alright i should admit...he's sweet all along...just don't know if he's only like that to me or to every single girl in school...aargg....hate what he's doing to me coz i kinda told myself im not interested in him! i don't want to swallow my own vomit...that would be awfully disgusting...

anyway, i don't know but hanging out with guys and hearing what they had to say about girls like as if im not one myself made me rethink my trust on guys...yes they're my friends, very close ones at that but then it seems that they don't respect our kind that much...

am i turning into a man-hater?
i hope not...

im still looking forward to that guy who's gonna come along soon...as what gera told me when she read my palm...all the things she told me already happened except for that last one...

well im still waiting in vain...
don't know who im waiting for though
but then im still hopeful!