How should I describe what I’m feeling right now if I myself don’t understand it? It would take me forever to analyze all the things that are happening and the implications of the events that took place in my life. Confusing isn’t it? Anyway, we’ve met most of our teachers except for our ECE 321 lab; which would still be tomorrow. Actually, I have an oral exam in my English 3 tomorrow. Wondering why I’m still taking up speech wherein my batch mates are already taking up English 23? I was left behind because of the new enrollment system implemented during the first semester of our second year. Its frightening at the same time exciting coz, I get to meet a whole different group people, mostly Fine Arts and Architecture students. And believe it or not, got a class at TEC. Our ReEd 40 got dissolved that’s why we had to move to another schedule and I ended up choosing a class there. It still has its advantages because the south campus is just a stone’s throw away from our house. I don’t have to wake up early during TTh.

On my distinctively colorful lovelife…as if I have one…

I’ve always wondered whether my HT has feelings… Let me just elaborate on that… I know that guys can be totally dense and extremely passive but do they ever feel the closeness between two people? Or are we girls always over analyzing things? But is it too assuming to just wonder what those actions mean to a person? Sometimes, I think that he is insensitive when it comes to things like, “kilig” moments. I don’t know… This stuff makes want to laugh at the same time cry all day…

Got some questions for all of you…

If someone lets just say, a person who doesn’t know that you have a thing for your HT, teases you in front of him or her, what would you do? What would your reaction be??

If your HT becomes your close friend over a period of time, would you be pleased or would you hate the idea of you being his/her buddy?

If you showed him/her that you truly care for him/her and he/she still ends up being totally clueless of how you feel what would you do???

Please tag me for your answers or you can email me at vanelin13v@yahoo.com

EXAMS NEXT WEEK:
EE 321 – please refer to you notes…
COME 321 – Number system

NO CLASSES ON:
November 26, 2003 – Ramadan
For ECE/EE subjects:
November 27-29, 2003 – ECE/EE conference

Happy Birthday to Jamerson Palanca!!!

Wow got lost for like 8 days and then there’s the flooding of the tagboard again… I love that…hehehe Anyway, guys; Deanne and Lupin, I wish I were a very good joker or something so that my blogs wouldn’t be too serious but I’m just me. Sometimes serious but most the time I’m just the type to laugh at jokes not make them. Don’t worry, I’ll try to place something here that would amuse you…

My brother sent me this through friendster...It might come in handy somday...

There are 12 months a year...30 days a month...7
days a week...24 hours a day...60 minutes an
hour...but only one like you in a lifetime.

There are two reasons why I wake up in the
morning: my alarm clock and you.

Great minds contain ideas, solutions and reasons;
scientific minds contain formulas, theories and
figures; my mind contains only you!

Love can be expressed in many ways. One way I
know is to send it across the distance to the
person who is reading this.

If I could change the alphabet, I would put U and
I together!

Minsan caring is better than loving. Minsan tea
is better than coffee. Minsan smile is better
than laughter. Pero nobody is better than you.

There is night so we can appreciate day, sorrow
so we can appreciate joy, evil so we can
appreciate good, you so I can appreciate love.

You look great today. How did I know? Because you
look great everyday.

What is love? Those who don't like it call it
responsibility. Those who play with it call it a
game. Those who don't have it call it a dream.
Those who understand it call it destiny. And me,
I call it you.

What is love? It is what makes your cell phone
ring every time I send text messages.

If love can be avoided by simply closing our
eyes, then I wouldn't blink at all for I don't
want to let a second pass having fallen out of
love with you.

I used to think that dreams do not come true, but
this quickly changed the moment I laid my eyes on
you.

Press down if you miss me. Talaga? Sweet mo
naman. You really miss me huh? Still pressing
down. Impressed na ako, ha? Sobrang miss na yan.
Well, I miss you too.

Some people were born with talents. They can do
beautiful things with their skills, knowledge and
technology. But no one is as talented as you. You
just come near, and there is already beauty.

A lady is a woman who makes a man behave like a
gentleman. You're such a lady to me.

To forget you is hard to do and to forget me is
up to you. Forget me not, forget me never. Forget
this text, but not the sender.

When situation gets you down, remember there's
Someone in Heaven who loves you and watches over
you and there's someone on Earth who cares… I do.

Cell phones can be irritating sometimes. You
always have to reload, recharge every now and
then. Messages are delayed. But there's one thing
I love about it. It connects me to you!

Words begin with ABC. Numbers begin with 123.
Music begins with do, re, mi. And friendship
begins with you and me!

Rain and sunshine do not always come together.
Night and day never coincide. But you and I,
whatever they say, is for me the perfect match.
When I dream, I dream of you...maybe one day,
dreams will come true.

There is an ocean between us. Forests and
mountains keep us apart. I may not be superman,
but give me a second and I will fly across
countries to send you my love. Have you received
it?

If, out of time, I could pick one moment and keep
it shining, always new, of all the days that I
have lived, I'd pick the moment I met you.

I'm on a mission to get over you, in other words
mission impossible.

I wish I'd be a tear in your eye to roll down
your cheek and end up with your lips but I never
wish you'd be a tear in my eye for I would lose
you every time I cry.

When it rains, you don't see the sun, but it's
there. Hope we can be like that. We don't always
see each other, but we will always be there for
one another.

I may run out of message to text you. I may run
out of jokes too. I may also run out of battery
or even a peso… but my heart won't run out of
space for you!

You'll know that you miss someone very much when
every time you think of that person, your heart
breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello" from
that person can bring the broken pieces back.

Love. All my life I have read about it, dreamt of
it, waited for it, cried for it, needed it. Now
with you, I have found it.

Sherlock Holmes was an idiot and Robert Watt was
a fool. One was a detective, the other invented
radar. But neither of them ever discovered you.
I'm a genius!

When the time comes I can't smile anymore, don't
worry about me, I know what to do. I'll just
stare at one corner and think of you. No one else
could make me happy like the way you do.

There's a love that only you can give, a smile
that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can
only be seen in your eyes, and a life of mine
that you alone can complete.

Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your
life. But I'd rather be your moon, so I can shine
on you during your darkest hour when your sun
isn't around.

Ah-- I forgot your name. Can I call you mine?
And, in case you forget my name too, call me
yours!

If I had the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to get
a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'd rather
choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART"
without "U".

You may never see how much I care for you. You
may never hear how much I treasure you. You may
never feel how much I miss you. Coz only here in
my heart can you see them true.

There are 4 steps to happiness: 1. you, 2. me, 3.
our hearts, 4. together!

If kisses were water, I'd give you the ocean. If
hugs were leaves, I'd give you a forest. If love
were space, I'd give you a galaxy. If friendship
were life, I'd give you mine for free.

It's hard to say hello because it might be
goodbye. It's hard to say I'm okay because
sometimes I'm not. But it's easy to say I miss
you coz I know that I really do.

It's hard for two people to love each other when
they live in two different worlds. But when these
two worlds collide and become one, that's what
you call you and I.

If you're feeling lonely and you think there is
nobody there to love, support, listen or show
they care, just save this message and every time
you realize it, it will remind you that a part of
me is always there with you.

Roses are red, violets are blue. I am waiting to
hear from a cute guy like you.

They say that as long as there is one person
loving you, life isn't a waste. So if you lose
hope and thought that life is not worth living,
just remember I'm here.

Do you know that men and women are angels created
with only one wing? And they need to embrace each
other to be able to fly... Hope you can find your
angel whom you can fly with forever.

They told me I could do anything if I put my mind
into it. Yet no matter how hard I try in all that
I do, I just can't take my mind off you.

My biggest reward is to see you smile, know you
are happy, and feel you are loved. I know life is
sometimes cruel, but that's why I'm here, to show
you that life can be good when somebody cares.

I always think of you, but I always fail to know
the reason why. Is there something else I should
know about you? But there is one thing that I
know is true. That life will always be sad
without you.

Hatred infects the mind; love dissolves it. You
dissolve my mind.

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it
cause I might do something crazy like believe it.

I'm afraid to close my eyes coz I might think of
you. I'm afraid to open them coz I might see you.
I'm afraid to move my lips coz I might speak of
you. I'm afraid to listen coz I might hear my
heart fall for you.

I'm sorry to be smiling every time you're near.
I'm sorry my eyes twinkle whenever you're here.
I'm sorry that cupid has made his hit. I'm sorry
I love you, I can't help it.

Caring for someone is easy but making someone
care for you is hard. Now I keep wondering how
did you make it so easy for me to care for you.

Text me when you are sad, text me when you need
someone to listen to and you can't find anyone
who will. I don't care if I'm your last option, I
just don't want you to cry alone.

I don't want to say I miss you, though deep
inside I do, coz I'm afraid you might see thru
and know how much fear I have of losing someone
like you.

If love can be avoided simply by closing our
eyes, I wouldn't blink at all for I don't want to
let a second pass having fallen out of love with
you.

I wish one day you will miss me terribly that no
matter how hard you look for me, you won't find
me. Why? Because, I want you to miss me the way
I'm missing you right now.

If I could be any letter in the alphabet, I'd
choose "V" so I can be next to "U"; if you could
be any note, I wish you're "RE" so your always
beside "ME"!

Whatever you do, I'll walk with you. Hoping that
your every dream would come true. Anytime,
anywhere, I'll always be there. Wishing you love
and happiness because I care.

The spaces between our fingers were created so
that another person's fingers could fill them in.
Hope you'll find your dream hand to hold you
forever.

Every part of me wants you, maybe because I was
made just for you!

When you love someone, draw a circle around their
name instead of a heart coz hearts can be broken
but circles never end.

Nobody tells fish to swim, birds to fly, cows to
moo, dogs to bark - they just do. Just like
nobody tells me to remember you. I just do!

If you were a wound inside my heart, I'd rather
leave it there with all the pain locked inside
than leave it without a trace of you.

Whenever you feel blue, I will be there for you.
Whenever you are sad, I will stay by your side.
Whenever you need someone to love, I will always
be there for you to have.

They can recycle paper till it's as good as new,
reproduce cans and jars and old bottles too, but
they can never recycle another person as
wonderful as you.

I hate when you smile at me because you make me
crazy about you. I hate when you talk to me
because you make me run out of words. I hate you
when I see you because you make me love you more.

What good is beauty without brains, looks without
charm, money without happiness, a smile without
feelings, a life without you?

To be disturbed by the beep of your phone only
means that somehow, somewhere, somebody is
thinking of you and at this very moment, that's
me. Take care always.

A person you love is an extension of yourself.
Without it, you're not complete so better take
care of yourself because I don't want to lose a
part of me.

I wish my eyes could speak what my heart feels
for you, coz my lips can lie on what is true. My
eyes couldn't coz even if I close them I could
still see you.

Every time I hear my text tone, I always hope one
of them is from you. My cell phone may have
limited memory space but my heart has unlimited
space for someone like you.

I have you! If you hate me, shoot me with an
arrow, but please not on the heart coz that's
were you are!

Someone asked what makes people happy. Some said
wealth and some said fame. I was thinking about
this when my cell phone beeped and received a
text from you. Then, I smiled and said: "This
makes me happy."

You're like a target that I always try to aim at.
How I wish I could aim you at the heart. But
every time I fail, I feel so sad. You know why?
It's because I always end up missing you.

It was a simple crush, done and over with, then
you looked at me.

Love is something special, a treasure I want to
find... To others, love is blind but for me, its
not true, coz when I fell in love...I saw you.

I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on, my
ears to listen to, my hand for you to hold, my
feet to walk with you, but I can't lend you my
heart coz it already belongs to you.

Why do birds fall from the sky every time you
walk by? Maybe because like me they want to be
near you!

If I get takot, would you hawak me tight? If I
gawa something mali, would you make it right? If
I build an apoy, would you bantay the flame? If I
sabi I miss u, would you ramdam the same?

Do you take me to be your lawfully wedded text
mate, in sickness or in health, through metering
or not, till low bat do us part?

Someone once asked me, "Have you ever fallen in
love?" Then I answered, "Of course, once." Then
they asked me another question: "Did it hurt?" I
thought of you and told them "Yes, very much".

You must be a thief coz you stole my heart. You
must be tired coz you're always running through
my mind. And maybe I'm a bad shooter coz I keep
missing you.

I asked God for a rose and He gave me a garden. I
asked God for a drop of water and He gave me an
ocean. I asked God for an angel and He gave me
you!

I have heard from the phone company, the water
company, the electric company, but haven't heard
from you. Too bad, it's your company I love the
most.

If someone would ask me what a beautiful life
means, I would lean my head on your shoulder and
hold you close to me and answer with a
smile: "Like this!"

If only one star would fall every time I miss
you, then all the stars in heaven would be gone.
Don't wonder if there are no stars tonight! It's
your fault coz you made me miss you a lot.

Life may sometimes be a rough road to walk on
where everything seems wrong. But don't give up.
Just go on coz when you think you're all alone,
look back and you'll find me walking along.

They say as long as at least one person cares for
you, life isn't a waste. So when things go
terribly wrong, and you feel like giving up,
please remember you still got me.

True love is hard to find, special one, one of a
kind. I know because it appeared to me on a
strange day I met you.

I've been wondering why you're not texting...
Multiple Choice: a. busy b. dedma c. tired d.
thrifty e. want me to miss you.

While you gave her flowers, you gave me thorns.
While all she did was smile, all I did is mourn.
While she was so happy, I felt so blue. Because
while you loved her, I was loving you.

An angel asked me a reason why I care for you so
much. I told her I care for you so much coz…
there's no reason not to.

First time I saw you, I was scared to touch you.
First time I touched you, I was scared to kiss
you. First time I kissed you, I was scared to
love you. But now that I love you, I'm scared to
lose you!

If love is a disease then I'm very ill. But I
would not want medicine and won't take any pill.
I would instead suffer this illness and be
bedridden with joy of knowing you.

I will walk with you side by side for only one
condition: hide your wings every time we walk
together because the whole world might know that
you're my angel!

Each of us is an angel with one wing. The only
way we could fly is to hold each other and share
wings. So if you have trouble flying, I will
always share mine with you.

I used to think that the world is so unfair, that
it gave me so many reasons to hate it. But now,
how can I hate such a wonderful world that gave
me you?

Can I say I love you today? If not, can I ask you
again tomorrow? And the day after tomorrow? And
the day after that? Coz I'll be loving you every
single day of my life.

A day may start or end without a message from me,
but believe me it won't start or end without me
thinking of you…..See! I just did. Take care.

You greeted me hi, I didn't reply. You gave me a
sweet smile, I responded with a sigh. You showed
me your love, you received a shrug. But when you
bid goodbye I began to cry.

Wow didn't expect that my day would be such a mixture of fun, excitement and boredom... For the last time I'm gonna say that its really tiring to go to school and end up having no class coz its either the teachers decided to ditch their classes or the room is currently unavailable...Anyway, sometimes we ran out of things to talk about and thanks to the cool weather we, Maia, Ipay(ay Gizelle), Leslie and I felt really sleepy as if being put to a trance of some kind... And then JR arrived at the canteen followed by Benny Boo Boo and Manuel. I could not laugh enough... At the end of the day, we had no class in our Come 321 lecture coz our classroom is still being renovated...

Anyway, as for my HT, well I kinda asked Leslie if I was that obvious and she said that she thinks I care too much because what concerns me somehow concerns him also... I wish I could elaborate but I'd rather not... hehehe... To those who know, what do you think???

Till then....

To much HT...I'm gonna sing this to him one of these days...

Artist: Liz Phair
Album: Liz Phair
Title: Why Can't I?

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

This is, this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but > heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

I'd love for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
I'd love for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
for this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

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Hey guys, I'm so glad that at least you showed that you do care coz my depression caused a stir on the readers. Its just there are times when you think you can just hold your head up and pretend everything's alright and then end up getting hurt really bad. Sometimes, not people but events hurt you... but don't worry coz I'm okay and well it just takes me a day to settle my issues... I wish I could tell you everything but some things are better left unsaid. Yesterday, Ipay asked me,"If you're claiming that you're depressed, how come you have a huge smile on your face???". Well I have probably accepted the facts... Anyway, my frustration was compensated yesterday... Gosh I'd kill myself for this but I can't help it... HAPPY, SHALALALA! ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY...hehehe...See how moody I could be...hehehe....
To Emans:
We'll talk next week...
To Kim:
I'm looking forward to Tuesday's date...hehehe
To Leslie:
I wish we did jog today...Maybe next time.... I loved the coffee...makaaddict..
To everyone else:

"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around" - LEO BUSCAGLIA

I know I told manny that I didn't like this song so much but then when I listened to the lyrics, I think this is just what I need...Enjoy singing...

Artist: MICHELLE BRANCH
Album: Hotel Paper
Title: Breathe


I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
Said I've been driving crazy
Cause its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
Saying things we were never meant to say

And I
Take it just a little bit
I..
Hold my breath and count to ten
I..
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
How do you fill the space in between?
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe
Everything little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's ours, so overrated
Not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wonder in which way

And I...
Give you just a little time
I...
Wonder if you realize
I...
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
How do you fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper and I'm,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
How do you fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright

THINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD...
1. Falling in love..
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or strawberry)
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17 The beach
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair..
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and
dRinking your favorite tipple.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without
feEling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad)
nevEr change
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the _____expression on someone's face as they open a much desired
present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another
beautiful day.

We anticipated that we have no REED 40 class today and Engr. Barangan told us yesterday that we still won't be having our laboratory today so here I am stuck at home...But I did lots of things and kept myself busy for the rest of the morning... Anyway, I was supposed to go with Jon, Philip and I don't know who else to watch Matrix: Reloaded... But then I changed my mind and I figured it would be better to watch next week... For your info, my class ends at 1:30 every TTH.... hehehe.... Anyway, I think I like Yuna better than Avril's picture... And John, I wrote this one last night... I guess I was just depressed... I can't tell you why though... its too personal... I'm planning to make it into a song...

TRAPPED
I'm feeling so blue
Don't know about you
But my heart is in pain
tears falling like rain
cant think straight
the world rotates
but Im still stuck here
in the clear
Why does it hurt to care
for someone who doesn't
why is it so tiring
to think of you 24/7
why does it seem
that my world revolves
around the very person
who finds no reason
to think of me
the way I'm thinking of him
Is it too much to ask
for someone to love
who loves you back
the same way
would it be too hard to try
to look me in the eye
and hear from you the truth
of what you're feeling inside
Haven't you had enough pretending
haven't you realized that its sending
the wrong impression on me
so do set me free
why does it hurt to love
and end up being such a fool
why does my heart keep trying
to act like everything's cool
why do I go insane
over the thought of you
I'm sick of being paranoid
believing that you knew...

I think this is crazy...I wonder how I could cope up with this feeling the rest of the semester...

Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


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What a day! I actually spent my entire afternoon making chika with Bing, Leslie, Manny, Maan, Jonna and Trina... We talked about food and other stuff including our crushes...hehehe I was kinda nervous knowing that not all of them have any clue who he is...anyway, guys sorry coz as of the moment can't tell you any info on that matter... We went to SM except for Trina. I bumped into Maia and her sister Ann... they're going to watch My First Romance... hehehe...such romantic people.... School hasn't started officially...So most probably the chix are still super relaxed right now...

I'm looking forward to tomorrow
Coz once again my heart would be in delight
my eyes would sparkle with laughter
and knowing that you are just near
it satisfies my longing to be with you....

to my HT...

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing

That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back

You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys

But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you




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We have no classes today...Well we assumed that the teachers won't be coming in till
Wednesday so we went home early...I'm still browsing the net for guitar tabs...hehehe...Anyway the party was great...had lots of fun until 12 coz they started talking about creepy stuff and well there are times when I don't enjoy the stories...Who's ghadin???

Here I am trying to get some decent vacation in my Aunt’s house here in Pardo. I have been thinking of things to amuse me and so far, I am still amused. Hehehe… Anyway, my cousins are pretty busy preparing for the party tomorrow. I’m still not ready to sing in front of a crowd whose faces are so not familiar to me.

Manny, sorry coz I wasn’t able to get you a sched suitable for you coz every schedule available for Engl 23 conflicts with your other sched and Dr. Maja won’t let me change your subject because I don’t have an authorization letter from you. Maybe you could change it to another available subject next week…Leslie was able to get Sosci 6. Sorry gyud manny…

Well, if anybody's interested to join there's this contest at bigfoot for a movie spoof...Its supposed to be animated using flash... Does anybody of you know flash???the prizes are amazing...hehehe

Till then...

I miss my HT and of course the chix and all my classmates....

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HI Im back. I'm currently at my cousin's house. Just hanging out catching up on things coz we haven't seen each other for like a month now. Anyway, I have finally gotten my printout. Leslie and I went to school yesterday coz she's supposed to go to Daan Bantayan today and her white form is with me. NOthing much is going on and I have to say that I really am looking forward for classes to once again make me busy...

Yeah as if these results are true.....Les, is this possible?

He Is So Into You!

Come on, why was there any question in your mind?

If he hasn't asked you out yet, he will!

All signs point to strong flirtation -

And that's always a good thing.




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To those who are gonna take english 23 and petitioned for it...bad news...wla pay room... I think muad2 napud ko sa school tomorrow. Just came from SM with my cousin and her boyfriend...The third party again...Anyway, I'm home alone right now and I'm sleepy but I don't want to sleep...

TO KLAVE: Why dont you want me to know you??? If my friends know you then there's a big chance that I also know you....So meaning, you want to be a mystery???

have to make this real quick coz you know I'm supposed to be in school by 9:30. Thank God I passed my ECE 312 and there's only one subject more to go, ES 20. Anyway, I feel so sorry for all my batchmates who didn't pass Walton's class and also Sir Dacs class.. Its really unfortunate and believe me I really felt bad...

Kim, its me Vanessa. Sorry coz I use plum all the time if I tag in any tagboard....hehehe....

Mommy les, called you up last night but your phone was really busy. And then Maia called and we talked for quite sometime coz she wouldn't believe me that she passed ECE 312.... Anyway, am I the only one who's gonna go with you to Daan Bantayan???

Deanne, I miss u na...

Hi to Bill... Your birthday is fast approaching...

Pay, can you please give me a copy of the pictures you took yesterday??? And by the way, helpl me with my template coz the pictures are not appearing...

What else.... Can you give me suggestions of what to sing this Holloween coz if ever I won't be able to go with Leslie to Daan Bantayan, I'll be attending this Holloween Party and my other mommy, Mommy JD wants me to sing....

Gosh can't believe I'm like so perked up and excited...I wonder if I passed the java exam...It was just applets but you can never be too sure...

Till later...God bless...

Hi guys...woke up early again but now I'm feeling sore all over my body...My mom told me maybe I did way too much exercise yesterday... Finally I was able to place some pictures in my other link and well I still need that photoshop installer to edit some pics coz its way too large for villagephotos to upload... Anyway, what does "CRYPTIC MUSING" really mean? FYI: Crypitc is another word for mysterious, secret.... Musing, well it means lost in thought or meditative...There you go John...Does it sound like some kind of witchcraft?Well it does sound a bit scary if you don't know what it means... What else... I wonder where Maia is...She hasn't updated her posts yet... Uy mingaw ko niya... well see you guys on Monday.... Hope we could already enrol that is if Sir Robin decides to show up... Have to go coz my stomach is rumbling... During class days my mom lets us eat breakfast thats why I'm kinda used to having breakfast in the morning.... Have a happy weekend...God bless...

I woke up very early coz feona,deanne, freedom, jam, filden and I went to Abellana to jog...Too bad mommy Leslie didn't make it... I really had fun and eventhough I felt tired it really perked me up... I have lots of things to do today... have to do the laundry and clean the house.clean my room and well watch Legally Blonde 2... How bout you guys what would you be doing on a beautiful day such as this? Anyway good luck to all those who are gonna take removal exams for walton's class this afternoon. I really hope and pray you'll pass coz I don't want our batch to break apart... Deanne I hope that we can push through with the chicken coz you know who will tag along...hehehe...Kim don't tell anyone about what I told you ha...Secret natin yun....Friends raba mo...bwahaha....why can't I seem to download templates anymore... Is something wrong with my frontpage???or my html codes??? I figured I'm not the only one who can't seem to keep my hands of the pc... While we were talking yesterday, Paul also is practicing making games with the game maker....hehehe and you know what's funny he practically made a comment about my shoulders how it was big and his was small and well it made me think maybe I should restructure my body...bwahaha and then what go on a diet...not in million years.. I love eating...Its one of the things I do best, can't get it out of my system...By the way took another test... Gosh my result is quite shocking...


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Anyway, the other day, something got me thinking... I often tell my cousin that she should not let her boyfriend hurt her emotionally I mean. I mean she does have a choice you know...Why would you let anyone hurt you if you don't want to? its really a tough question to ask...maybe its easy for me to say but then again... I don't know... Anyway I brought this up coz somehow I feel being manipulated by my HT unconsciously.. I can't seem to stop myself from thinking of him. And it would really hurt not being able to talk to him or even catch a glimpse of him...This is crazy, absolutely crazy... Anyway...That's all for now coz I know I'm getting kinda boring...

I miss all my TC friends most especially my batchmates... If only we could like live in one subdivision, it'd be very fun...hehehe Take care and God bless you all...

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


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Hi mommy les...nicall d i c tonette while we were talking on the phone..hehehe busy daw au...anyway, gets na nako... gisend nako balik ni sir... Wla lang, have nothing to do... I think I'll go take a walk or something just to excercise my bones...bwahaha...

Finally got myself registered for the 2004 elections... It was quite tiring...hehehe...

Still thinking of my HT... Hope I could see him soon...:D

Woke up to the sound of my cellphone’s alarm. I’ve decided to wake up early to catch up on the internet coz you know, its free during these times. I woke up realizing that once again I dreamt of my HT. It’s the second time I had this feeling of excitement in the morning. I don’t actually understand what it means. Maybe I’m just plainly thinking of him 24/7. Its already our sem break here and well at first I thought I had nothing to do but when I started my list there’s a whole bunch of stuff to be done here at home that I don’t even know where to start. What else… Deanne and their group in ECE went to the beach last Sunday. I bet they had lots of fun coz “PAPA RONNIE” and “PAPA JAM” were there…

Just finished reading maia’s blog and you know what I can’t stop laughing coz you know its really true… I mean the part where before your crush doesn’t seem to exist but you just haven’t noticed that you felt something for him until you’ve gotten to know him better. I mean mai, you know naman that well I knew him ever since but just haven’t felt this way up until now… Crazy in love… Well can’t say the love thingy coz I practically am still confused about the whole crush thingy. Whether this feeling is just temporary or not… I wish to find out this sem break coz according to madam maia’s predictions, the feeling will be gone by the time we go back for the 2nd sem. I can’t say I hope so coz you know, it all started out him being my secret motivator and well he sort of challenges me to do better…Gosh…here I go again talking about him as if its okay to let the whole world know…Anyway, leslie and I decided to get ourselves registered today… I wonder why yahoo mail is pretty slow…. So I still can’t fix stuff on my webbie for now… How I wish… hehehe….

Hi nalang ko ako HT oi... Bisag I know na he never visits my site or anybody else's site... Too fixated on so many stuff...

I'm trying to fix my website and it occurred to me nga if slow gani ang inet, maka wala gana... anyway, finished na gyud ang sem...And that means, my semestral fairytale is over. I wonder what my adventures would be next sem. We're trying to get into this java research group. I don't know if I'll be in it next sem coz I still have to take a programming
exam of some sort coz my gpa did't make it to 1.9! The best thing I didn't expect to happen was that my sem ended pretty well. Again things planned were altered but in the end, I didn't feel disappointed coz I got to be with my HT... I wonder what he's doing right now...probably facing his computer or playing games again... I had fun with Leslie, Maan and Eunice last night.... Deanne, we ate at KFC and the chicken was really good... I was about to text you but my stomach was rambling so I just ate and forgot to text you...You woke up really early this morning and you also woke me up... I tried to download the chikka thingy but I guess there was an error... Anyway, guys I don't have an idea what I'll be doing during the sem break but I hope we'll keep in touch coz I'd really miss you all...

I'm at home searching for the search codes for our database project... I got home late coz we attended the novena mass in honor of the canonization of Blessed Arnold and Blessed Joseph... And after the mass, dinner was served... Unfortunately, the rain poured and once again tc was flooded...
TO MY HT:
"how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you..."
By the way, to those who are interested we've decided to hold a group study for ECE lab and lec on Monday at school...We're just gonna find a room and discuss there...Bring some chalk and eraser.K? and it wouldn't be too bad if you bring some food along...hehehe...Speaking of food, I feel like eating... I just don't know what... Gotta go... Hi mommy les...Thanks for the ride home..

I have finally lessen my burden coz we finished our report today. There were some technical problems but thank God, everything turned out to be alright...I already told Doyle about my HT. You might be wondering why I had this urge to tell him. He practically knows well if not all then most of my secrets... And well like most guys I know, I received very few comments... hehehe...Mommy Les, y man YOu tagged the message I sent you??? Don't worry mommy les kay God will make a way...You know na...hehehe

Well here's the song I promised to post... Love this song...coz it tells how I usually feel most of these days...

Artist: matchbox 20
Album: More than you think you are
Title: Unwell

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

How I wish I could just reveal myself and not hide anything from all the readers of this website... I really wanted to write stuff about him. I guess that's what makes my diary so important. coz there, I'm free to write anything I want...anything at all without hiding anything from anybody... Hey guys, are you gonna have group study for ECE???When man?? and where?? Ila DEANNE???BWAHAHA... D, wla ko suko nimo ganina...ni andar lang gyud ako sinusitis...hehehe b4 EE 311 exam ba...sorry ha...

Why am I easily provoked to be angry??? I mean, this morning, I was sulking again... I feel so bad thinking stuff that are so...never mind... I asked my mom about my bad temper and my frequent mood swings and she told me that I'm so tense!!! who isn't tense when your neck and neck trying to meet deadlines and passing exams... I need to change this because its really not good... The one thing that's unforgettable today is that my HT touched my face today... Gosh what if he'll read this and he'd know. I asked fame about this and she told me that I'm not that obvoius yet...hehehe she told me that some things are just not what they used to between me and my HT... But sometimes I become so jealous with just simple things as if I had the right to be... What's happening to me? Maia, help... I never had this kind of dilemma before... I mean mai, you know all my craziness before but it never got this far... How could this be??? Les, I hope that I could control my emotions before it controls me.... hehehe...news flash: NEW COUPLE OF COME BATCH 2006.... fEOnA & FloRenCe....bwahaha...Take care...

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Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces



Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

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Top 10 flirting tips
By Fran Greene

10. Flirting is an attitude
A good flirt is self-confident and not afraid to take risks. Be enthusiastic and positive — it works!

9. Start a conversation
The best opening line is saying hello. Talk about the surroundings, ask a question, ask for help or state an opinion.

8. Have fun
Be playful, light-hearted and spontaneous. Show your vulnerability.

7. Use props
Never leave home without a prop. Props are natural conversation starters. They encourage conversation and others will be compelled to start talking to you. Great props include dogs, kids, unusual jewelry, a fabulous scent, a sweatshirt with your favorite passion, interesting ties, hats or an interesting book or newspaper.

6. Be the host
Change your behavior from guest to host. You are not a passive person waiting around for romance; instead, you're the welcome committee.

5. Make the first move
Move closer to the person you want to meet. Say hello.

4. Listen
You have two ears and one mouth because you should listen twice as much as you speak. Listening is a true art. Your flirting partner will be drawn to you. Everyone loves to be heard.

3. Eye contact
Make eye contact, but please look your partner in the eye gently (no more than a few seconds) and then glance away. Don’t stare — it’s a turn off.

2. Compliment
Compliment your flirting partner. The best compliments have the element of surprise. The "flirtee" will know that you really noticed them. Remember, your compliments must be honest, sincere and genuine. When you receive a compliment, the best response is a simple "Thank you!"

1. Smile
It's contagious. Smiling makes you so much more approachable. A smile lights up your face and draws people to you. You'll be a people magnet.

This is dedicated to my HT...

Artist: Duncan Sheik
Album: Daylight
Title: Half-life

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

Well today I have discovered that there is this big chance that he just sees me as a friend... And you know what in spite of the thought of him not liking me the way I want him to, I'm glad he thinks of me as his friend...Its a big thing for me coz....Can't elaborate on that ... I'm nervous for our reporting in ECE... I used to not fear speaking in front of the entire class coz when I was in high school, I usually talk to the entire student populace...anyway, guys we have to study coz finals is fast approaching...take care and God bless...

Funny Sayings

* He who laughs last thinks slowest.
* Everyone has a photographic memory. Some don't have film.
* A day without sunshine is like, well, night.
* On the other hand you have different fingers.
* Change is inevitable except from a vending machine.
* I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory.
* When the chips are down, the buffalo is empty.
* Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it.
* Those who live by the sword... get shot by those who don't.
* I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.
* He's not dead... he's electroencephalographically challenged.
* You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you.
* I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges.
* Honk if you love peace and quiet.
* Despite the cost of living, have you noticed how it remains so popular?
* Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool.
* It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cost and blamed it on the cost of living.
* The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.
* It is said that if you line up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try and pass them.
* You can't have everything....where would you put it?
* Latest survey shows that 3 out of 4 people make up 75% of the world's population.
* The things that come to those who wait, may be the things left by those who got there first.
* A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well.
* It was recently discovered that research causes cancer in rats.
* I wished the buck stopped here as I could use a few.
* I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it.
* Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak.

got these funny sayings from....http://www.jardmail.co.uk/factslists/funnysayings.shtml

Got caught up with all these projects and reports that I have forgotten to clean my room...And so I decided to dust off a little...You know, I have allergies...So I'm crying right now because of ya know...kept on sneezing too... Anyway, I still don't know how I'd present my report on Transistors...

Here's the song we've been singing all the days of last week. Even while we took the test in our ECE 312 lab, Deanne and I kept on singing this song... I don't know why...

Artist: All American Rejects
Album: All American Rejects
Title: Swing Swing
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

The programming exam was easy in the view of the gifted ones...but for us low life's it could've been but we were not ready to take the risk of failing... The one thing that shocked me was that other people expected me to know... They think that I'm good in that stuff... Honestly, I don't think I'm better than my other classmates. I mean we attend the same classes so how could I have much higher level of understanding compared to them. Anyway, for me, I'll try not to regret anything...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTINE IVY PAULA VESIN SACEDA!!!!
LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND....

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.

You know that love isn't like a greeting card…

Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.



You are the best of both worlds

Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.

Almost any guy can find balance with you.




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You Guy May Be Playing With You!

He could be playing around - or maybe he's just playing games.

Either way, your guy is sending you mixed signals…

And leaving you confused about his love for you.

It's time for you to do some major recon … and see what he's up to.




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I typed some stuff a minute ago and I practically closed the window. My brother is watching my bestfriends wedding again...nice movie...I especially like the song "the way you looked tonight". I'm not sure if that's the correct title of the song... Anyway, I'm trying to improvise our GUI for our calculator program... Many of you might think I'm such a nerd or something but guys won't you ever feel guilty that someday you'll fail because you just didn't do anything to prevent it before it happened??? That's just my problem, I easily feel guilty...is it a problem??? Anyway, about this love thingy almost everybody is infected with, I'm just happy that everybody is happy. Well if not everybody then at least the people I'm close to. I'm glad to share to you that me and my HT are well, getting a bit closer???? hehehe...I see him everyday, yet I still look forward to tomorrow...So meaning, dli gyud ko mapul.an??? Took this quiz and here's my result...

You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite

No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love

You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet.

You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic… give it time.

Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait.




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Just finished making my last portfolio for our ECE lecture. We still haven’t finished our project in ComE. And well our power supply still lacks the capacitor coz we haven’t computed for it. Basically, I don’t know how. Gosh, can’t believe I’m living this life… I know I didn’t ask for any of this to happen but you know what, the most unexpected things happen to me. I can’t write them all here coz some people would probably have a clue by now who I’m always talking about. If not then its much better left unknown. If I could only replay everything that happened I would probably go over it again until I got bored. Sometimes I think I’m dreaming but then everything is real, so real that I prayed that time would just freeze. A romantic fool such as me is so easy to please. And the most fun part of my weekend was when we (Trina, Feona, Jessa, Freedom, Leslie and I) spent the night at Deanne’s house. We had to wait for the power to turn on coz before I got there, it was brownout. So we played ice breaker and I learned lots of things and understood mostly how these girls are. The only thing I could say is that I’m lucky to have known them. I can’t stop smiling… My jaws hurt… I’m planning to change my template again coz lots of people asked me why I have a huge butterfly in my site wherein it’s Deanne’s favorite thing in life…Sorry D, had to borrow your butterfly for a short time…hehehe…I’m glad that you blogged again…

It's still 5:52 am and like I slept at about 3:45 am! Can you ever call that sleep???hehehe...I'm here at Deanne's trying to be a genu\ius in figuring out how to make the amazing calculator...Unfortunately, I'm not that brilliant...but we had fun last night coz while waiting for the electricity to come back we played icebreaker...uy!knew lots of secrets last night and well share a couple myself....My mind's still blank and my eyes' very puffy...well have to take a bath coz I'm off to school by 7:30...Hi to all the people of the internet world...Hi to my HT...assuming he'd visit my site...hope we didn't wake you up last night coz we were practically talking about you the whole night...

Im back once again just taking a glimpse at things since I'm quite full of things to do...I actually have to go to Deanne's place to spend the night there to make our CompE project and then in the morning, I'm off to school to meet with my groupmates for another project for our ECE 312...Gosh, I wonder when this ends... Anyway, as for all the tags in my tagboard here's my reply...

Kelem: sendi ko through email sa lyrics sa Itsumo, its vanelin13v@yahoo.com. Hope to see you soon kay miss talking to you...

About the touch thingy:
Based from my recent experiences, it really makes me happy if my HT "accidentally" touches my hand or brushes his should on my shoulder or touches my arm etc... but sometimes it frightens me coz I think because of this, I'm becoming a bit conscious and assuming...I don't like the feeling...Anyway...that's all for now kay have to research pa....take care and God bless to all...

to those waiting in vain:

"Good things come to those who wait."
It might not be the one you're waiting but it may be much better....

This day is one of the most tiring days of my life. I’m not in the mood to do anything and it would seem that I’m trying so hard to laugh and smile when behind that is a very pissed off girl. It wasn’t that bad in the morning. But during our ECE 312 class, I almost blew my top coz my seatmate kept on bugging me. He’s making comments and trying to get me into a conversation in the middle of Sir Dacs discussion really is annoying. He is trying so hard to get my attention. Gosh… Right then and there I wish I could disappear or put a barrier between him and me. And then there goes my group mates in ECE… They don’t seem to care that we still haven’t decided who will report what… I mean they’re so lax and well may be I’m too agitated over the whole thing but they don’t consider the fact that almost all of us are failing this subject… The one person who made me feel better was Leslie. Mommy Les, I know that you might be wondering how and why but when we walked around ayala and me doing the thing we talked about made me feel better… Fame made me realize that these things would just pass by if you get your mind over what’s pissing you off. Anyway, that’s about it… Have to study Clipper and Clamper and Voltage Multiplier…

I have made a very crucial decision... I have to quit dance club in order for me to give way to some vital clubs which would be important someday... I have to tell my moderator first coz it wouldn't probably right to just stop attending....hay...i already finished doing my portfolio...Mommy les, have something to ask you...later nalang coz its way personal...magkatawa tingali ka ani...anyway...have to go coz we're about to eat lunch...unfortunately, the pc my lola promised was not intended for me. I guess I have to buy my own... Maybe I'll get a job or something...What do you think?

I'm here at Jungle web with fame, leslie and deanne finishing off our applets and our documentation for our project...anyway,I'll make this short...

Well I have to say that never a day that passes by that at the end of the day, I'll be left with a huge smile on my face...

Im browsing through the API here in my aunt's house. I decided to go online for this since my laptop is still with my cousin Daping. Anyway, the box that my aunt from Portland sent already arrived so that means, hopefully she's gonna send the pc over. Anyway, gotta make this short since I still have lots of programming to do... take care peeps...

NEVER HAVE I FALLEN

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

- Rex A. Williams -

I'm kinda tired trying to fix the problems of my laptop... I know I have to be contented having a computer but the components in this stuff is limited. I have to settle for now... Anyway, about what I posted last Saturday, I think we just need someone to share our pains and loneliness... We need someone to at least suffice the things that somehow make us incomplete... Someone who could cover up all our flaws...Anyway, this weekend is really a busy one....Aside from a whole lot of chores to be done, have lots of pending projects, reports and studying to do... so goodbye for now....

How True Is Your Love


Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing
and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her,
am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, i t's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love,
because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her
makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things
for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart,
and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE .

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain
and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others,
but stay with her faithfully without regret??
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it
wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MS.VICTORIE MAIA C. DONSEN...

I know that its your birthday but I still can't help but feel really happy today...I'm happy for you because, as far as anyone is concerned, basing from the first day I've met you, you really have changed into this one great person...You have grown mai..You changed...And upto now I still can't believe that you became one of my closest friends ever...There's never gonna be anyone like you mai, your one of a kind...I'll always be here for you my friend...Love you mai...char...hehehe

Pasensyai lang ko ha kay upto now, dako lang ghapn au ko ngisi...sakit na gani ako jaw...mommy les, you know wat I mean...

here are my test results:


Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?



Do you need a boy/girl friend now?


What's your usual [mood]?


Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?

Thank God for a wonderful day...God bless you all...

I know you might be shocked because here I am changing my template again. I was browsing the blogskins archives yesterday and found tons of cool templates.. Anyway, I was supposed to change it into something yellow but it didn't work out... So here I am, going butterfly...hehehe

Pwede i move and classes coz I really don't want to go to school tomorrow...

Hey guys our intramurals is almost over and that means we’ll be back to sucking up to our teachers and banging heads once again.

Congratulations to the Engineering Pop Jazz dancers…It really was an awesome performance…

I’m once again stuck here at home doing the laundry. I tried to study last night but ended up answering only the EE 311 assignment. I don’t know if I have the correct answers though. Anyway, I haven’t registered for the 2004 elections yet. It turned out that they need a copy of your birth certificate and a 2x2 recent picture. Maybe this coming Thursday, hopefully I could visit the comelec and get myself registered. I can’t believe I painted my nails…hehehe

There’s going to be a lot of exams next week. And not to mention we still haven’t gotten the chance to report in ECE 312… I told Leslie yesterday while we were eating that I’m not so excited to go back to school next week because we are so loaded with quizzes and reports. Its so tiring even just to runt through your head all the things you needed to do. Its almost the “ber” months… Still need some financial thing coz with my phone bill to pay; I can’t quite save for the holidays. I have to think of alternative ways to come up with money…

Hey guys don’t forget that on September 5th, someone special is turning a year older and wiser…hehehe…guess who?

Yesterday, I had to bail out right away after the closing event since I have this awful hypertension… And looking back at what I ate during lunch I think it was because of the diet coke… So I was just wondering, which is more acidic? Diet coke or Regular coke?

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry
when I'm making up my mind

Took these lyrics from the song “The Remedy” by Jason Mraz… It kinda has an effect on most of people’s love situation right now. I have to admit that I can’t help thinking about things, which are so impossible to happen. Anyway, I know most of you are so sick of reading love stuff and it might be boring you by now but this is the only way we, the SI’s (super inspired), could express how we feel through writing or through our individual web sites. Well okay, today we’ll talk about other things…

The other day I visited my neighbor to get my pedicure and manicure. We were chatting coz you know, most manicurist have lots of vital information to share… So while we were talking, our other neighbors were screaming their heads off fighting over something I know nothing of. Anyway, it sounded like they were going to kill each other coz they really sound angry and they were talking so loud and they were very vulgar. Good thing the rain poured down and ended their vicious argument. Am I really in the right neighborhood??? I know those of you who are fortunate enough to live in subdivisions won’t be experiencing this heart-breaking situation. I asked my manicurist if these fights happened before and guess what she said there never was a day that passed by that there weren’t any fights. She added that for them, it was nothing out of the ordinary. She just laughed at my astonished reaction. It seemed as if these people needed somewake up call or something…How could they let their children play in this kind of neighborhood? So aside from that, what really made me tick off a bit was that she commented on the kind of course I was taking. She told me how unfortunate it is that I did not go into nursing school… I was polite to say that I really didn’t intend to be a nurse and that it didn’t include my interests. You see, when I took the entrance test in USC and UP, I opted for the course Accountancy and fortunately passed in both exams landing in the top 50 slots. But then my aunt discouraged me to take up accountancy because she said most graduates were unemployed. And so I took my second choice, which was computer engineering in USC since if I wanted to go to UP, maybe I have to take another test since it is a quota course. My manicurist with all her sweet-talking seemed to come to a point wherein she was belittling these women who are not nurses. I was really this close to blowing my top. But then I kept my cool coz after all she was just telling me her opinion on the subject. Its just that nursing isn’t the only profession where in a person could be successful most especially in acquiring money for your family. And besides she would not understand that I do not want to be a nurse but I want to be a lawyer and both are two totally different things. Maybe I’m too ambitious but that’s who I want to become. Even my HT tried to talk me into shifting to nursing… What’s the big deal? Its not like I can’t do the things that guys can do. Well except for some “you know”. Anyway, girls what do you think? Don’t we have the right to be what ever we want to be? Are our families not going to be proud of us if we don’t become nurses but engineers instead? I maybe making this a big deal but it just is so tiring to hear people condemn me for not taking up nursing. Its so frustrating how they can’t understand that I’m just not born to be a nurse… So anyway, tag me your opinion on this matter coz I’m confused right now…

Facts Of The Day
A Doppelgänger also Doppleganger comes from the German word meaning 'double walker', a ghostly double or counterpart of a living person. The belief that each person has an identical 'twin' somewhere, though they are unrelated, is a very ancient one.

here are your weekly horoscope from brainshare.com.ph

ARIES
(Mar. 21- April 19)
You'll be able to discuss your ambitions with your mate. Try not to use emotional blackmail; it will only make matters worse. A lot has changed and so have you. You may become rundown if you take on too much.



TAURUS
(Apr. 21- May 21)
Home improvement projects will run smoothly. Your pursuits may end up being fruitless. Get into some activities that will help you in making new friends. Try to keep any mood swings under control; they may result in alienation.



GEMINI
(May 22-June 21)
You might find added popularity with those around you this week. You'll be angry if those you live with aren't pulling their weight. Take care of your personal needs. Debates will stifle passion and result in estrangement.



CANCER
(June 22-July 22)
Keep your wits about you and be sure that you can trust those you confide in. You might have some problems balancing your books. Don't overextend yourself in order to add luxury items to your entertainment center. Don't push your luck with your boss.



LEO
(July 23-Aug 22)
Back off if you want to keep the relationship intact. Love can be yours if you get out and about. You can work in conjunction with those in the know in order to get to the bottom of any pending issue. Your outgoing nature will surprise others this week.



VIRGO
(Aug. 23 -Sept. 23)
You may be tempted to spend too much on entertainment or luxury items. You can make amends by taking them somewhere special. Romance will be yours if you get out and do things in large groups. Your emotions may get the better of you.



LIBRA
(Sept. 24 -Oct. 23)
You may find that your family responsibilities are piling up. Mingle with individuals who are established and can give you some serious insight into business and future trends. Your unique contribution to the organization will enhance your reputation. Don't let children or elders put demands on your time.



SCORPIO
(Oct. 24 - Nov. 22)
You need more space for the whole family. You'll have amazing ideas, but superiors may try to block your attempts at implementing them. Keep your ears open, especially to those who care about you. Your emotions may be hard to control if your mate is forcing you to undergo drastic alterations in your relationship.



SAGITTARIUS
(Nov. 23 -Dec. 21)
Romantic relationships could be under pressure. Your ideas may be good, but they aren't necessarily right for everyone. Good friends will give you honest answers. Be prepared to have relatives or close friends introduce you to new and exciting individuals.



CAPRICORN
(Dec 22.- Jan. 20)
Be aware of any deception on the part of those you deal with. Try making some changes to your appearance and your attitude that will reinforce just that. Your lover may not under stand your needs so you must figure out a way to communicate them. Opportunities for romance are present.



AQUARIUS
(Jan. 21 -Feb. 19)
You can get into self awareness groups or look into physical enhancement programs. Deceit around you is evident. You won't have to look for the action. Travel will be fun and entertaining.



PISCES
(Feb. 20-Mar. 20)
Do the necessary chores and then do things that please you. Make sure all of your travel and driver's documents are in proper order. You need more space for the whole family. The great outdoors will allow you to teach youngsters some of the things you learned when growing up.

Just arrived home and I’ve decided to well edit my template and just surf the net…nothing much to do here at home coz the tv programs aren’t that interesting. Anyway, even though Deanne didn’t win the Ms. Intramurals, but I’m still proud of her coz she really did her best out there. The judges must have gone blind or something… After the cheerdance competition we went to Deanne’s place to eat lunch and I was really full. The desert was super... I don't know why I feel so depressed right now. Its seems as if I let someone down. Maybe its because of the weather...

TAURUS
(Apr. 21- May 21)
You will be a real chatterbox this week. Expect to pay more than anticipated for entertainment or other purchases. Don't expect the whole family to be overjoyed. Look into career choices and courses being offered.

Someone emailed me this...just wanted to share it with you...

When The Lord Made Woman

E J Hughes wrote:
By the time the Lord made women, he was into
his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel
appeared and said, "Why are you spending so
much time on this one?". And the Lord answered
and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not
plastic, have 200 movable parts, all
replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold three children at one
time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a
scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six
pairs off hands."
The Angel was astounded at the requirements for
this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!", "And
that's just on the standard model?" the Angel
asked.
The Angel tried to stop the Lord. "This is too
much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to
finish."
"But I can't!", the Lord protested, "I am so
close to finishing this
creation that is so close to my own heart. She
already heals herself when she is sick AND can
work 18 hour days. " The Angel moved closer and
touched the woman, "But you have made her so
soft, Lord." "She is soft", the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made Her tough.You have no
idea what she can endure or accomplish.
"Will she be able to think?", asked the Angel .
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to
think, she will be able to reason, and
negotiate."
The Angel then noticed something and reached
out and touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it
looks like you have a leak with this model. I
told you that you were trying to put too much
into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord objected, "that's
a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of
expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her
disappointment, her loneliness, her grief, and
her pride."
The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius,
Lord. You thought of everything, for women are
truly amazing. "Women have strengths that amaze
men. They carry hardships, they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream. They sing
when they want to cry. They cry when they are
happy and laugh when they are nervous. They
fight for what they believe in. They stand up
for injustice. They don't take "no" for an
answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have. They
go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They
love unconditionally. They cry when their
children excel and cheer when their friends get
awards. They are happy when they hear about a
birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break
when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the
loss of a family member, yet they are strong
when they think there is no
strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart. Women come in all
sizes, in all colors and shapes. They all
drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how
much they care about you. The heart of a woman
is what makes the world spin! They bring joy
and hope. They give
compassion and ideals. They give moral support
to their family and friends. Women have a lot
to say and a lot to give.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FATIMA ANNE CENON
I’m home alone right now and well I’ve decided to try to change my template… We got a horrible quiz during our EE 312 class. I was late and well I got to the no. 8th question. Some of the questions were so far out because we haven’t discussed some of the topics included in the test yet. I don’t want to get angry at my teacher because blaming somebody for my problem results to another problem. Anyway, the day was crazy because I think the love fever is slowly spreading. Leslie told us that most stuff written in our sites are all love stuff. Well Les, can’t help it coz you know na… I’m glad Cuzn Gert went took class and forgot about my “crush”. Hehehe… Isn’t it so sad to know that even though your HT knows that you like him/her and well he/she doesn’t care at all. I mean I’d choose for him/her to react rather than be so extremely passive. Anyway, Maia got her alarm clock this afternoon. Deanne got “you-know-who’s” number. And take note, he was the one who gave it… I’m listening to “Close” by Paulo Santos… Well peeps, I'll probably make this short coz I have to copy some notes for our EE 312...

Take care and God Bless to you all!...

Words from the Wise...Please react...I need your thoughts...

"When two people love each other, they don't look at each other. Rather they look in the same direction.." - Ginger Rogers

I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…

Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...

I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…

Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...

I feel a little bothered because I have made some bad impression on my friends… It took me like 5 minutes to realize that I have confused them of someone they point out to as CYNICAL. As if I understand the word but somehow, Deanne told me something that made me stop and think. D, it really bothered me when you said that I maybe don’t deserve to go into a relationship because as what you have observed is that I easily grow tired of things. But then it I thought it doesn’t apply to people coz if it did then I would have different sets of friends every semester. Sige, to prove to you that I’m not that person who just dismisses someone if I grow tired of them, then I take back what I have said to you Les. I told you diba kanina nga just give 2 weeks and I’d probably get over him. I changed my mind, I won’t stop myself from what I feel even if it means that I’ll be liking him for the next 3 years in silence. Maybe good thing pa d I ni kay motivated ko to study all the time. Like right now, I’m really tired because of our dance practice but then on the second hand I’d like to study not just to please him but to prove to myself that I can survive this dilemma of unending torture… CompE studs, you know what I mean. I think it won’t harm to integrate your seemingly lonely love life to your super challenging studies, dba? Anyway, one good example is Maia, she’s really inspired because her old crush is back in the ball game…hehehe…
Internet is pretty slow right now… It irritates me…
Everytime I think of “Kagalanggalang” I really feel like laughing my heart out… Nice Maia…

Hi to Andy...Makiglaag daw Bernice igka Thursday...

Its like, here I go again. but les, this is different because its because of him that I feel so hopeful in my studying. I don't know what to do anymore, because I honestly want to be with him all the time. To just sit there and talk to him is really something for me. I don't expect him to like me back, I really don't coz first of all, I really don't know him right? and you know what I may seem disappointed yesterday because we were not able to talk, but then again i realized maybe it really not was my time to talk. Les, pasensya na sa akong pagka kulit over all of this.hehehe...Nabuang naman gud imo friend. Makatakod gyud c Maia...

here's another quiz just for fun...Les, I know that I shouldn't make a big deal out of this. I have realized that a long time ago. But the problem is, I can't stop thinking about him and its really driving me crazy.


You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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This was supposed to be yesterday's blog but I wasn't able to get on line because again the slow poke interent card would't go fast as in slow.....

Can you believe that we still have one major examination today??? Its really that late and how I wish that it would be disregarded, but that would probably be impractical since if we won’t have any tests or exams then where would our teacher get the basis for our grades??? My brother told me that one of my schoolmates in elementary asked how I was doing with my course and guess what, he was surprised that I survived Comp E… I admit, its hard but let me ask you this, is there such thing as an easy course? Even HRM for some people is quite a difficult course… I guess it all depends on how you deal with it and study habits would surely play a vital role in surviving. I just finished reading through Sir Robins notes and well so far, I think I’ve understood. Has anyone of you seen Naked Weapon? It’s a story of girls who were kidnapped and made into assassins. Well the story isn’t that great but the martial arts and the fight scenes are awesome… Les, Maia, Deanne; I’m sorry I still can’t tell you who my crush is since first of all I don’t want you to tease me… Assuming me… Anyway, it’s really complicated since I don’t want to end up feeling like I’m totally inconsistent. Mai, as what I have told you, I’m so indecisive. And because of this, most of the time I’d end up being so confused with how I feel. Yesterday, while I was sleeping at the canteen, I wanted to tell you and see what your reaction would be. But when I got to class while Sir Conejos went out for the deliberation, I thought may be if I won’t make a big deal out of the whole thing, may be something nice would happen… I really want to know what you think and there are instances that I wanted so much to ask your opinion about things but I guess I’m just plain coward to admit to you guys who that person is… Am I boring you? Anyway, I still haven’t decided on what to wear this Saturday… And by the way, I’m really glad that he’d be there… I’m so pathetic… Oh Well, there’s still tomorrow so chow for now…

I finally got my eyes checked this afternoon. And guess what, my right eye's grade went down to 225 but my left eye went up to 225. I have to get my lenses changed asap. I really had fun today inspite of you know cramming for our ECE 312 test... Although we really had a good study group when we hanged-out at starmart after eating lunch at Country Mall for only 28 pesos, I'm not that sure if I really got the test right. It really stirred my mind... Anyway, I have to make this very brief and quick since I still have to edit our project in REED 30 and got lots of studying/cramming to do...love you guys...especially the person who motivates me and is the reason why I'm not giving up on CompE...hehehe...

You are Pesky purple, the M&M on E. Perv.


Which M&M on drugs are you?
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What's happening to my site...its going insane...

Nothing much to blog about except that the inevitable ECE 312 exam will be tomorrow and have lots of analyzing to do...hope you like the new template...