July 16, 2003
My grandma arrived from Portland yesterday afternoon but we didn’t get to see her till around seven in the evening. Got one pack of chocolates. Yum…hehehe… Anyway, I know that I got heaven three times yesterday but Mai, you know what, maybe it was really my day coz I got to talk to my other HT last night. We talked for like 10 minutes coz my dad kept on bugging me why I was still on the phone at around 11 in the evening. Gosh! Me and my big mouth… Can’t get enough “chicka” at school. I wasn’t able to do anything last night except talk to my Uncle stuff about insurance policies, car loans and more…. I guess it I would say I had my English practiced last night. I woke up with a soar throat this morning. Is that a bad thing? Or a bad sign? I’m feeling a bit restless today… Maybe because I didn’t get to sleep that well? By the way someone’s gonna celebrate her birthday tomorrow!!! I still can’t figure out how to answer the No. 49th question Sir Dacs gave me… I really don’t know what I’m gonna do this afternoon.
Right now, I'm at TAPs with Deanne. We ate lunch at 10 am. Well, I think I've figured out the ECE 312 problem. I'm just not sure if I'll be able to relate it to my classmates. Anyway, I have more pics to post but I still have to arrange it properly...one sample lang...okay???ay...dli man d i pwede ang pics diri sa taps...bati!



July 14, 2003
Today was an equally boring yet heavenly day. Got to get a glimpse of my crush this afternoon. He really is so cute and cuddly. Maia and I were just talking about how much we want to pinch his face coz he’s totally baby-faced. Anyway, I hope you don’t mind my being so overly redundant about this stuff. Its just that it really made my day a very inspiring one. I was not able to pay close attention to Sir Robin’s lecture because I was trying to finish my assignment in ES 20. Unfortunately, Sir Larida was out, so our assignment was not passed. Help, I have to answer this exercise in ECE 312 about Reversed Recovery Time graphs and explain it on Wednesday. I’ve read the book about lots of times but still I haven’t figured out how to make the graph.

I have a couple of questions and I hope you’ll tag me your answers…K?
***Is it true that it’ll take you 3 years to completely erase the feelings from your past relationship?
***How could you really tell that a person likes you without feeling too assuming?

I really pity my friend Deanne coz she feels she has no more privacy. I mean have you noticed the stuff written all over the armchairs of the rooms? I can’t believe that someone could do such a thing… I mean a certain guy defended himself that he just happens to like Deanne. Is it really the appropriate way of telling the person that you like him/her? By vandalizing almost all possible places just to let her/him know that you existed? Would you rather walk up to her/him and introduce yourself? I mean I’m just telling you Deanne’s comments about all this. She’s really bothered and distraught about the whole situation. I wish I could do something about it coz there are times wherein she feels she doesn’t want to go to school anymore. I just don’t want my friend to worry let alone be absolutely conscious of all her actions.

TO WHOEVER IT IS WHOSE VANDILIZING THE ARMCHAIRS AND FLOODING THE TAGBOARDS:

Please do Deanne and yourself a favor. End all this nonsense. Stop vandalizing the armchairs. I dare you to walk up to Deanne and introduce yourself. I guess if you’ll just be yourself and avoid pretending, Deanne would surely befriend you for whoever you are. You don’t need to hide in the shadows. I give you my word; she really is a nice person. She just wants her privacy back… That’s it… I hope you’ll think about it…Okay? God bless your soul…

Tan.awa ang middle, bulabog kaayo then ang kilid sweet kaau...ingn maia nasayop pagsabot... ang face ni cuzn gert kay murag gipaste...knsa kuwang???

matod pa ni Maia(ya ikaw nasad)nga kung kuhaun iyang face, maklaro ang superman sa shirt ni Tsia Sai...hehehe...ingn maia naunsa daw pag scan kay wla na cyay mata...LOL...linya nalng...aw wa na gyud d i...paila lang gyud na ipatangtang iya face...LOL...nangluod na cya...mai, kapuya type uy kaw cge dictate...kaw nasad kaha type...

ganahan ko ani nga pose kay chix mi tanan...hahaha...pacute pa gyud ingn maia...dli naman kinahanglan dbadibs???ang dli muagree...BAHOG NAWNG!!!(ingn Maia)

I’m supposed to blog a long time ago but it so happened that I still don’t have budget for inet card and well I’m kinda busy with school stuff and solving some love problems. But don’t get me wrong because its not my problems. My friends got problems with their boyfriends…It made me think that somehow I’m lucky not to have a boyfriend, because if I did and I went through all those dilemma, my eyes would probably be swelling and I’d probably be so “Chinita eyes” coz I’m such a cry baby. Anyway, what can I say…That’s life. To those whose hearts are broken, don’t let the pain take away the love and the hope that someday nothing will come between you and your loved one. Don’t ever resort to hating the person because it’ll only make the hurting grow even worse.
Anyway enough of those love stuff…Well, not entirely…
I was really inspired yesterday because I’ve seen my happy thought and he smiled at me…I know its such a small thing but hey, I saw him before our pre-midterm exam in Advance Math and well I was able to answer our test. After that, saw him once again at the hallway while we(Maia, Deanne, Leslie and me) were talking to our Chix Bosley… Am I easy to please or what? I don’t know why I’m attracted to him…Maia told me how odd it is that all my “HP” are from SHS-J! And well I explained to her why and I’d probably sound so unfair(there goes that word again!) but I know I am reasonable enough for my dearest friend to agree with me…Right Mai??? I guess this was the intuition I told you about that morning while walking towards the ECE dept. Remember???
I feel to lazy that I almost decided to quit Dance Club… I kept telling myself that I could live without dancing or just the mere thought of it but reality bites. My body needs to move so that I could be more efficient with the other chores I have to do. And honestly, I’d be so jealous just looking at those who dance. Got this big dream of dancing like Britney Spears! I don’t like her voice that much but her technique in dancing is really breathtaking. I know not all people could relate to this but just spare me the moment to talk about my passions in life. And my mom told me I need to lose some pounds…HOHOHO… Even my mom thinks I’m fat… Anyway…
I’m looking forward to the weekend coz I could finally get some sleep… As if I don’t get some…

We're in Avalon right now, just finished with our ES 20 class. The test in Java was ok...Wla lang mi ka gets sa English ni Sir...Those who took the test could relate...gotta go...im starving!

Halu to the Chix of TC!!!YOu know who you are....

Okay its maia again!!!! Vaaaannnn how do you like your new template its purple hehehe anyway this is just a way of saying thank you anyway nag YM ra ko at this time and at the same time revising your template anyway Im coming away with you heheheh have a nice day peeps

Hey there peeps! This is maia updating for vanessa she asked me to do it for her. Anyway si vanessa as usual gyapon. . . malipay inig kita sa iyang crush heheheheh hmmm tyt raba mi iya crush noh????? welll he's all yours van kay murag kabaw na ka sa akong mga types heheheh

wala man jud koy ma say van uy anyway hi to all the bloggers nalang :D bill assuming walay masuya nimu heheheh :D

I’m stuck here at home coz my aunts went out to buy some groceries and left the kids and that includes me to wander around the empty loft. Anyway, we were supposed to watch Charlie’s Angels this afternoon but have to pass on that one. School is really picking up the pace and well seemed pushing us to the limit. But I’m still psyched to go to school coz that’s like one step closer to my goals…And well I can’t live without my friends… Special mention to the INSIKS… And of course Leslie, Fame and Feona… Yesterday morning, I wrote some lyrics while waiting for my 830 class. Its entitled “Solace”. I’ll just blog it next time coz I forgot to copy it from VOT’s archives where I saved it. And Doyle called me last night and let me hear his new composition… It really sounds good…Even without the effect I’m sure it’ll be a big hit…
My teachers include Mr. Omapoy for REED 30-he’s okay, he really has a nice voice, because he really sang the Holy Spirit song pretty well, Engr. Dioscoro Conejos aka “Sir June” for Java 2-the funny guy who Maia and everybody else refers to as “joke joke joke!”, Engr. Larida for ES 20-finally I have understood the lesson, Engr. Walton for Circuits-the new teacher from USJR, Engr. Daculan aka “Sir Dacs” for ECE 312-Yau’s favorite teacher which he and Bill refers to as “Smile of Death” because according to them if he smiles at you then there’s only one thing he implies…YOU FAILED!, Engr. Delante for Material-the overloaded teacher who comes in 15 minutes late and dismisses us 15 minutes before the time because he has classes at UC…talk about HECTIC…, Engr. Raffiñan for our ECE lab-he’s pretty friendly and well he often talks to our group which include: Maia, Deanne and me…Those are the people who will torment my dreams when the anticipated Finals will arrive…THIRD YEAR…Another chapter of my life…
You know what’s funny, in spite of my being 19 and all, major responsibilities, heavy decisions and great expectations, I still feel like a child sometimes. It doesn’t bother me because as far as I’m concerned I’m not stepping on anyone’s shoes…Forgive me if my mood will all of a sudden change, believe me, its really hard doing lots of things simultaneously and having to make tons of decisions in just 30 seconds… At night, as soon as my head touches my pillow and I’m laying flat on my bed, I fall asleep right away. Yes, its that tiring and school really burns me up…
But mind you, I try my best not to complain… Anyway, have another crush at school…Maia knows who…hehehe…. A real inspiration coz aside from being sooo cute, he is very articulate… If you’ll ask me who it is…its my SECRET…

Can't believe we're already attending our classes...I can't believe I'm with my friends again, hanging out, feeling free again...You know what's odd, honestly I feel I have more independence when I'm with my school friends like Maia, Deanne, Leslie and Fame...And I'm thankful coz without them, up to now, I'd probably still be confused on the Fourier Series...I figured, single women like me are going scarce these days...unlike some who got hitched, I'm still on the look for Mr. Right...I read from Cosmopolitant magazine "You should not go looking for love, let love find you" is a falsity. And speaking of love, my "HT" got back with his ex. I figured he's really inlove with the girl. Well good for him...In spite of that, we still keep in touch. Actually just talked to him on the phone a few days ago. He's still his same old self. As of the moment, I'm pretty preoccupied with school, my extra curriculars, family matters which seem so impossible to solve...My cousin Gert told me I don't have time for myself...I wonder if its true coz I can't really tell. I know I'm quite busy but are all of this for my own benefit? LIFE IS SO CONFUSING! We're fully packed with "CHALLENGING" subjects this semester...Wow! WE'RE ALREADY IN THIRD YEAR!!! At last I can really feel that I am bound to be a computer engineer.

Reality bites!!! My grandpa passed away this afternoon at around 6 pm. Finally he's with his creator and I'm thankful coz at least I was able to meet him before he died. He's quite old, he's supposed to turn 94 this september. And we were supposed to visit Tacloban again to have a big birthday celebration. My mom took the 11 am supercat to ormoc. She just arrived on time. I'm not sure if we could go there for the burial coz its class days...I wish we could go...

Tomorrow's gonna be another day of hectic schedule...Gotta go...

Deanne: I'm still singing...I'm a dick...I'm addicted to you...my brother keeps on laughing at me...thanks for the fare....ako napud sunod...
Leslie: Don't forget the book...pa write nya ko cd ha...
Ipay: I haven't finalized the minutes yet...next week nalang ta magturn over...
Maia: How's dinner???hehehe...ad2 bya 2mrw...Bilib gyud ko imo gutts...nice choice of table this afternoon...I'm still craving for the mangoes...:D gosh wish I could write more...pero...SECRET dba...
Bill and Yau: Hi!!!

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DAD'S...

I did lots of things today....I washed some clothes coz our washing machine broke down...Had to hand wash my jeans...Those are heavy stuff...Anyway, I'm proud to say that I finally cleaned my room...Got all the cobwebs away. And I found some stuff that I wrote some time ago and well I didn't realize how emotional I could get up until now... I can't believe I wrote those stuff... Mai, sorry wasn't able to accompany you to Sacred Heart...Honestly I finished cleaning my room at about 7 p.m....That's because I took some time off in the afternoon watching C.S.I. It was their marathon show and I couldn't bring myself to miss it... Tomorrow's gonna be a very busy day...Have to get tons of permits and let a whole lot of people sign...John, I just opened your email...Thanks for the calendar of activities...I'll be working on it tonight. I need your signatures tomorrow. If I can't find you, can Maia sign on your behalf???
I miss my happy thought....Maybe I'll give him a buzz next week...Take care peeps...Get some sleep coz tomorrow's gonna be schoolday officially...Reality Bites...Summer just ended....

I know I haven't been blogging since May and heck its already June. Its just that well there's nothing much to blog about. Anyway, some of my cousins including my brother will be starting school tomorrow. Me? Well, we had decided to extend our vacation. We'll be going on the 16th. Its really crazy coz I think someone is playing games with me... A certain Shane Calzada is texting me and is pretty strange how he seems to know about my love life...SIGH....Oh well, its not like he's really bothering me or anything... its just weird... I haven't seen my "happy thought" since the night we went out. Maybe he and his girlfriend got back together. Well there's nothing to say except that I'm happy for him, well I'll be happy for him, I guess... I'm looking forward to school coz I wanna be busy again...

IM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!Well I am happy today coz of a lot of things. But what I’m most happy about is that my laptop is finally restored to its origin state. The audio was repaired and so was the shutting down. I really am so happy. If I haven’t met my “happy thought” then non of this things could have happened. Next thing that made me happy is that I practically spent the rest of the afternoon together with my “HT”. We just talked and I learned so much about him. And it helped me accept the fact that may be we are just friends. At least he opened up to me and didn’t hesitate to talk. Finally, I’m going to Tacloban tomorrow. We’re taking the 4 p.m. Supercat boat to Ormoc. At last, I’d be able to see my long lost grand dad. We are supposed to be back by Monday night but my uncle wants us to stay longer. Its okay I guess as long as I’d be back on the 30th. Well his smile is still tattooed on my mind… If someone saw me at SM with this guy who’s so formal then he is my “HT”. Hehehe As I conveyed all this things that happened today to my best friend while we were talking on the phone, my cousin Monica started sing this song by Bituin Escalante which goes… “ Kung ako nalang sana ang iyong minahal, di kana muling magiisa. Kung ako nalang sana ang minahal di kana muling luluha pa…” The lyrics didn’t hit me straight up until now. He’s been through a lot since his break up with his ex and well just lending him some helping hand and some comfort… He is one of the most sensitive persons I have the good fortune of meeting… I think I’ll have a hard time sleeping tonight… I miss the TC people….

ON COURTING

What is it with guys and courting? Is it really that hard to court a girl? Well anyway, sometimes we girls don’t know where to stand when speaking of relationships coz, honestly for me the guys are the reason for our CONFUSION. Its pretty hard to be assuming something and even harder to be so DENSE about the whole thing. Is it all about the signs and the vibes? Or is it sort of a game? Like a guessing game or something? Am I making sense here? Choices, these are the things that would stimulate our minds once in a while. If you have seen “THE MATRIX RELOADED” it has tons of philosophies about CHOICES. Anyway, you might be wondering why I posted this and chose this topic right? Well I was just wondering…. Because lately, I don’t know where I stand anymore. I had a hard time choosing between FRIENDSHIP & LOVE….

People, I'm sorry for the emotional outburst. Its just lately I feel so depressed...Hope someone could cheer me up...

Well, MAI I hope you ate enough last night. Hehehe... It just made me realize how much I've missed hanging out with you guys. Anyway, slept late again last night because we had to clean up after the party. And then we had a short chika pa with my cousin Kakay. I'm glad she liked the gift I gave her. Mai, she said thanks for the gift sad daw. I thought I wasn't going to see my happy thought yesterday coz he said he won't be able to attend the party coz its also his brother's birthday, but he was here before the party started. We even have a photograph together...hehehe At least I have a remembrance.... Ipay told me I change my crush very fast. Its just that I easily let go of the feeling. I don't know why I just do. Toby is beside me right now, waiting for me to end coz he wants to play pool and battle realms. Maybe I'll let him teach me how to play battle realms. Gotta go coz I'm planning to have my picture taken for the Vot's new ID and for my plan...Mai, Pay, Bill and Yau, thanks for coming over. Hi to deanne, bernice, leslie, feona, gary and all those who visit my site....Take care peeps!!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO KRISLENE KAY VALENCIA LABAY!!!

I know its kind of late but I figured I’d be up till early dawn. I’m preparing for my cousin Kakay’s debut tomorrow. Anyway, that’s not really the reason why I had this urge to blog this late. It’s because I have found the one person who is worth all the fuss of every girl I know. He’s extremely sweet and a true gentleman. I know you might say that they’re all the same coz I kept on changing my mind as to who my “happy thought” should be. But this one is totally different. Why different??? Because in spite of all the wonderful characteristic I have found in him, I’m trying to block the feeling because he’s really too good to be true. And besides, my aunts kept on reminding me not to be taken by his superficial characteristics. I wonder, where would the big “RISK” should take place? I admit, I watched the movie “The Matrix Reloaded” because of him. I mean there’s no doubt the movie was great and it gave me the chance to converse with him…. Mai, this is what my chika is all about. I wasn't able to tell it to you when I called because I was in my neighbor's house and he happened to be there. But there's a whole lot more he did that made me, well lets just say "STOP AND SIGH TO MYSELF". Well, this is the same guy I was referring to whose more qt than BIGMAC! Any way, tag me if you have anything to say to me...okies??

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO GREETED ME ON MY BIRTHDAY...

Maia, If you could come here on Monday, its my cousins 18th birthday and well sort of like a late party for all those who are celebrating their birthday on the month of May. Just call me nalang okay...Anyway, I have nothing to do here but read the novel "Snow Falling on Cedars", I still can't comment on the book coz I'm still reading the first few chapters.

Deanne, maia told me your phone was snatched...wats your new number???

Bill??you still have my book about Geisha???Finish reading it??? Coz my bestfriend wants to borrow it...

I love this song, can someone sing this to me in person???

DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

QUOTY QUOTE:

Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

Why is it that this thing takes so long to update??grr....