So what am I feeling these days?
More of jitters...
our group's project will be checked on Feb. 27, 2006 9:30 am to be exact...
we don't communicate that much anymore...
violence still exists in tc...
i have this bad feeling that what happened last december will happen this december...
once again paranoia sets in...
Monday, November 28, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
Thursday, November 17, 2005
good morning...
its 9:12 and my mind is spinning on ideas and things to do...haven't had break fast yet and here i am browsing the net already...i was kind curious of something when i woke up this morning...if you're asking what it is just ask me personally...its kinda personal...
anyway, im looking for ideas from different philosophies...i don't know where the interest came from but i think i'll study camus, kant and the others again...
i've been browsing pictures in friendster and it hit me...I AM MOVING ON! the feeling is not there anymore...im not even numb anymore! i guess that's great considering we'll be graduating soon, God willing...
anyway, i know i kinda promised myself i'll blog more often...il try that...
have to go though...i still have some stuff to do...
important thing is, somebody makes me smile in the morning again!
Thank you Lord!
its 9:12 and my mind is spinning on ideas and things to do...haven't had break fast yet and here i am browsing the net already...i was kind curious of something when i woke up this morning...if you're asking what it is just ask me personally...its kinda personal...
anyway, im looking for ideas from different philosophies...i don't know where the interest came from but i think i'll study camus, kant and the others again...
i've been browsing pictures in friendster and it hit me...I AM MOVING ON! the feeling is not there anymore...im not even numb anymore! i guess that's great considering we'll be graduating soon, God willing...
anyway, i know i kinda promised myself i'll blog more often...il try that...
have to go though...i still have some stuff to do...
important thing is, somebody makes me smile in the morning again!
Thank you Lord!
Friday, November 11, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
Dragonslayer
After such a long time Im going back to slaying dragons again...I have contemplated so many times of writing my thoughts but then most of the time, the most amazing realization comes when I am riding the jeepney or when I'm walking...I wonder what triggers these thoughts?
Anyway, I decided to blog at least 3 times a week...hahaha...as if I have internet when I move back to the apartment...
So why am I grateful today?
First of all: BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN GIVEN ANOTHER DAY TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THIS WORLD!
...I finally have all my schedules for my classes which by the way only falls on MWF and one Saturday class for my Software Engineering. It took me 4 hours to get it done. Lots of lines to cut...hahaha...
...I saw Maje today and wow, I can't believe how much I miss her classes and reading her ideas in her blogspot. She just makes so much sense that it would seem as if she's writing my thoughts too...Weird isn't it? Well she asked me how things were and even brought up someone's name but then I was happy with things and finally I have let go of all the feelings of remorse that used to reside. I am glad and grateful I got through that "white squall".
...I saw my grades from the previous semester and well they're not that bad. I am thankful to all my teachers. I got through without sucking up!hahaha
...And finally the manipulators and balancers went to Don Bosco for the fabrication of their prototype and luckily they were interested in creating the 2-link arm manipulator and the ball beam balancer. That took a whole lot of weight from our shoulders...
I realized that I'm really that much into him. I mean yeah, he's nice and all!Well not just nice but a guy who possess the long gone chivalry of every male specie! That is the one thing that got me hooked! But then why is it that when I close my eyes I cannot imagine his face clearly! Yes I do miss him and hanging out and all...but then when we meet and talk, everything seems normal...Its not that normal is not good but then I don't feel the SPARKS! hahaha... I think I was just lonely...but right now that my mind is totally occupied with projects and I'm mainly surrounded by friends even on the net (kept going online and chat with Maia and Marecor!), I don't feel too depressed or deprived of care and love! haahaha...
Ah so okay, I AM NOT REALLY INTO HIM! There I have finally accepted it...
My adviser Luis emailed this to me, its nice and well worth blogging:
5 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
So the question now is, on graduation day, hopefully and God-willing, this coming March, who will I approach and Kiss?
Go figure!
Anyway, I decided to blog at least 3 times a week...hahaha...as if I have internet when I move back to the apartment...
So why am I grateful today?
First of all: BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN GIVEN ANOTHER DAY TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THIS WORLD!
...I finally have all my schedules for my classes which by the way only falls on MWF and one Saturday class for my Software Engineering. It took me 4 hours to get it done. Lots of lines to cut...hahaha...
...I saw Maje today and wow, I can't believe how much I miss her classes and reading her ideas in her blogspot. She just makes so much sense that it would seem as if she's writing my thoughts too...Weird isn't it? Well she asked me how things were and even brought up someone's name but then I was happy with things and finally I have let go of all the feelings of remorse that used to reside. I am glad and grateful I got through that "white squall".
...I saw my grades from the previous semester and well they're not that bad. I am thankful to all my teachers. I got through without sucking up!hahaha
...And finally the manipulators and balancers went to Don Bosco for the fabrication of their prototype and luckily they were interested in creating the 2-link arm manipulator and the ball beam balancer. That took a whole lot of weight from our shoulders...
I realized that I'm really that much into him. I mean yeah, he's nice and all!Well not just nice but a guy who possess the long gone chivalry of every male specie! That is the one thing that got me hooked! But then why is it that when I close my eyes I cannot imagine his face clearly! Yes I do miss him and hanging out and all...but then when we meet and talk, everything seems normal...Its not that normal is not good but then I don't feel the SPARKS! hahaha... I think I was just lonely...but right now that my mind is totally occupied with projects and I'm mainly surrounded by friends even on the net (kept going online and chat with Maia and Marecor!), I don't feel too depressed or deprived of care and love! haahaha...
Ah so okay, I AM NOT REALLY INTO HIM! There I have finally accepted it...
My adviser Luis emailed this to me, its nice and well worth blogging:
5 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
So the question now is, on graduation day, hopefully and God-willing, this coming March, who will I approach and Kiss?
Go figure!
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