow and maybe, we'll be able to interpret it....

I'm here at home, trying to finish my article on Witchcraft. I don't know why it interests me so much. But don't you worry coz I'm not going to practice coz it would really contradict my beliefs. So anyway, when I got home I was shocked to know that our neighbor died yesterday morning. She was such a nice old lady. She was always nice to me. She had cancer in the liver. May she rest in peace.

I called Maia a while ago and she was watching smallville. There goes the smallville mania again. Mitch tells me I'm sorta like chloe but not a chloe look-a-like. We have similarities I think. hehehehe.... Im going to attend the SPP(Student Power Party's) meeting this afternoon. Still haven't decided if I'm going to run for councilor. What do you think? Should I consider the challenge?

here's a song I really like the first time I heard it....

STEPHEN SPEAKS LYRICS

"Passenger Seat"
I look at her and have to smile
As we go driving for a while
Looking nowhere in the open window of my car
And as we go the traffic lights
Watch them glimmer in her eyes
In the darkness of the evening

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

We stop to get something to drink
My mind pounds and I can't think
Scared to death to say i love her
Then a moon peeks from the clouds
Hear my heart that beats so loud
Try to tell her simply

That I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

Oh and I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

Oh and I know this love grow

Oh I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat

By the way, Happy New Year to all the Chinese people....
Hope you'll have a promising year ahead of you!