You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.

You know that love isn't like a greeting card…

Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.



You are the best of both worlds

Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.

Almost any guy can find balance with you.




Are You Romantic or Realistic? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You Guy May Be Playing With You!

He could be playing around - or maybe he's just playing games.

Either way, your guy is sending you mixed signals…

And leaving you confused about his love for you.

It's time for you to do some major recon … and see what he's up to.




Is He a Player? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

I typed some stuff a minute ago and I practically closed the window. My brother is watching my bestfriends wedding again...nice movie...I especially like the song "the way you looked tonight". I'm not sure if that's the correct title of the song... Anyway, I'm trying to improvise our GUI for our calculator program... Many of you might think I'm such a nerd or something but guys won't you ever feel guilty that someday you'll fail because you just didn't do anything to prevent it before it happened??? That's just my problem, I easily feel guilty...is it a problem??? Anyway, about this love thingy almost everybody is infected with, I'm just happy that everybody is happy. Well if not everybody then at least the people I'm close to. I'm glad to share to you that me and my HT are well, getting a bit closer???? hehehe...I see him everyday, yet I still look forward to tomorrow...So meaning, dli gyud ko mapul.an??? Took this quiz and here's my result...

You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite

No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love

You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet.

You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic… give it time.

Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait.




Are You Ready for Marriage? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Just finished making my last portfolio for our ECE lecture. We still haven’t finished our project in ComE. And well our power supply still lacks the capacitor coz we haven’t computed for it. Basically, I don’t know how. Gosh, can’t believe I’m living this life… I know I didn’t ask for any of this to happen but you know what, the most unexpected things happen to me. I can’t write them all here coz some people would probably have a clue by now who I’m always talking about. If not then its much better left unknown. If I could only replay everything that happened I would probably go over it again until I got bored. Sometimes I think I’m dreaming but then everything is real, so real that I prayed that time would just freeze. A romantic fool such as me is so easy to please. And the most fun part of my weekend was when we (Trina, Feona, Jessa, Freedom, Leslie and I) spent the night at Deanne’s house. We had to wait for the power to turn on coz before I got there, it was brownout. So we played ice breaker and I learned lots of things and understood mostly how these girls are. The only thing I could say is that I’m lucky to have known them. I can’t stop smiling… My jaws hurt… I’m planning to change my template again coz lots of people asked me why I have a huge butterfly in my site wherein it’s Deanne’s favorite thing in life…Sorry D, had to borrow your butterfly for a short time…hehehe…I’m glad that you blogged again…

It's still 5:52 am and like I slept at about 3:45 am! Can you ever call that sleep???hehehe...I'm here at Deanne's trying to be a genu\ius in figuring out how to make the amazing calculator...Unfortunately, I'm not that brilliant...but we had fun last night coz while waiting for the electricity to come back we played icebreaker...uy!knew lots of secrets last night and well share a couple myself....My mind's still blank and my eyes' very puffy...well have to take a bath coz I'm off to school by 7:30...Hi to all the people of the internet world...Hi to my HT...assuming he'd visit my site...hope we didn't wake you up last night coz we were practically talking about you the whole night...

Im back once again just taking a glimpse at things since I'm quite full of things to do...I actually have to go to Deanne's place to spend the night there to make our CompE project and then in the morning, I'm off to school to meet with my groupmates for another project for our ECE 312...Gosh, I wonder when this ends... Anyway, as for all the tags in my tagboard here's my reply...

Kelem: sendi ko through email sa lyrics sa Itsumo, its vanelin13v@yahoo.com. Hope to see you soon kay miss talking to you...

About the touch thingy:
Based from my recent experiences, it really makes me happy if my HT "accidentally" touches my hand or brushes his should on my shoulder or touches my arm etc... but sometimes it frightens me coz I think because of this, I'm becoming a bit conscious and assuming...I don't like the feeling...Anyway...that's all for now kay have to research pa....take care and God bless to all...

to those waiting in vain:

"Good things come to those who wait."
It might not be the one you're waiting but it may be much better....

This day is one of the most tiring days of my life. I’m not in the mood to do anything and it would seem that I’m trying so hard to laugh and smile when behind that is a very pissed off girl. It wasn’t that bad in the morning. But during our ECE 312 class, I almost blew my top coz my seatmate kept on bugging me. He’s making comments and trying to get me into a conversation in the middle of Sir Dacs discussion really is annoying. He is trying so hard to get my attention. Gosh… Right then and there I wish I could disappear or put a barrier between him and me. And then there goes my group mates in ECE… They don’t seem to care that we still haven’t decided who will report what… I mean they’re so lax and well may be I’m too agitated over the whole thing but they don’t consider the fact that almost all of us are failing this subject… The one person who made me feel better was Leslie. Mommy Les, I know that you might be wondering how and why but when we walked around ayala and me doing the thing we talked about made me feel better… Fame made me realize that these things would just pass by if you get your mind over what’s pissing you off. Anyway, that’s about it… Have to study Clipper and Clamper and Voltage Multiplier…

I have made a very crucial decision... I have to quit dance club in order for me to give way to some vital clubs which would be important someday... I have to tell my moderator first coz it wouldn't probably right to just stop attending....hay...i already finished doing my portfolio...Mommy les, have something to ask you...later nalang coz its way personal...magkatawa tingali ka ani...anyway...have to go coz we're about to eat lunch...unfortunately, the pc my lola promised was not intended for me. I guess I have to buy my own... Maybe I'll get a job or something...What do you think?

I'm here at Jungle web with fame, leslie and deanne finishing off our applets and our documentation for our project...anyway,I'll make this short...

Well I have to say that never a day that passes by that at the end of the day, I'll be left with a huge smile on my face...

Im browsing through the API here in my aunt's house. I decided to go online for this since my laptop is still with my cousin Daping. Anyway, the box that my aunt from Portland sent already arrived so that means, hopefully she's gonna send the pc over. Anyway, gotta make this short since I still have lots of programming to do... take care peeps...

NEVER HAVE I FALLEN

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

- Rex A. Williams -

I'm kinda tired trying to fix the problems of my laptop... I know I have to be contented having a computer but the components in this stuff is limited. I have to settle for now... Anyway, about what I posted last Saturday, I think we just need someone to share our pains and loneliness... We need someone to at least suffice the things that somehow make us incomplete... Someone who could cover up all our flaws...Anyway, this weekend is really a busy one....Aside from a whole lot of chores to be done, have lots of pending projects, reports and studying to do... so goodbye for now....

How True Is Your Love


Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing
and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her,
am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, i t's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love,
because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her
makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things
for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart,
and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE .

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain
and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others,
but stay with her faithfully without regret??
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it
wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MS.VICTORIE MAIA C. DONSEN...

I know that its your birthday but I still can't help but feel really happy today...I'm happy for you because, as far as anyone is concerned, basing from the first day I've met you, you really have changed into this one great person...You have grown mai..You changed...And upto now I still can't believe that you became one of my closest friends ever...There's never gonna be anyone like you mai, your one of a kind...I'll always be here for you my friend...Love you mai...char...hehehe

Pasensyai lang ko ha kay upto now, dako lang ghapn au ko ngisi...sakit na gani ako jaw...mommy les, you know wat I mean...

here are my test results:


Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?



Do you need a boy/girl friend now?


What's your usual [mood]?


Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

Thank God for a wonderful day...God bless you all...

I know you might be shocked because here I am changing my template again. I was browsing the blogskins archives yesterday and found tons of cool templates.. Anyway, I was supposed to change it into something yellow but it didn't work out... So here I am, going butterfly...hehehe

Pwede i move and classes coz I really don't want to go to school tomorrow...

Hey guys our intramurals is almost over and that means we’ll be back to sucking up to our teachers and banging heads once again.

Congratulations to the Engineering Pop Jazz dancers…It really was an awesome performance…

I’m once again stuck here at home doing the laundry. I tried to study last night but ended up answering only the EE 311 assignment. I don’t know if I have the correct answers though. Anyway, I haven’t registered for the 2004 elections yet. It turned out that they need a copy of your birth certificate and a 2x2 recent picture. Maybe this coming Thursday, hopefully I could visit the comelec and get myself registered. I can’t believe I painted my nails…hehehe

There’s going to be a lot of exams next week. And not to mention we still haven’t gotten the chance to report in ECE 312… I told Leslie yesterday while we were eating that I’m not so excited to go back to school next week because we are so loaded with quizzes and reports. Its so tiring even just to runt through your head all the things you needed to do. Its almost the “ber” months… Still need some financial thing coz with my phone bill to pay; I can’t quite save for the holidays. I have to think of alternative ways to come up with money…

Hey guys don’t forget that on September 5th, someone special is turning a year older and wiser…hehehe…guess who?

Yesterday, I had to bail out right away after the closing event since I have this awful hypertension… And looking back at what I ate during lunch I think it was because of the diet coke… So I was just wondering, which is more acidic? Diet coke or Regular coke?

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry
when I'm making up my mind

Took these lyrics from the song “The Remedy” by Jason Mraz… It kinda has an effect on most of people’s love situation right now. I have to admit that I can’t help thinking about things, which are so impossible to happen. Anyway, I know most of you are so sick of reading love stuff and it might be boring you by now but this is the only way we, the SI’s (super inspired), could express how we feel through writing or through our individual web sites. Well okay, today we’ll talk about other things…

The other day I visited my neighbor to get my pedicure and manicure. We were chatting coz you know, most manicurist have lots of vital information to share… So while we were talking, our other neighbors were screaming their heads off fighting over something I know nothing of. Anyway, it sounded like they were going to kill each other coz they really sound angry and they were talking so loud and they were very vulgar. Good thing the rain poured down and ended their vicious argument. Am I really in the right neighborhood??? I know those of you who are fortunate enough to live in subdivisions won’t be experiencing this heart-breaking situation. I asked my manicurist if these fights happened before and guess what she said there never was a day that passed by that there weren’t any fights. She added that for them, it was nothing out of the ordinary. She just laughed at my astonished reaction. It seemed as if these people needed somewake up call or something…How could they let their children play in this kind of neighborhood? So aside from that, what really made me tick off a bit was that she commented on the kind of course I was taking. She told me how unfortunate it is that I did not go into nursing school… I was polite to say that I really didn’t intend to be a nurse and that it didn’t include my interests. You see, when I took the entrance test in USC and UP, I opted for the course Accountancy and fortunately passed in both exams landing in the top 50 slots. But then my aunt discouraged me to take up accountancy because she said most graduates were unemployed. And so I took my second choice, which was computer engineering in USC since if I wanted to go to UP, maybe I have to take another test since it is a quota course. My manicurist with all her sweet-talking seemed to come to a point wherein she was belittling these women who are not nurses. I was really this close to blowing my top. But then I kept my cool coz after all she was just telling me her opinion on the subject. Its just that nursing isn’t the only profession where in a person could be successful most especially in acquiring money for your family. And besides she would not understand that I do not want to be a nurse but I want to be a lawyer and both are two totally different things. Maybe I’m too ambitious but that’s who I want to become. Even my HT tried to talk me into shifting to nursing… What’s the big deal? Its not like I can’t do the things that guys can do. Well except for some “you know”. Anyway, girls what do you think? Don’t we have the right to be what ever we want to be? Are our families not going to be proud of us if we don’t become nurses but engineers instead? I maybe making this a big deal but it just is so tiring to hear people condemn me for not taking up nursing. Its so frustrating how they can’t understand that I’m just not born to be a nurse… So anyway, tag me your opinion on this matter coz I’m confused right now…

Facts Of The Day
A Doppelgänger also Doppleganger comes from the German word meaning 'double walker', a ghostly double or counterpart of a living person. The belief that each person has an identical 'twin' somewhere, though they are unrelated, is a very ancient one.

here are your weekly horoscope from brainshare.com.ph

ARIES
(Mar. 21- April 19)
You'll be able to discuss your ambitions with your mate. Try not to use emotional blackmail; it will only make matters worse. A lot has changed and so have you. You may become rundown if you take on too much.



TAURUS
(Apr. 21- May 21)
Home improvement projects will run smoothly. Your pursuits may end up being fruitless. Get into some activities that will help you in making new friends. Try to keep any mood swings under control; they may result in alienation.



GEMINI
(May 22-June 21)
You might find added popularity with those around you this week. You'll be angry if those you live with aren't pulling their weight. Take care of your personal needs. Debates will stifle passion and result in estrangement.



CANCER
(June 22-July 22)
Keep your wits about you and be sure that you can trust those you confide in. You might have some problems balancing your books. Don't overextend yourself in order to add luxury items to your entertainment center. Don't push your luck with your boss.



LEO
(July 23-Aug 22)
Back off if you want to keep the relationship intact. Love can be yours if you get out and about. You can work in conjunction with those in the know in order to get to the bottom of any pending issue. Your outgoing nature will surprise others this week.



VIRGO
(Aug. 23 -Sept. 23)
You may be tempted to spend too much on entertainment or luxury items. You can make amends by taking them somewhere special. Romance will be yours if you get out and do things in large groups. Your emotions may get the better of you.



LIBRA
(Sept. 24 -Oct. 23)
You may find that your family responsibilities are piling up. Mingle with individuals who are established and can give you some serious insight into business and future trends. Your unique contribution to the organization will enhance your reputation. Don't let children or elders put demands on your time.



SCORPIO
(Oct. 24 - Nov. 22)
You need more space for the whole family. You'll have amazing ideas, but superiors may try to block your attempts at implementing them. Keep your ears open, especially to those who care about you. Your emotions may be hard to control if your mate is forcing you to undergo drastic alterations in your relationship.



SAGITTARIUS
(Nov. 23 -Dec. 21)
Romantic relationships could be under pressure. Your ideas may be good, but they aren't necessarily right for everyone. Good friends will give you honest answers. Be prepared to have relatives or close friends introduce you to new and exciting individuals.



CAPRICORN
(Dec 22.- Jan. 20)
Be aware of any deception on the part of those you deal with. Try making some changes to your appearance and your attitude that will reinforce just that. Your lover may not under stand your needs so you must figure out a way to communicate them. Opportunities for romance are present.



AQUARIUS
(Jan. 21 -Feb. 19)
You can get into self awareness groups or look into physical enhancement programs. Deceit around you is evident. You won't have to look for the action. Travel will be fun and entertaining.



PISCES
(Feb. 20-Mar. 20)
Do the necessary chores and then do things that please you. Make sure all of your travel and driver's documents are in proper order. You need more space for the whole family. The great outdoors will allow you to teach youngsters some of the things you learned when growing up.

Just arrived home and I’ve decided to well edit my template and just surf the net…nothing much to do here at home coz the tv programs aren’t that interesting. Anyway, even though Deanne didn’t win the Ms. Intramurals, but I’m still proud of her coz she really did her best out there. The judges must have gone blind or something… After the cheerdance competition we went to Deanne’s place to eat lunch and I was really full. The desert was super... I don't know why I feel so depressed right now. Its seems as if I let someone down. Maybe its because of the weather...

TAURUS
(Apr. 21- May 21)
You will be a real chatterbox this week. Expect to pay more than anticipated for entertainment or other purchases. Don't expect the whole family to be overjoyed. Look into career choices and courses being offered.

Someone emailed me this...just wanted to share it with you...

When The Lord Made Woman

E J Hughes wrote:
By the time the Lord made women, he was into
his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel
appeared and said, "Why are you spending so
much time on this one?". And the Lord answered
and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not
plastic, have 200 movable parts, all
replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold three children at one
time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a
scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six
pairs off hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for
this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!", "And
that's just on the standard model?" the Angel
asked.
The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too
much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to
finish."
"But I can't!", the Lord protested, "I am so
close to finishing this
creation that is so close to my own heart. She
already heals herself when she is sick AND can
work 18 hour days. " The Angel moved closer and
touched the woman, "But you have made her so
soft, Lord." "She is soft", the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made Her tough.You have no
idea what she can endure or accomplish.
"Will she be able to think?", asked the Angel .
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to
think, she will be able to reason, and
negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached
out and touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it
looks like you have a leak with this model. I
told you that you were trying to put too much
into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord objected, "that's
a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of
expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her
disappointment, her loneliness, her grief, and
her pride."
The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius,
Lord. You thought of everything, for women are
truly amazing. "Women have strengths that amaze
men. They carry hardships, they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream. They sing
when they want to cry. They cry when they are
happy and laugh when they are nervous. They
fight for what they believe in. They stand up
for injustice. They don't take "no" for an
answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have. They
go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They
love unconditionally. They cry when their
children excel and cheer when their friends get
awards. They are happy when they hear about a
birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break
when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the
loss of a family member, yet they are strong
when they think there is no
strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart. Women come in all
sizes, in all colors and shapes. They all
drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how
much they care about you. The heart of a woman
is what makes the world spin! They bring joy
and hope. They give
compassion and ideals. They give moral support
to their family and friends. Women have a lot
to say and a lot to give.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FATIMA ANNE CENON
I’m home alone right now and well I’ve decided to try to change my template… We got a horrible quiz during our EE 312 class. I was late and well I got to the no. 8th question. Some of the questions were so far out because we haven’t discussed some of the topics included in the test yet. I don’t want to get angry at my teacher because blaming somebody for my problem results to another problem. Anyway, the day was crazy because I think the love fever is slowly spreading. Leslie told us that most stuff written in our sites are all love stuff. Well Les, can’t help it coz you know na… I’m glad Cuzn Gert went took class and forgot about my “crush”. Hehehe… Isn’t it so sad to know that even though your HT knows that you like him/her and well he/she doesn’t care at all. I mean I’d choose for him/her to react rather than be so extremely passive. Anyway, Maia got her alarm clock this afternoon. Deanne got “you-know-who’s” number. And take note, he was the one who gave it… I’m listening to “Close” by Paulo Santos… Well peeps, I'll probably make this short coz I have to copy some notes for our EE 312...

Take care and God Bless to you all!...

Words from the Wise...Please react...I need your thoughts...

"When two people love each other, they don't look at each other. Rather they look in the same direction.." - Ginger Rogers

I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…

Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...

I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…

Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...

I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…

Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...

Its like, here I go again. but les, this is different because its because of him that I feel so hopeful in my studying. I don't know what to do anymore, because I honestly want to be with him all the time. To just sit there and talk to him is really something for me. I don't expect him to like me back, I really don't coz first of all, I really don't know him right? and you know what I may seem disappointed yesterday because we were not able to talk, but then again i realized maybe it really not was my time to talk. Les, pasensya na sa akong pagka kulit over all of this.hehehe...Nabuang naman gud imo friend. Makatakod gyud c Maia...

here's another quiz just for fun...Les, I know that I shouldn't make a big deal out of this. I have realized that a long time ago. But the problem is, I can't stop thinking about him and its really driving me crazy.


You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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This was supposed to be yesterday's blog but I wasn't able to get on line because again the slow poke interent card would't go fast as in slow.....

Can you believe that we still have one major examination today??? Its really that late and how I wish that it would be disregarded, but that would probably be impractical since if we won’t have any tests or exams then where would our teacher get the basis for our grades??? My brother told me that one of my schoolmates in elementary asked how I was doing with my course and guess what, he was surprised that I survived Comp E… I admit, its hard but let me ask you this, is there such thing as an easy course? Even HRM for some people is quite a difficult course… I guess it all depends on how you deal with it and study habits would surely play a vital role in surviving. I just finished reading through Sir Robins notes and well so far, I think I’ve understood. Has anyone of you seen Naked Weapon? It’s a story of girls who were kidnapped and made into assassins. Well the story isn’t that great but the martial arts and the fight scenes are awesome… Les, Maia, Deanne; I’m sorry I still can’t tell you who my crush is since first of all I don’t want you to tease me… Assuming me… Anyway, it’s really complicated since I don’t want to end up feeling like I’m totally inconsistent. Mai, as what I have told you, I’m so indecisive. And because of this, most of the time I’d end up being so confused with how I feel. Yesterday, while I was sleeping at the canteen, I wanted to tell you and see what your reaction would be. But when I got to class while Sir Conejos went out for the deliberation, I thought may be if I won’t make a big deal out of the whole thing, may be something nice would happen… I really want to know what you think and there are instances that I wanted so much to ask your opinion about things but I guess I’m just plain coward to admit to you guys who that person is… Am I boring you? Anyway, I still haven’t decided on what to wear this Saturday… And by the way, I’m really glad that he’d be there… I’m so pathetic… Oh Well, there’s still tomorrow so chow for now…

I finally got my eyes checked this afternoon. And guess what, my right eye's grade went down to 225 but my left eye went up to 225. I have to get my lenses changed asap. I really had fun today inspite of you know cramming for our ECE 312 test... Although we really had a good study group when we hanged-out at starmart after eating lunch at Country Mall for only 28 pesos, I'm not that sure if I really got the test right. It really stirred my mind... Anyway, I have to make this very brief and quick since I still have to edit our project in REED 30 and got lots of studying/cramming to do...love you guys...especially the person who motivates me and is the reason why I'm not giving up on CompE...hehehe...

You are Pesky purple, the M&M on E. Perv.


Which M&M on drugs are you?
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What's happening to my site...its going insane...

Nothing much to blog about except that the inevitable ECE 312 exam will be tomorrow and have lots of analyzing to do...hope you like the new template...

Wow, I couldn’t believe we have finally taken our first midterm exam.
And you know what, it was a little bit easy. Well our teacher, Eng. Dioscoro Conejos Jr. a.k.a Sir June, discussed something last Tuesday, which helped us study for our test today. When I got home, my head was throbbing. Its pretty hot outside and I was like walking without an umbrella. And so, I fell asleep and I really had a weird dream. There were two sides. One was that, I was sleeping in the same position and same scene except that I was floating and I really tried to make myself wake up. It was like a force or something was playing tricks on me. Next there was the transformer burning and I really freaked out and called my brother to unplug the whole thing. But then he didn’t listen to me… I guess the transformer part was somehow connected with what happened to our trainer during our ECE 312 lab last Tuesday. Maia was quite disappointed because she practically brought lots of fuse in case of emergency but then guess what it wasn’t the fuse that burned thrice last Tuesday…it was the diode. Well it was not just one diode but three diodes. I’m not saying this because I’m proud of what happened its just that, well I felt that to be able to really grasp the learning of being an engineer, we have to experience different things, things such as your trainer burning or smoke coming out the circuit. Well anyway, we have learned that during that part of the experiment it is advisable to use only one channel of the oscilloscope. To those who are not engineering students, please bear with all of this if ever you can’t seem to relate. Its just, for me this is one the most memorable experiences in my college life. So much for the bloopers…
Once again I feel so MOTIVATED. I hope I could personally thank the person who causes this. By the way here’s the lyrics to one of Incubus songs, which I really, really like.
11 AM
Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
Forgive my indecision
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Eleven a.m.
By now you would think that I would be up
But my bedsheets shade the heat of choices I've made
And what did I find?
I never thought I could want someone so much
Cause now you're not here and I'm knee deep in that old fear
Forgive my indecision
I am only a man
Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride
Twelve p.m. and my dusty telephone rings
Heavy head up from my pillow, who could it be?
I hope it's you
And here’s another song that really touch my soul…This was sung by my cousins during my Grandfather’s burial.

"My Immortal"


I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone

Well if you want other songs, just tag them on “you know where” and hopefully I’ll try to browse the net and find them. Okidoki??? Gets???

From one of my mails….This is from someone dedicated to #4...Read on..

Maybe she's tired... she just smiled
This is my hopelessly old-fashioned style
I really don't if know she's annoyed
She can blame me if her days were destroyed
But... I'm not so sure
I never felt like this before
I'm getting tired of doing nothing
But I'm only good in dreaming
...(aaahhh! wala na koy mahunahunaang lain)

I'm trying to post some pictures but its really SLOW... Anyway, maia and I agreed to meet online but I guess she ditched me...I don't feel like going to school or in other words, I don't feel like going anywhere. Its my first day for red tide and well I'm really not in the mood to move around...I tried to review on Implicit Differentiation, Partial Differential Equations and others and it occurred to me how little I have learned from my past subjects. Gosh! Didn't quite realized how important those lessons are up until we're needed to use them for our Advance Math. I wonder where maia is... Well here is the lyrics for the song most people are singing right now...For World Peace...

Artist: Black Eyed Peas
Album: Elephunk
Title: Where is the Love? *

* first single; send corrections to the typist

what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the drama
overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only got love for your own ways
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really gone
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
with this world that we livin in, people keep on givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
where is the love?
(love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(the love) where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
..
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
now ask yourself

where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love?
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?
now sing with me ya'll (one love one love)
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)
and something's wrong with it
something's wrong with it
something's wrong with the w-w-world
we only got (one love one love)
that's all we got (one love one love)

got this from www.azlyrics.com. Try browsing their archives for the songs you want...k?

Its still quite early but my mind is like very awake. Its like I've taken tons of coffee. Anyway, Leslie asked for an update...For the first time in my entire life, I have nothing much to say. Yesterday I told Deanne I'm quite moody this week. I have noticed that I get easily irritated by just small things. Deanne told me its a sign of old age...NOOO! hehehe. I guess it has something to do with the weather and well I'm not feeling quite good this past few days coz my throat really hurts. Anyway, there's nothing much to blog except that next week, its midterms and there's a lot of catching up to do...I'll just try to update after...Ok les???

July 16, 2003
My grandma arrived from Portland yesterday afternoon but we didn’t get to see her till around seven in the evening. Got one pack of chocolates. Yum…hehehe… Anyway, I know that I got heaven three times yesterday but Mai, you know what, maybe it was really my day coz I got to talk to my other HT last night. We talked for like 10 minutes coz my dad kept on bugging me why I was still on the phone at around 11 in the evening. Gosh! Me and my big mouth… Can’t get enough “chicka” at school. I wasn’t able to do anything last night except talk to my Uncle stuff about insurance policies, car loans and more…. I guess it I would say I had my English practiced last night. I woke up with a soar throat this morning. Is that a bad thing? Or a bad sign? I’m feeling a bit restless today… Maybe because I didn’t get to sleep that well? By the way someone’s gonna celebrate her birthday tomorrow!!! I still can’t figure out how to answer the No. 49th question Sir Dacs gave me… I really don’t know what I’m gonna do this afternoon.
Right now, I'm at TAPs with Deanne. We ate lunch at 10 am. Well, I think I've figured out the ECE 312 problem. I'm just not sure if I'll be able to relate it to my classmates. Anyway, I have more pics to post but I still have to arrange it properly...one sample lang...okay???ay...dli man d i pwede ang pics diri sa taps...bati!



July 14, 2003
Today was an equally boring yet heavenly day. Got to get a glimpse of my crush this afternoon. He really is so cute and cuddly. Maia and I were just talking about how much we want to pinch his face coz he’s totally baby-faced. Anyway, I hope you don’t mind my being so overly redundant about this stuff. Its just that it really made my day a very inspiring one. I was not able to pay close attention to Sir Robin’s lecture because I was trying to finish my assignment in ES 20. Unfortunately, Sir Larida was out, so our assignment was not passed. Help, I have to answer this exercise in ECE 312 about Reversed Recovery Time graphs and explain it on Wednesday. I’ve read the book about lots of times but still I haven’t figured out how to make the graph.

I have a couple of questions and I hope you’ll tag me your answers…K?
***Is it true that it’ll take you 3 years to completely erase the feelings from your past relationship?
***How could you really tell that a person likes you without feeling too assuming?

I really pity my friend Deanne coz she feels she has no more privacy. I mean have you noticed the stuff written all over the armchairs of the rooms? I can’t believe that someone could do such a thing… I mean a certain guy defended himself that he just happens to like Deanne. Is it really the appropriate way of telling the person that you like him/her? By vandalizing almost all possible places just to let her/him know that you existed? Would you rather walk up to her/him and introduce yourself? I mean I’m just telling you Deanne’s comments about all this. She’s really bothered and distraught about the whole situation. I wish I could do something about it coz there are times wherein she feels she doesn’t want to go to school anymore. I just don’t want my friend to worry let alone be absolutely conscious of all her actions.

TO WHOEVER IT IS WHOSE VANDILIZING THE ARMCHAIRS AND FLOODING THE TAGBOARDS:

Please do Deanne and yourself a favor. End all this nonsense. Stop vandalizing the armchairs. I dare you to walk up to Deanne and introduce yourself. I guess if you’ll just be yourself and avoid pretending, Deanne would surely befriend you for whoever you are. You don’t need to hide in the shadows. I give you my word; she really is a nice person. She just wants her privacy back… That’s it… I hope you’ll think about it…Okay? God bless your soul…

Tan.awa ang middle, bulabog kaayo then ang kilid sweet kaau...ingn maia nasayop pagsabot... ang face ni cuzn gert kay murag gipaste...knsa kuwang???

matod pa ni Maia(ya ikaw nasad)nga kung kuhaun iyang face, maklaro ang superman sa shirt ni Tsia Sai...hehehe...ingn maia naunsa daw pag scan kay wla na cyay mata...LOL...linya nalng...aw wa na gyud d i...paila lang gyud na ipatangtang iya face...LOL...nangluod na cya...mai, kapuya type uy kaw cge dictate...kaw nasad kaha type...

ganahan ko ani nga pose kay chix mi tanan...hahaha...pacute pa gyud ingn maia...dli naman kinahanglan dbadibs???ang dli muagree...BAHOG NAWNG!!!(ingn Maia)

I’m supposed to blog a long time ago but it so happened that I still don’t have budget for inet card and well I’m kinda busy with school stuff and solving some love problems. But don’t get me wrong because its not my problems. My friends got problems with their boyfriends…It made me think that somehow I’m lucky not to have a boyfriend, because if I did and I went through all those dilemma, my eyes would probably be swelling and I’d probably be so “Chinita eyes” coz I’m such a cry baby. Anyway, what can I say…That’s life. To those whose hearts are broken, don’t let the pain take away the love and the hope that someday nothing will come between you and your loved one. Don’t ever resort to hating the person because it’ll only make the hurting grow even worse.
Anyway enough of those love stuff…Well, not entirely…
I was really inspired yesterday because I’ve seen my happy thought and he smiled at me…I know its such a small thing but hey, I saw him before our pre-midterm exam in Advance Math and well I was able to answer our test. After that, saw him once again at the hallway while we(Maia, Deanne, Leslie and me) were talking to our Chix Bosley… Am I easy to please or what? I don’t know why I’m attracted to him…Maia told me how odd it is that all my “HP” are from SHS-J! And well I explained to her why and I’d probably sound so unfair(there goes that word again!) but I know I am reasonable enough for my dearest friend to agree with me…Right Mai??? I guess this was the intuition I told you about that morning while walking towards the ECE dept. Remember???
I feel to lazy that I almost decided to quit Dance Club… I kept telling myself that I could live without dancing or just the mere thought of it but reality bites. My body needs to move so that I could be more efficient with the other chores I have to do. And honestly, I’d be so jealous just looking at those who dance. Got this big dream of dancing like Britney Spears! I don’t like her voice that much but her technique in dancing is really breathtaking. I know not all people could relate to this but just spare me the moment to talk about my passions in life. And my mom told me I need to lose some pounds…HOHOHO… Even my mom thinks I’m fat… Anyway…
I’m looking forward to the weekend coz I could finally get some sleep… As if I don’t get some…

We're in Avalon right now, just finished with our ES 20 class. The test in Java was ok...Wla lang mi ka gets sa English ni Sir...Those who took the test could relate...gotta go...im starving!

Halu to the Chix of TC!!!YOu know who you are....

Okay its maia again!!!! Vaaaannnn how do you like your new template its purple hehehe anyway this is just a way of saying thank you anyway nag YM ra ko at this time and at the same time revising your template anyway Im coming away with you heheheh have a nice day peeps

Hey there peeps! This is maia updating for vanessa she asked me to do it for her. Anyway si vanessa as usual gyapon. . . malipay inig kita sa iyang crush heheheheh hmmm tyt raba mi iya crush noh????? welll he's all yours van kay murag kabaw na ka sa akong mga types heheheh

wala man jud koy ma say van uy anyway hi to all the bloggers nalang :D bill assuming walay masuya nimu heheheh :D

I’m stuck here at home coz my aunts went out to buy some groceries and left the kids and that includes me to wander around the empty loft. Anyway, we were supposed to watch Charlie’s Angels this afternoon but have to pass on that one. School is really picking up the pace and well seemed pushing us to the limit. But I’m still psyched to go to school coz that’s like one step closer to my goals…And well I can’t live without my friends… Special mention to the INSIKS… And of course Leslie, Fame and Feona… Yesterday morning, I wrote some lyrics while waiting for my 830 class. Its entitled “Solace”. I’ll just blog it next time coz I forgot to copy it from VOT’s archives where I saved it. And Doyle called me last night and let me hear his new composition… It really sounds good…Even without the effect I’m sure it’ll be a big hit…
My teachers include Mr. Omapoy for REED 30-he’s okay, he really has a nice voice, because he really sang the Holy Spirit song pretty well, Engr. Dioscoro Conejos aka “Sir June” for Java 2-the funny guy who Maia and everybody else refers to as “joke joke joke!”, Engr. Larida for ES 20-finally I have understood the lesson, Engr. Walton for Circuits-the new teacher from USJR, Engr. Daculan aka “Sir Dacs” for ECE 312-Yau’s favorite teacher which he and Bill refers to as “Smile of Death” because according to them if he smiles at you then there’s only one thing he implies…YOU FAILED!, Engr. Delante for Material-the overloaded teacher who comes in 15 minutes late and dismisses us 15 minutes before the time because he has classes at UC…talk about HECTIC…, Engr. Raffiñan for our ECE lab-he’s pretty friendly and well he often talks to our group which include: Maia, Deanne and me…Those are the people who will torment my dreams when the anticipated Finals will arrive…THIRD YEAR…Another chapter of my life…
You know what’s funny, in spite of my being 19 and all, major responsibilities, heavy decisions and great expectations, I still feel like a child sometimes. It doesn’t bother me because as far as I’m concerned I’m not stepping on anyone’s shoes…Forgive me if my mood will all of a sudden change, believe me, its really hard doing lots of things simultaneously and having to make tons of decisions in just 30 seconds… At night, as soon as my head touches my pillow and I’m laying flat on my bed, I fall asleep right away. Yes, its that tiring and school really burns me up…
But mind you, I try my best not to complain… Anyway, have another crush at school…Maia knows who…hehehe…. A real inspiration coz aside from being sooo cute, he is very articulate… If you’ll ask me who it is…its my SECRET…

Can't believe we're already attending our classes...I can't believe I'm with my friends again, hanging out, feeling free again...You know what's odd, honestly I feel I have more independence when I'm with my school friends like Maia, Deanne, Leslie and Fame...And I'm thankful coz without them, up to now, I'd probably still be confused on the Fourier Series...I figured, single women like me are going scarce these days...unlike some who got hitched, I'm still on the look for Mr. Right...I read from Cosmopolitant magazine "You should not go looking for love, let love find you" is a falsity. And speaking of love, my "HT" got back with his ex. I figured he's really inlove with the girl. Well good for him...In spite of that, we still keep in touch. Actually just talked to him on the phone a few days ago. He's still his same old self. As of the moment, I'm pretty preoccupied with school, my extra curriculars, family matters which seem so impossible to solve...My cousin Gert told me I don't have time for myself...I wonder if its true coz I can't really tell. I know I'm quite busy but are all of this for my own benefit? LIFE IS SO CONFUSING! We're fully packed with "CHALLENGING" subjects this semester...Wow! WE'RE ALREADY IN THIRD YEAR!!! At last I can really feel that I am bound to be a computer engineer.

Reality bites!!! My grandpa passed away this afternoon at around 6 pm. Finally he's with his creator and I'm thankful coz at least I was able to meet him before he died. He's quite old, he's supposed to turn 94 this september. And we were supposed to visit Tacloban again to have a big birthday celebration. My mom took the 11 am supercat to ormoc. She just arrived on time. I'm not sure if we could go there for the burial coz its class days...I wish we could go...

Tomorrow's gonna be another day of hectic schedule...Gotta go...

Deanne: I'm still singing...I'm a dick...I'm addicted to you...my brother keeps on laughing at me...thanks for the fare....ako napud sunod...
Leslie: Don't forget the book...pa write nya ko cd ha...
Ipay: I haven't finalized the minutes yet...next week nalang ta magturn over...
Maia: How's dinner???hehehe...ad2 bya 2mrw...Bilib gyud ko imo gutts...nice choice of table this afternoon...I'm still craving for the mangoes...:D gosh wish I could write more...pero...SECRET dba...
Bill and Yau: Hi!!!

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I did lots of things today....I washed some clothes coz our washing machine broke down...Had to hand wash my jeans...Those are heavy stuff...Anyway, I'm proud to say that I finally cleaned my room...Got all the cobwebs away. And I found some stuff that I wrote some time ago and well I didn't realize how emotional I could get up until now... I can't believe I wrote those stuff... Mai, sorry wasn't able to accompany you to Sacred Heart...Honestly I finished cleaning my room at about 7 p.m....That's because I took some time off in the afternoon watching C.S.I. It was their marathon show and I couldn't bring myself to miss it... Tomorrow's gonna be a very busy day...Have to get tons of permits and let a whole lot of people sign...John, I just opened your email...Thanks for the calendar of activities...I'll be working on it tonight. I need your signatures tomorrow. If I can't find you, can Maia sign on your behalf???
I miss my happy thought....Maybe I'll give him a buzz next week...Take care peeps...Get some sleep coz tomorrow's gonna be schoolday officially...Reality Bites...Summer just ended....

I know I haven't been blogging since May and heck its already June. Its just that well there's nothing much to blog about. Anyway, some of my cousins including my brother will be starting school tomorrow. Me? Well, we had decided to extend our vacation. We'll be going on the 16th. Its really crazy coz I think someone is playing games with me... A certain Shane Calzada is texting me and is pretty strange how he seems to know about my love life...SIGH....Oh well, its not like he's really bothering me or anything... its just weird... I haven't seen my "happy thought" since the night we went out. Maybe he and his girlfriend got back together. Well there's nothing to say except that I'm happy for him, well I'll be happy for him, I guess... I'm looking forward to school coz I wanna be busy again...

IM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!Well I am happy today coz of a lot of things. But what I’m most happy about is that my laptop is finally restored to its origin state. The audio was repaired and so was the shutting down. I really am so happy. If I haven’t met my “happy thought” then non of this things could have happened. Next thing that made me happy is that I practically spent the rest of the afternoon together with my “HT”. We just talked and I learned so much about him. And it helped me accept the fact that may be we are just friends. At least he opened up to me and didn’t hesitate to talk. Finally, I’m going to Tacloban tomorrow. We’re taking the 4 p.m. Supercat boat to Ormoc. At last, I’d be able to see my long lost grand dad. We are supposed to be back by Monday night but my uncle wants us to stay longer. Its okay I guess as long as I’d be back on the 30th. Well his smile is still tattooed on my mind… If someone saw me at SM with this guy who’s so formal then he is my “HT”. Hehehe As I conveyed all this things that happened today to my best friend while we were talking on the phone, my cousin Monica started sing this song by Bituin Escalante which goes… “ Kung ako nalang sana ang iyong minahal, di kana muling magiisa. Kung ako nalang sana ang minahal di kana muling luluha pa…” The lyrics didn’t hit me straight up until now. He’s been through a lot since his break up with his ex and well just lending him some helping hand and some comfort… He is one of the most sensitive persons I have the good fortune of meeting… I think I’ll have a hard time sleeping tonight… I miss the TC people….

ON COURTING

What is it with guys and courting? Is it really that hard to court a girl? Well anyway, sometimes we girls don’t know where to stand when speaking of relationships coz, honestly for me the guys are the reason for our CONFUSION. Its pretty hard to be assuming something and even harder to be so DENSE about the whole thing. Is it all about the signs and the vibes? Or is it sort of a game? Like a guessing game or something? Am I making sense here? Choices, these are the things that would stimulate our minds once in a while. If you have seen “THE MATRIX RELOADED” it has tons of philosophies about CHOICES. Anyway, you might be wondering why I posted this and chose this topic right? Well I was just wondering…. Because lately, I don’t know where I stand anymore. I had a hard time choosing between FRIENDSHIP & LOVE….

People, I'm sorry for the emotional outburst. Its just lately I feel so depressed...Hope someone could cheer me up...

Well, MAI I hope you ate enough last night. Hehehe... It just made me realize how much I've missed hanging out with you guys. Anyway, slept late again last night because we had to clean up after the party. And then we had a short chika pa with my cousin Kakay. I'm glad she liked the gift I gave her. Mai, she said thanks for the gift sad daw. I thought I wasn't going to see my happy thought yesterday coz he said he won't be able to attend the party coz its also his brother's birthday, but he was here before the party started. We even have a photograph together...hehehe At least I have a remembrance.... Ipay told me I change my crush very fast. Its just that I easily let go of the feeling. I don't know why I just do. Toby is beside me right now, waiting for me to end coz he wants to play pool and battle realms. Maybe I'll let him teach me how to play battle realms. Gotta go coz I'm planning to have my picture taken for the Vot's new ID and for my plan...Mai, Pay, Bill and Yau, thanks for coming over. Hi to deanne, bernice, leslie, feona, gary and all those who visit my site....Take care peeps!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO KRISLENE KAY VALENCIA LABAY!!!

I know its kind of late but I figured I’d be up till early dawn. I’m preparing for my cousin Kakay’s debut tomorrow. Anyway, that’s not really the reason why I had this urge to blog this late. It’s because I have found the one person who is worth all the fuss of every girl I know. He’s extremely sweet and a true gentleman. I know you might say that they’re all the same coz I kept on changing my mind as to who my “happy thought” should be. But this one is totally different. Why different??? Because in spite of all the wonderful characteristic I have found in him, I’m trying to block the feeling because he’s really too good to be true. And besides, my aunts kept on reminding me not to be taken by his superficial characteristics. I wonder, where would the big “RISK” should take place? I admit, I watched the movie “The Matrix Reloaded” because of him. I mean there’s no doubt the movie was great and it gave me the chance to converse with him…. Mai, this is what my chika is all about. I wasn't able to tell it to you when I called because I was in my neighbor's house and he happened to be there. But there's a whole lot more he did that made me, well lets just say "STOP AND SIGH TO MYSELF". Well, this is the same guy I was referring to whose more qt than BIGMAC! Any way, tag me if you have anything to say to me...okies??

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GREETED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY...

Maia, If you could come here on Monday, its my cousins 18th birthday and well sort of like a late party for all those who are celebrating their birthday on the month of May. Just call me nalang okay...Anyway, I have nothing to do here but read the novel "Snow Falling on Cedars", I still can't comment on the book coz I'm still reading the first few chapters.

Deanne, maia told me your phone was snatched...wats your new number???

Bill??you still have my book about Geisha???Finish reading it??? Coz my bestfriend wants to borrow it...

I love this song, can someone sing this to me in person???

DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

QUOTY QUOTE:

Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

Why is it that this thing takes so long to update??grr....

HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY TO ALL MOTHERS….

I really had a wonderful day because I get to spend it with my family. I was able to attend mass early this morning then afterwards we went to White Gold to buy some groceries again in spite of all those groceries my aunts bought yesterday. Aunty Baggy couldn’t just get enough of shopping… Any way, I saw lots of people I know there, some of which is my brother’s friend Mark and her sister, next I saw Yao together with his parents and some high school friends. Then after we had lunch, my Popsie, Mama, Jaycon and I went to look for my cousin’s house at Tierra Grande. The rain was pouring and we really had a hard time finding the place. When we arrived home, I took my uncle’s car and drove around the village with my cousin Kristoffer. Driving is not that hard as a matter of fact, its pretty easy as long as you are focused on what you are doing.

In another matter, someone reacted to those lines from Meet Joe Black. I know its pretty striking but a lot of people haven’t realized those things yet. They still need to be reminded. Any way, I have to admit I am pretty good at words but honestly speaking, I am as afraid as anyone could be with this kind of stuff. You know, relationships and falling in love or just being in a fling of some sort. Its just that because I value friendship, I have this thing wherein I’d become such a liar to myself and a total coward of admitting how I truly feel. Then I’d convince myself that it still is not the right time nor the right person but who knows… Right? No matter how much I try to remember to grab the opportunity of doing things, there is really something that’s gonna hold me back. One word: CONFUSION….

Dug through my pile of poems and I found this one… Hope you like it!

A thousand teardrops
Poured over one heartache
The yearning, which ignited
The passion of my soul
My entire being was shaken
That I could hardly react
As a kiss from your tender lips
Made my heart rupture
Sparks fly over this rigid core
Soothing all those that is in pain
Slowly the wrath that had been buried
Was sucked out and uprooted
Drained all the way out of my veins
One hug, a kiss and your eyes
These are the things that matter most
To me they are the truth
My witness of the enchanted world
That incessantly entwines my essence
To the bliss of your heart

I wrote this last February 25th, it was written in my diary. I figured, my emotions are really strong coz I couldn’t have written this if I wasn’t at all inspired or moved by someone… I wonder who my muse was…. I wondered how I could’ve written those things wherein I haven’t experienced some of it (e.g. a kiss???).

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN KRISTOFFER KINER AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TITA DELIA GELBOLINGO

Just finished eating dinner. My cousin and I were supposed to attend this party but I declined to go coz my head really hurts. It started aching while we were having a meeting early this afternoon. This parliamentary thing really sets the atmosphere of the meeting into one that’s awfully serious. All the formalities really make my head throb. No offense to Mr. Edwin Ermac Jr. I know it’s a great way to preside a meeting. May be its because of the weather. Any way, Maia warned me last night not to go to malls; Ayala or SM, coz Metro Cebu is not SARS free anymore. I think someone already died. Well its not like I go out that often… Well anyway, as I was listening to Southborder’s “Kahit Kailan”, I felt like crying. I’m getting too emotional. Just something to ponder on… And may be react to…

Love is passion, obsession, so many can live without…
Fall head over heels, find someone you really love
and loves you the same way too…
Forget your head, mind your heart
There’s no sense in your life without this…
To make a journey and not fall in love
Try, cause if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived
Stay open, who knows, the lightening could struck.

-Meet Joe Black-

Is there a line that struck you? Well as for me, its partly true. Tag me or rather “Ride On”….hehehe….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY CONRAD LABAY AND DIGNA KINER!!!!

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Tomorrow is gonna be my Bro and my Aunt Baggy’s birthday… And we’re once again be very busy preparing for the food coz my brother is gonna have a few friends over for dinner. He even asked me if I have guests of my own but I figured they all have classes and they would probably have a problem with transportation. I was tutoring Toby yesterday and I realized that he talks funny. I mean I wasn’t expecting a kid telling a story with so much emotion and with action to go along with the change in voice if he has to. He kinda reminds of how Doyle tells a story. He is really a very inquisitive kid and so I gave him the chance to ask me any questions he wants to ask. And of all the questions in the world, he asked me what’s the meaning of Seat of Wisdom; you know one of the Litanies of the Blessed Virgin Mary. Any way, I explained to him the best I could, I’m just not sure if he gets what I was trying to point out.
I started my driving lessons last Friday and I realized how easy it was. I wasn’t even scared to death of the huge trucks that tried to cut through my lane. My aunt told me that most teenagers are more fearless with this kind of experiences. The other day, I read in the newspaper that classes in the private schools would probably delayed because of the SARS SCARE! Arrrgggg!!!! Maybe its good for those who doesn’t want to go to school… But for me, it would mean more boring days at home… And another thing, Drillon suggested to move the start of the school year to September....What do you think?

The beach was packed because the YFC Labangon chapter was there and also there was a convention...I'm pretty beat up because I kinda swam my life out...hehehe Anyway about the fuss MAIA made because of her "quotable quote" from Smallville, well I sorta change my mind... I don't mind risking as long as I know how to deal with the consequences that would result from it...

By the way, I missed my TC friends...My life would really be incomplete and a plain one if I haven't had the honor of hanging out with you guys... YOu really made my life more exciting and a true adventure...THANKS...

MIss ko na c BERNICE JOAN GO THONG!!!

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I really had an interesting day. Even though I woke up around quarter to ten, I was able to help my aunt with the laundry. We had to resort to doing the old fashion way of washing clothes coz the damn washing machine broke down again. In spite of the minor back pain, I enjoyed the laundry thing coz I really love to play with water. I’m sort of like a water person. After that, Toby, Maricar and I helped my uncle clean the car. We ended up splashing water at each other. It was really fun to just play around. After lunch, I had to get back to my house coz my neighbor texted me that we were supposed to have a volleyball game at 2 p.m. I was really nervous coz it seemed ages that I try to get the ball across the net. I wasn’t even sure if I could still do a correct service. Unfortunately (as if!) the game was forfeited because the opposing team from the other town didn’t show up. Truthfully, we needed practice and it was a good thing we weren’t able to play.
Anyway, I’m still thinking of that guy… Mitch sorry I can’t spill the beans coz I don’t want to brag about my insanity. Come to think of it, I don’t want anyone to know whom that person is coz if I’ll tell you; you’d probably laugh your heart out. Mitch, you might say that I would be so unfair coz I know who your happy thought is but it just isn’t the time to divulge highly confidential information.
I tried to find the lyrics of “Tattooed on my mind” but I just couldn’t find the lyrics. I think I have to settle for another song as of the moment…

"Love Song For No One"
John Mayer

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

This is for my happy thought...If only he would visit my site...(sigh)

Is this a positive thing?


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Today I realized that I’m absolutely, indefinitely CRAZY! I cannot believe I’d end up thinking on this one person who’d probably be the last person on my mind if I were not insane. But then may be, I am just being honest with myself. It’s happening again. Here I am, letting the boredom of summer get to me. Is this just an effect of my being constantly idle? And you know what’s weird, I dreamed of this person and then the following day, I saw him. This is totally outrageous! I thought I have controlled this urge to think of you know, “happy thoughts” because I have realized that in spite of my soothing fantasies, I end up feeling lonely and insecure coz in the end of my insanity, reality would hit me hard that I can’t just snap my fingers and let that person fall for me as much as I have fallen for him. Love really does suck! That is if I am in love which I probably am not…Or is it something to do with the weather? Hehehe. Who knows?

Well, I bet you must think that all of this is sort of a CLICHÉ. Right? But no matter how hard the truth gets me in the end; I would keep on going back into this kind of situation. What could a girl like me do but WAIT? ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR…

Right now I’m thinking of his smile. You know the kind that makes you wanna hug him. And the twinkle in his eyes every time he stresses his point. I wish you could picture in your mind what I meant so that somehow, you could relate to how I am feeling. I guess, right now I should be contented that I could keep his image in my mind because it’s the only thing that makes me look forward for another day. Maia? Still remember the song “Tattooed On My Mind”? It’s kind of like that. It’s not for you-know-who any more. It’s for my happy thought. Wow, event though we hardly know each other, we already have a theme song? Hehehe.

Being content
holds the content
of all happiness

NORAH JONES LYRICS

"Don't Know Why"

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

ITS BLACK SATURDAY!
My cousins are playing mahjong… did I get the spelling right? We kept on baking some pastries. The effect of the crazy summer craving for food...Bill you should visit me sometime.hehehe Anyway, here’s a few jokes to make you laugh your heart out…
“I should be in charge”, said the blood, “because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you’d all waste away.”
“I should be in charge”, said the stomach, ”because I process food and give all of you energy.”
“I should be in charge”, said the legs, “because I carry the body where ever it needs to go.”
“I should be in charge”, said the eyes, “because I allow the body to see where it goes.”
“I should be in charge”, said the rectum, “because I’m responsible for the waste removal.”
All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache; the stomach was bloated; the legs got wobbly; the eyes got watery; and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum should be the boss.
The moral of the story?
The asshole is usually in charge….

Gary, sometimes spells won't work because you don't believe in it... so, try to put more faith in your spells... Just be careful in casting them okay?

deanne, we have the same results...hehehe me? likes PINK?


Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
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things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

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Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
Gibran, Kahlil

Well I ended up going to the beach after all. I felt fulfilled since I was able to do all the things I planned on doing. I’m supposed to go to school today to lend Karyll, Francis girlfriend my TCWAG and get some cd’s from Hayden. But I changed my mind since I don’t feel like going anywhere. We had a few drinks last night while watching KC’s debut on TV. I passed on the second glass since I have this thing of going to the bathroom every 2 minutes or so. Tsai and Molly ended up drinking the rest of the island punch. Comments from TSAI, WALA DAW CYA NA HUBOG. I hate watching debuts and then winding up thinking of the lapses of my own party. Anyway, my cousin told me that hopefully we could start working on the last week of April. At least I’d get around 5000 at the end of our working days. And by the way, last Friday’s meeting with John, Mitch, Ray and Maia got me thinking…Could I survive the next semester with 4 orgs to handle? There’s the Dance Club where, well I’m the president, the VOT where I’m the Managing Editor, which by the way is planning to make a literary folio. I have got tons of editing to do not to mention all the articles to make while managing the office and making changes at the same time. And I kind of promised Ms. Mari last year that I’d joined the Engineering Jazz dancers this school year to dance for the Pop Jazz competition come Intramurals. So I’ve decided to give up my position as secretary for the council. I have a lot of extra curricular activities that I have no more room to improve my grades. It’s not like I’m that smart like ***e* *.hehehe… But I still have to convince John that I cannot take the pressure. I think it’s enough that I’m the VP of our batch. I can still help the council coz basically, we see each other everyday, but I can’t go around handling the paper works with other commitments at hand. I think IPAY could do a much better job on this one than me. Right Pay?

Some people out there would think they have no reason for living. Could you help me convince them that there is? I mean, I had a really hard time convincing this one friend that he does have worth… tag me okay? By the way, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOHN MITCHELL "aka BOSLEY" DELA CRUZ!!!

Well I was able to get my grades and Thank God, most of the subjects I feared of failing, passed. There’s nothing much to tell coz I’m living the same life except that I still am confused over things such as friendship and relationships. Anyway, yesterday I learned that we are not allowed by our department to take advance classes. So I guess, Les, Deanne, we will still be classmates in ES 20 after all. I’m really eager to learn Far Behind by Candlebox. And Doyle knows the chords so he still owes me a lesson. John if you could read my blog today, I won’t be going to the beach tomorrow, you know for the VOT thing. My mom and my aunt won’t allow me to go. So I guess I’ll see you on our meeting with the new chairman, Dr. Mah? Did I get that right? I’m kind of looking forward in meeting the new chairman. Well guys till next time...

Here's a poem for those on the verge of a very rocky relationship...ponder on...

“To let go does not mean to stop caring; it means I can’t do it for someone else.”
“To let go is not to cut myself off; it’s the realization I can’t control another.”
“To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.”
“To let go is to enable, but also to allow learning from natural consequences.”
“To let go is not to try to change or blame another; it’s to make the most of myself.
“To let go is not to judge, but to allow anther to be a human being.”
“To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but allow others to affect their destinies.”
“To let go is not to be protective; it’s to permit another to face reality.”
“To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.”
“To let go is not to criticize and regulate, but to try to become what I dream I can be.”
“To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.”
“To let go is not to deny, but to accept.”
“To let go is not to fear less, and love more.”

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WORTHLESS EFFORT

Lately, I have realized that most of the people I know tend to live very complicated lives. Even more complicated than my so-called life. I’ve always wondered how my life differs with that of a typical girl. Am I typical? Well in some ways, yes. It just confuses me why some people tend to prioritize things, which mean less and tend to waste their time making questions. This is too broad, right? Lately, someone close to me asked my advice and well really needed some counseling of some sort. In my utmost pity, I tried my very best to be patient and thought of so many reasonable answers to her unending interrogation that would ease her longing for realization. God knows how hard I tried to give her some wake up call, but in the end my good intentions were defeated. She gave in to her loss of control over the whole situation. My point is why does a person have to ask someone else’s advice or opinion of some sort if one has already made up one’s mind way before asking for some ideas? I really don’t see the logic in this. And the sad thing is, in the argument of LOVE, I extended to her that a person couldn’t love another if he/she doesn’t love himself/herself. I guess it’s a pretty clear message. I learned its worth because of my ex-boyfriend. I now realize that no matter how much I try to put some sense into her brilliant mind, no matter what comparison I make with my lonely yet happy love life, we still are two different people living totally different lives. And I cannot answer her problems for her. She should be the one to take a risk and make her choice.

LONELY BUT HAPPY

I have to admit that some times, I would ask myself if I’ll ever find the person who’s right for me. And I would end up feeling lonely and sad that I’d be in the verge of tears. But in spite of all of these insecurities, my friends (you know who you are) helped me realize that if you have no one who would let you feel secured, loved, cared for etc. doesn’t mean I cannot permit myself to let the tingles just flow in and experience it in a totally different situation. I am happy and contented to be who I am today. The most important thing is, in spite of all the bad experiences on relationships I had in the past, I am not closing my door to anyone who’s willing to accept the person that I am and I am just sitting here waiting for that right person to come along.

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I'm quite busy right now coz last March 31 was my dear brother's graduation and today its my cousin Ace's graduation. And my aunt wants me to help around preparing for lunch since the party's at noon. Anyway, to keep myself from getting really bored, I played with Toby, from playstation to monopoly to running around the block. Imagine, me running around?hehehe pretty funny scene but yes I did that just to make my summer exciting. Eventhough most of my companions here are kids, I get to learn new things from them. How about you guys, what have you been up to these past few days? Tag me...I mean PINCH ME instead...hehehehe

IM BACK FROM THE GRAVE... I can just imagine the bloggers right now are really very eager to jott down every single event that's happening in their summer lives...hehehe
I'm really tired. I slept really late. About 3 am. A lot of people arrived yesterday to pig out on a lot of food...I thought of inviting Bill(WHERE'S OUR PASALUBONG???)along with Maia, Ipay and Deanne but they weren't able to come. Anyway, there's not much that's going on in my life right now...Toby is beside me right now, bugging me to play with him. We just finished playing Tekken III.hehehe He cried coz I beat him... Take care peeps...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY UNCLE JOHN!