This will probably be very quick...

We talked, August and I. And I just realized, it is the month of August that I am almost healed. And I felt at peace now, with him and even with myself.

I am living life the way I want to live it, and the way it should be. Although not at all devoid of worries but then I am left without any heartaches now.

I told him I liked somebody else now and he said what if...

I learned my lesson and I say "I'll cross that bridge when I get there!"

And so I fell out of love for August and I am admiring the character of another. They are both the extremes of each other. But who am I to tell, I am still beginning to know. Acting like a spy, taking note of every detail, taking in every information he reveals of himself, deciding whether he's worth another try. Yet I am still, not budging. I am going to enjoy this journey but I will try my very best not to lose myself in the process. I am blessed because I had loads of support to get back on my feet and pick up the shattered pieces. Tearful days are over and Vanelin is once again smiling, beaming, ecstatic, joyful and full of hope!